We lie in the dark
I know your awake
The only sounds
Are the sounds
This old house makes
Oh, how I long
I long to hear your voice
She lay on her side, knowing full well that Ryan was awake. She knew that he would lay there for hours before he finally fell into a fitful sleep. She also knew that it was her fault. She knew that he shouldn't be here. She just loved him so much that she didn't want him to leave.So there they were side by side in the bed but so careful not to touch one another.
Desperate to talk
Yearning to touch
Burning inside
Because I want you so much
So I say I love you
And leave you no choice
Ryan caught her watching him and he tried for a smile. He failed miserably. He hadn't smiled for a very long time. Since they had been together to be exact. She knew that it was wrong of her to keep him here when he was so apparently unhappy. She carried around the small hope that someday he would be happy again, that someday he would be the same old Ryan.
You lie
You don't wanna hurt me
So you lieBuy a little time
And I go along
What else can I do
Maybe it's wrong
But you know how much I love you
So you lie
Till you can find a way to say goodbye
You lie
She decided to make it easy for him. One day when Ryan returned from work he found everything he owned sitting on the porch. He tried his key only to find that it wouldn't work. So he knocked. She opened the door. "What's going on?" Ryan asked her. "I'm not blind. I know that you don't want to be here so I made it easy for you. I want you to leave. You don't always have to do the right thing, Ryan." she said, fighting back the tears. "Teresa..." he said softly but she had already shut the door in his face.
The italics are lyrics from Reba McEntire's You Lie
