Here's a little preview from Ciel's Point of view :)! Oh btw this story is in modern day time, also Ciel is a bit OCC, ok he is OCC xD just bare with it! Please remember that this is a preview not the real thing. Also XD I know, I know the stupid grammar mistakes, but do not fear I will get to them soon :), also Hannah is working for Ciel's Aunt, and yes Maylene is there too they are now too maids in the household. Enjoy :)!

P.S. This will not be written in people's point of view, I will do the same writing style/format as Two sides of the same.

Ever since I can remember, I've always had everything anyone would want, I live in a mansion, I have money, but... there's something missing... I'm missing love in my life... I've always been lonely since the day my parents died in a car crash many years ago, I've been living with my Aunty Anne every since, or Madame Red as many call her. She's a famous doctor, she also has everything expect that she was never able to have any children of her own, her husband passed away from cancer, soon after than she also developed it as well, and had to get her uterus removed.

"Ciel?" that was Madame Red, "Ciel darling I'm leaving for the store, do you want anything?" she asked. I shook my head in reply, "I see, well I'll be back soon, maybe in 30 minutes if you need me just call me on my cell, k?"

"All right."

"Love you," she said as she closes my bedroom door, I watched her from the outside of my bedroom window, she was in a hurry as always, and quickly got inside her new Mercedes Benz car, it was red of course, it matches her anyway.

"I love you..." I whisper, "what does that really mean..." I hugged my pillow, "I really wish I would understand it myself..." I quickly took a glance at my bedroom mirror, my hair was a greyish/blackish blue as usual, my dark blue eyes were sparkling as always, I was pale... ugh... I hate been pale... "I should probably-" before I could finish my sentence a knock from outside my door was heard, "Come in!" I said as one of my maids, Hannah, walks in, "Oh Hannah, how are you?" I asked her, she simply just nods in response, she had such sadness in her right eye(she always wore an eye patch on her left), my Aunt brought her here, yet she's always never made eye contact with me or even spoke to anyone in the mansion, I wonder what happened to her to make her act this way, "Hannah-" I quickly got out of bed and gently touched her shoulder making eye contact with her for the first time, suddenly she backs away quickly, she was shivering.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry I promise I'll never make-" this was the first time I ever heard her speak, "Plea-please don't punish me..." tears now were filling her right violet eye.

"Hannah, I'm not going to punish you, and there's no need to apologize it's all right to make eye contact," I replied, as wipe her tears away, "please don't feel that way."

"Young Master..." she said.

"Anyway, what do you need?"

"Oh... um..." she takes out a letter from her apron pocket, "this letter arrived today from, a man named Lau, I believe," she replied.

"Must be Madame Red's boyfriend."

"Anyway, I must be going now," she quickly bows before she leaves my room.

"I wonder..." I quickly opened the envelope only to reveal a card inside of it, "A card?" I open it as it starts playing some random melody, "hum... that Lau... I wonder what he was thinking..." I sighed as I jump on top of my bed and just lay my head against my pillow, "I wish..." those words escape my mouth before I drifted into sleep.