Can't Fight This: Chapter 1


"Oh my God, Logan. What did I do?" Kendall Knight was frantic as he stared at the giant gashes on his best friends face.

"It's okay Kendall, I've had worse things happen to me than this." Logan said trying to calm him down. "You know, you're kinda cute when you're worried..."

"I am so sorry, do you know how-" Kendall started but Logan quickly placed his index finger gently on his lips, stopping him mid-sentence.

"Show me you're sorry." He whispered quietly, pinning Kendall to the wall. He moved his face toward Kendalls when someone unexpectedly walked through the door.

"What's going on in here?" Mrs. Knight said in her soft, motherly voice.

"Nothing. Absolutely nothing. We were just play... mess... joking around." Kendall replied nervously. He was embarrassed enough about his relationship with James, but if anyone found out about him and Logan he didn't know what he would do. And of course he didn't want anything to come between Logan and Carlos. They had been together for almost five years now.

"Whoa! That's a mighty big gash Logan. We should put something on it." Mrs. Knight said looking closely at the wound.

"Yeah, she's right we should. I'm gunna go get something." Kendall spoke so fast and it was obvious he was nervous. Would mom catch on? He wondered. No, she's so oblivious to everything. But he couldn't help but wonder what would happen if someone were to find out.

"What's up with Kendall?" Mrs. Knight asked.

"He's just, uh, nervous about the show tonight." Logan said. He loved Carlos with all of his heart but ever since he spent that passionate night with Kendall his feelings have been mixed.

"Oh, he's always suffered from stage fright." Mrs. Knight responded, buying that bad lie. And with that Kendall walked back into the room with an ice pack.

"Put that on your cut and lie down before the show starts." Mrs. Knight said as she left the two alone.

Logan placed the cold ice pack on his forehead and said, "she doesn't suspect a thing."

"What?" Kendall questioned.

"She's so oblivious to everything. She could probably catch us in the act and still not know what was happening."

"I don't know if I can do this anymore. I love James and I always will." James has always been there for him, even though it wasn't always mutual. He wondered why he even stuck by his side after all of the horrible things he's done to him. "I just can't hurt him again. What happened with Jo-"

"That's the past." Logan cut him off. "He probably doesn't remember any of that stuff anyway with all of the pills he pops." Kendall couldn't take this. All of the feelings that he kept bottled up inside of him where finally unleashed. Through his fist. To Logan's jaw. "What the fuck, man?" Logan asked holding his chin.

"I'm not going to let you talk about James like that! He doesn't do that stuff anymore! He got help! Maybe you should try it, maybe it'll help you keep your mouth shut for once!" Kendall said in a rage with tears welling up in his eyes.

"Look, I'm sorry but I really think that you two should break-up. He's not healthy." Logan said trying to coax Kendall.

"God! Just shut up!" and with that Kendall stormed out of the room.


AUTHOR'S NOTE:
My first BTR story! I'm so excited! Of course, I own no one in this story. Everything might seem a bit unclear right now, but all will be revealed with time. I have the most of the story finished, so if you want to see more, just review! :3