dont be to harsh on me, first *serious* thing I have written. and my english is not that good ;(
It felt good to be back, Remus thought when he was lying down at his bed.
It was the 6th year and as by tradition, he and his friend started the new year with relaxing and telling about their summers.
Sirius and James brought some butterbeer and shared them with Remus and Peter.
But they really were hoping to get their hands on some firewisky this year so James had decided that he and Peter should get some by sneaking in the kitchen.
James and Peter left, so Sirius and Remus were alone now.
To break the silence Sirius started telling about his horrible summer at the Black's house, and Remus nodded while I tried to imagine what it would be like living there.
He took another sip from his butterbeer and went staring at Sirius.
This was the first time he actually got a good look at him after the summer.
Sirius had grown much, he was taller then him now and had some facial hair.
His look went to his neck and shoulders, and lower to Sirius' shirt.
Sirius didn't change his clothes in the train along with the others, so he was still wearing a worn-out shirt and jeans.
The shirt was a little too short and tight so Remus could see the taller mans muscles really well, since they were well trained in the summer.
The shortness also showed a little of Sirius' belly, and Remus' look went further down…
" Moony?" Sirius askes while raising a eyebrow
Remus shocked out of it and turned his flushed face to Sirius'
"what's wrong?' he asked confused.
"nothing, just" he waited "you're really handsome"
He smiled hoping Sirius would not take it too serious.
Sirius looked amazed and smiled a little " thanks," he looked down and added "girls ask me out a lot" for making it not too akward.
" so why do you never date any of them?" Remus asked curiously and surprised he just asked the first thing that came up in his mind.
He kinda figured Sirius was must have been asked out sometimes, or a lot, but never really saw him on a date.
"Why should I?" Sirius asked friendly " I already found the love of my life" he said while looking at the sunset and mountains outside the window.
Now Remus was really startled.
He never knew Sirius was actually loving someone, and like this, and not even telling him about it.
But since Sirius didn't go futher on the last sentence, he decide to ask him who it was and why Sirius never told him.
But before he said one word, James and Peter stormed in the room with a bottle.
And in all their excitement there was just no room for it anymore so Remus decide he would just ask him another time.
It wasn't really that important if Sirius didn't mentioned it anyway.