Hi everyone, just to let you know, this is not the sequal to my story ,Love. About the sequal, many(2) peaple were kinda hinting that Patricia shouldn't be preg, so I don't really know what to do for the sequal. If you have an idea, or a story that I can read that can give me an idea, leave a comment(or review). This story, is either going to updated every day, every other day, or every week(I haven't decided yet). Also, if you have a couple you want to add, I will put some of it (just remember to say friendship or romance next to it) This story however, is going to be about my favorite character,Patricia, and about her life. This will probably only going to be 3-5 chapters. Just to let you know, I am SUPER sad about PEDDIE breakin' up, I am hurt and no hard feelings for Palfie, Patrome, Pabian, Poy, Pick, Para, Patina, ect. shippers out there ,but Eddie and Patricia belong together. One thing however, I will admit, Patricia seems more sad than Eddie. But anyways...

Patricia's POV

She was the girl in his dreams. Is this who he had be talking to ALL summer ,or when I was with him. I should have known though, love doesn't exist. I mean, it drove my parents, Piper and Leo Halliwell, insane 'till my dad killed himself then my mom felt so bad, she soon did to. It caused my Aunt Pheobe(for Charmed fans out there, Charmed is kinda in here) to die alone, or so I heard. Plus, my Aunt Peige died protecting her husband because she was "in love". If love existed why would it do such horrible things. I dunno, maybe it's me. The day I was born, according to my family, everything went wrong and when I was born, bad things happened around me and good things happened around Piper. I will admit, I broke up with Eddie, but it was because protecting him.

"Protecting him from what," you may ask. From me. I'm ugly,worthless, unloved, alone, bad luck, uncared for, a real bitch, and I dress like a slut. I don't know why I'm alive. The world seems to love Piper, K.T, Willow, and Nina much more than me. I'm an outcast.

I see the way he looks at me then the way he looks at K.T. For me, it's hate, confusion, and pitty. For her, it's like, she-is-so-pretty, the complete oppisite of me. I can't blame him.

My life is in a hellhole. I want to escape but I can't. I quess I'll play it through like I always do.

Well that was chapter 1. Leave a comment saying if it was good, any ideas, or telling me what i did wrong. :P