It's finally a new year, and I have finally got the first chapter of the new and improved Difference story! I'm not sure if I'm going to continue calling it Difference, soooo... I'm probably going to name it something different. To those who have know clue what I'm talking about Difference was my first story ever written on this website, and my writing skills were horrendous. I had not planned that story out well it kind of got confusing, and it was just terrible. So I decided to re-write the story and fix it up. So yeaaah... anyway I hope you guys enjoy.
Bolded - Current Time
Italicized - Flashback
My whole body felt numb, each time I took a breath my body felt like it was being stabbed by thousand's of senbon. Every second was replaying in my mind, every movement, every sound, and all the emotions I was feeling. It had taken me so many years, but it ended in only a few moments.
I made my way up the stairs that led towards Naruto's small apartment. Each step I took my excitement would grow, I couldn't wait to see him. As I was coming up towards a corner I heard Naruto's voice, but it seemed he was talking to someone.
"Naruto... you gonna see Hinata later?" Hinata froze in her spot, Sakura?
"Yeah..." The blonde sighed heavily.
How come Naruto sounded unhappy to see me?
"Sakura... You know she's gonna find out sooner or later." Find out about what?
I peeked from around the corner, and I saw the two holding hands. I felt my heart drop to my stomach.
"Let's worry about that some other time," Slowly Sakura closed the gap between Naruto and her, and she placed her lips against his.
I felt an overwhelming feeling of rage, that it made my whole body tremble. I stormed towards the couple, oblivious that I had tears falling from my eyes.
"What are you doing!" I screamed surprising both Naruto, and Sakura.
"Hinata!" Sakura shrieked, pushing herself away from Naruto, "We were... it's not what you think, it's-"
"Oh shut the fuck up," Hinata cursed, causing Sakura's jaw to drop, "I never thought you could be this kind of man Naruto..." I expressed heartbroken, and dissapointed, "You bastard... You conniving son of a bitch!"
"Hinata I can explain," Naruto said trying to calm down the fuming Hyuuga heiress.
"Explain what? That you and this bitch were going behind my back? Oh, I don't think you could possibly come up with an excuse that could convince me. You used me Naruto! You just led me on!" I couldn't hold myself back, this was the first time I have ever felt so angry. I felt possessed.
"Hinata just listen to what I've got to say," Naruto pleaded.
I couldn't take it, just looking at his face, listening to the sound of his voice, it made me even angrier. Suddenly I felt as if someone was controlling me, as if I was a puppet. My arm raised up, my hand balled up into a fist, and I felt a forceful impact against Naruto's cheek.
It all happened so fast, but yet somehow slow. 'I just punched him' I said to myself, I was in shock. I couldn't control myself. The way his face looked after I had attacked him... I began to run, run as far as my legs could take me.
I would be lying if I didn't want him to chase after me. I wanted him to run after me... pull me into his arms, and kiss me. I'm so stupid... after he had done such a terrible thing I still long for his touch. How pathetic. I escaped to the forest, my lungs felt like they were burning, and my feet were aching, but this pain could never measure up to what my heart was feeling.
"That bastard!" I screamed, and then my legs gave in. I fell from the treetops and crashed to the ground. I was cut, bruised, and something was probably broken, but as I laid on the dirt my brain couldn't stop replaying the scene. I grabbed onto my hair tugging at it trying to forget, but I knew I was never going to forget.
"How could he!" I sobbed, still laying on the ground. For hours I cried, and cried, it was all I could do. It felt like the end of the world for me, it just hurt so bad. I had put so much effort into trying to get him to notice me, to actually love me... but instead I fell into a web of lies. I was such a fool.
I wasn't sure how long I had been in the forest, time felt like it had stopped. Maybe I could just rot in this forest, it's not like I had done anything significant in Konoha. I could just die here, I didn't mind.
"Hinata!" I heard a faint voice, "Hinata!" There it was again.
Each time it called, the voice seemed to get closer. There was a few more voices continuously shouting my name.
"Annoying," I whispered making my chapped lips sting, "Leave me alone."
The shouting continued, and then everything went black.
"Hinata?" Naruto squinted his eyes as he saw a figure laying on the ground. He ran towards what he had guessed was a body, and fell to his knees, "Hinata!" Naruto cradled Hinata's head in his arms, "Wake up! Wake up!" He began to panic, she wasn't responding to him at all, "Ino! I found her! Hurry, she need's medical attention!"
Well here's the first chapter... was it all right? Forgive me for making it extremely short, I just was to too lazy to add more. I know Hinata seriously freaked out, and it was extremely out of character for her to explode like that, but I mean her lover was caught kissing some other woman. I would be freakin' pissed about that. Thanks for reading, and I loooove you all!
Nyao-chan.
