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h3 id="work" class="landmark heading" style="border-width: 0px 0px 0.25em; border-image: initial; outline: 0px; font-weight: 500; font-style: inherit; font-size: 0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0.125em; line-height: 0; opacity: 0; height: 0px; clear: both; color: transparent; border-color: initial initial #333333 initial; border-style: initial initial double initial;"Chapter Text/h3
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Loki looked up into his brother's face as he hung dangling from Thor's grip above the chasm expanding the space of what had once been the Bifrost. Thor's shouts and pleas bouncing off the shrapnel of Loki's shattering heart. Everything and everyone he had ever known was a lie. His mother's love was a lie. His father's encouragement was a lie. Ha! Even the brotherly concern he could see in Thor's desperate gaze was a lie./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Loki fell, and fell, and span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"fell. /span It was becoming a never ending cycle. Whether it had been days, weeks, or years he did not know. All he knew now was the fall was not going to kill him. What was the point of falling to your death if there was nowhere to fall too. He wasn't sure what he had expected by falling into the void, but it was definitely not as boring as this./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;" /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Narcissa Malfoy stared out the window at the falling star feeling as though her spirit were dying with it. Below her dead eyes she protectively clutched her stillborn daughter to her chest as silent tears fell from her cheeks. Lucius and the mediwiches had tried to reason with her only to be met with wrathful glares. Now her husband sat in stunned silence in his own world of grief as he clutched their still week newborn son. Any time he would start to drift off into sleep, he would suddenly start and lift he son to his ear to check that he was still breathing./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Once finished with the diagnostic spells, Healer Meadow inched forward to examine Lady Malfoy. She did not respond, even when the diagnostic spells ran over the distraught mother./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;" /p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Meadow's hand tightened in sympathy over the other woman's hand. "Narcissa. Your daughter is gone. I'm sorry, but there is nothing I can say to make it any easier on you. I know you are trying to protect her, but she doesn't need your protection any longer… Your son does." Narcissa's hands began to tremble beneath Healer Meadow's. "Let me help you let her go," said the healer in her most gentle whisper./p
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h3 id="work" class="landmark heading" style="border-width: 0px 0px 0.25em; border-image: initial; outline: 0px; font-weight: 500; font-style: inherit; font-size: 0px; font-family: Georgia, serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0.125em; line-height: 0; opacity: 0; height: 0px; clear: both; color: transparent; border-color: initial initial #333333 initial; border-style: initial initial double initial;"Chapter Text/h3
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Loki looked up into his brother's face as he hung dangling from Thor's grip above the chasm expanding the space of what had once been the Bifrost. Thor's shouts and pleas bouncing off the shrapnel of Loki's shattering heart. Everything and everyone he had ever known was a lie. His mother's love was a lie. His father's encouragement was a lie. Ha! Even the brotherly concern he could see in Thor's desperate gaze was a lie./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"The last thing he wanted to do was think, but his mind was the only thing he had left to entertain him. Shouldn't he have died by now? He knew it was hard for a god to die but only the gods of necessity were impossible to kill outside of Asgaurd. He was not one of those gods. They brought order and stability to the world. He was the one that created chaos and destruction. There was nothing necessary about him! /p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Narcissa Malfoy stared out the window at the falling star feeling as though her spirit were dying with it. Below her dead eyes she protectively clutched her stillborn daughter to her chest as silent tears fell from her cheeks. Lucius and the mediwiches had tried to reason with her only to be met with wrathful glares. Now her husband sat in stunned silence in his own world of grief as he clutched their still week newborn son. Any time he would start to drift off into sleep, he would suddenly start and lift he son to his ear to check that he was still breathing./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Once finished with the diagnostic spells, Healer Meadow inched forward to examine Lady Malfoy. She did not respond, even when the diagnostic spells ran over the distraught mother./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"Meadow's hand tightened in sympathy over the other woman's hand. "Narcissa. Your daughter is gone. I'm sorry, but there is nothing I can say to make it any easier on you. I know you are trying to protect her, but she doesn't need your protection any longer… Your son does." Narcissa's hands began to tremble beneath Healer Meadow's. "Let me help you let her go," said the healer in her most gentle whisper./p
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