(A/N: Bella and Jacob fanfic hope you like it)
I kissed him, and he kissed me, my lips meet his icy ones, I loved him, and god did he love me, is was like we could never part, it seemed that this love, this passion would last forever, but love is good at disguising itself….
That was last week, he said he would never leave but that was a lie, he said he would always be with me, that was a lie. He left me in the cold, in the dark, with no way out, no longer could I hear his voice, and no longer could I feel the coldness of his touch.
Why me? I asked myself over and over again why me? The only place I found comfort was in my room, on my bed, under my sheets. Silence filled the room, everything was still; the only noise that was being made was the sound of branches of the tree scraping against my window.
I laid there, not wanting to do anything, the silence was enough to make one sick, I have to get out of this house I thought to myself, I arose from the bed went to my closet to find a comfortable shirt to wear for the day, I managed to find a nice green blouse, and a pair of blue jean pants.
I went down stairs looking for my black shoes; I finally found them and put them on.
I guess my presence in the living room surprised my dad, because he said "what a sight for sore eye's" I chuckled a little "you over him?" he asked "dad, I really don't want to talk about….about him." I said with a hurt voice "sorry; I didn't mean to bring him up" he said with a half-smile on his face.
"I'll be back, I'm gonna take a ride….. You know so I can clear my head" I said while grabbing my keys to my truck.
"Ok well, be careful" he said with the same half-smile on his face.
I reached my truck, and jabbed the key into the hole unlocking the door, I got in and gently closed the door I took my key and carefully inserted it in to the ignition and started the old pick-up.
Now were to go I thought, what about the beach, maybe I can clear my head there I thought to myself as I headed to the beach.
On my arrival I found a young man staring out at sea, he was wearing a grey muscle shirt, with a pair of dark blue jean shorts, and a pair of black running sneakers.
I couldn't see his face, for his gaze was transfixed on the blue sea in front of him.
What was he doing? I asked myself I slowly closed the door to my truck and slowly approached him; my not so stealthy approach of me shifting my feet on the cold beach sand fell on deaf ears, this young man was totally hypnotized by the slow movements of the blue waves coming toward his direction.
I finally got behind him "hi" I said waiting for my answer, he suddenly shook his head , as if he broke out of his trance, he slowly turned his head to my position and when I saw his face I knew at that instant who he was…….Jacob.
"Bella?" he asked in uncertainty "yes Jacob it's me" I said wondering what was going to happen next. "Bella it is you" he said grabbing me into a big bear hug, the scent of his shirt was unbearable, he smelled as though he had run through a meadow of wild flowers, my hands were around his slim waist, and his well shaped chin fell on my forehead; the hug lasted for about a minute until we pulled away.
"So, I haven't seen you in a while; you...you okay?" he said with a wide smile on his face. God his teeth were beautiful his smile was beautiful, and come to think about almost everything about him was beautiful. "Bella… hello earth to Bella is anyone in there?" he asked is smile slowly starting to disappear, my silence must have confused him.
"Yeah….I means yeah I'm fine" I said stammering, "and you…how have you been?"
"I'm okay if you okay" he said smiling
"Oh come on Jake, that's the oldest trick in the book….really how have you been?" I asked smiling as well.
"Well...I'm great, just wanted to come to the beach today, you know just to relax" he said.
"Yeah, I just came here to clear my head" I said frowning a little
"Bella… you know…you can come to me with anything…you know that…right?" he said.
"Yeah, totally" I said half-grinning
"You know I love you….right?" he said planting a kiss my forehead which made me blush
My smile faded did love me? I didn't know what to say.
"You…love me? I asked dreading the answer
"Yes Bella I have always loved you" he said looking into my eyes smiling
"In a way I've kind of liked you" I said with a smile.
"Liked?" he said as if my answer wasn't to his liking.
"Loved" I said hoping he wouldn't leave.
"Oh" he said in a kind of hurt voice, "okay…you mind sitting with me" he asked still in a hurt voice.
"Yeah" I said as he gently pulled my arm, and lead me to a spot near a large boulder.
He sat down and I did the same, "well, I've been thinking" he said in a deep voice
"Thinking about us" he said anticipating my answer.
"What about us?" I said with a gloomed expression
"We were best friends, and now it seems that were getting further and further apart." He said wearing a frown face.
"You know he's gone? Right?" I asked him with a playful look on my face.
He looked at me with a confused face "Seriously?" he asked in disbelief.
"Yeah, he left me, I hadn't been the same since then" I said looking down sad.
"Well that explains why you haven't visited in a while" he said snickering
"Yeah I guess" I said with my dad's famous half-smile expression on my face again.
"So if he's gone…are you hungry?" he asked
I laughed at his question, "what?" I asked with a smile on my face
"What… I can't treat my friend to some lunch?" he asked with a huge smile on his face.
"Sure… you can treat me to lunch, just…just ask me a little less goofy next time…okay." I said laughing
"Deal" he said getting up and brushing the sand of his pants, after that he extended his hand out for me to grab it.
I took a tight hold of it as he pulled me up, his hand was to warm and comfortable, so comfortable that I didn't want to let go.
As soon as I was up I dropped my hand to my side and followed him to my truck.
He opened the passenger side of the door holding it for me, what a gentlemen, I thought, "I thought shivery was dead" I said with a smile
"Not here" he said smiling as he gently close the door and ran on the other side to open the driver door.
He pulled himself in to the driver's seat and closed the door, and put the keys into the ignition.
The truck let out a sputter but managed to start, he put the car in reverse and then in drive.
We went down the road towards town, "so what are you in the mood for?" he asked.
"I don't know, what do you want" I said looking at him.
"Bella I asked you first" he said glancing at me and then looking at the road.
"No seriously I don't know what I want to eat" I said grinning at him.
"What about pizza?" he asked looking at the road ahead.
"Sure, pizza sounds good" I said looking out the window
We arrived in town within minutes, we were stopped by a red light near the pizza parlor.
It was a little stuffy in the truck so I rolled down the window. "What's the matter? To hot in here for ya?" he asked smiling at me "yeah, just a little"
We pulled up to a pizza parlor called The Pizza Shack.
We both got off at the same time, as I was going to reach for the handle to the door he quickly got in front of me to hold the door open, " thanks" I said while going in.
He followed close behind me as we found a table to sit at, "how about that one?" he said pointing at the table near the large window.
"Sure" I said walking to the table, he once again got in front of me to pull the chair back so that I can sit on it.
When I sat on the chair, he pushed my chair in so that I was close to the table.
"Aren't we quite the gentleman today" I said smiling at him.
"Can't help it Bells, it was the way I was raised" he said looking at the menu.
"You know what you want?" he asked.
"What's good around here?" I asked picking up the menu in front of me.
"Well I always get the large pepperoni pizza" he said still looking at the menu.
"You're telling me you can eat a large pizza by yourself?" I asked in amazement.
"Yup" he said "I'm a growing boy bells I have a big appetite" he said laughing.
I laughed at his words, then out of the blue came are waitress.
She was wearing a pink t-shirt, with a pair of brown boots, with some blue jean pants, she was also wearing a red apron with two pockets on each side of the apron, and on the top right corner of the apron was a steel name tag with the engraving BRANDY carved into it, Brandy was an older woman I'd say about in her late thirties.
"Hello, my name is Brandy I'll be your waitress for the day" she said
"May I take you order?" she said pulling out a note pad along with a pen out of one of the pockets.
"Yes" Jacob said "we'll have a large pizza, with a side order of bread sticks" he said gesturing me to give him my menu.
"Okay, and what would you like to drink?" she said popping some gum that she had in her mouth.
"I'll have water" he said handing her the menus.
"And you sweetheart?" she asked.
"I'll have a Long Island Ice Tea" I said giving her a smile.
"Sure thing" she said ripping of the paper from the notebook as she carefully placed the notebook and pen back into the red pocket.
"It'll be out in a few minutes" she said taking the menus and placing them behind the counter, then she put the piece of paper with our order on it on a string so that the chef would get to it later.
The atmosphere in the Pizza Shack was fairly good, I liked the red, blue, and white florescent lighting that surrounded me.
The table clothes were a bright red, and the chairs were a bright red as well.
The bar was brightly decorated with different colors of alcohol bottles, the neon light signs of BUDWISER, and DOS EQUIS, also lit the bar.
"So" said Jacob.
"So" I repeated.
"What do you like in a guy?" he said with a serious look.
"Me…what I like in a guy am the feeling that they comfort me when I'm at my lowest you know like…like when I need it most." I said looking deep into his eyes.
"Oh" he said looking at me too dead in the eye.
Just as I was going to speak are waitress, came again out of know where with our drinks.
"Water" she said handing it to Jacob.
"Long Island" she said handing me my tea.
"The pizza will be out in 5 minutes" she said handing up straws from her other pocket.
"What were you going to say?" he said giving me his full attention.
"What?" I said looking confused.
"You looked like you had something to say, before our waitress interrupted us" he said.
"Oh yeah, that's right I was going to ask you is do you want to stay at my house for awhile after we eat?" I asked looking at him once again dead in the eyes.
"Yeah, that sounds great" he said giving me a grin.
"Great" I said smiling my brightest smile.
"Okay" said the waitress who again popped out of know where.
"One large pepperoni pizza" she said placing a round metal dish that held the pizza.
"Enjoy" she said placing the receipt on the table.
We both took a slice of pizza and chowed down.
As we ate we told stories of our childhood together, like when we used to make mud pies, and when we used to go fishing, and things like that.
It was around 6:00 o' clock and it was time to check out the place would be closing any second.
We went to the cash register to pay for the meal, as we left our waitress said "now yall come back now ya hear" she said as she went back to the kitchen.
Jacob and I got in the car, and drove to my house.
On arrival I found that my dad's car was nowhere in sight. Jacob and I got out, he took hold of my hand as he walked me to the porch. "God his hand was so warm it was like the sun it felt so damn good!" I thought to myself as we climbed the stairs to my porch.
We got to the porch to find a damp not saying:
Bella-
Had to work late today won't be back till dawn of tomorrow why don't you invite Jessica, or Jacob over? You know to just to hang out with them. Love you bye.
Love with all my heart,
Dad
P.S – I rented a movie for you to see it might not be the best but it something, also don't forget to have a good time!
"Well you would you like to enter" I said with a smile on my face.
"Lead the way m, lady" he said cheerfully.
I took the house key out and inserted it into the key slot, and slowly turned it until I heard the lock slowly click open.
We entered the house "take off your shoes" I said while taking off my own.
"Yeah, sure" he said slowly taking of his boots.
I went to the kitchen counter to see what movie my dad had left, I took the movie out of the bag and scan the box, Resident Evil Apocalypse. What? Great just great a scary movie, all the more merrier for me to scream and jump into Jake's arms or hold his hand during the scary parts. Just fantastic! I thought to myself.
"What movie did he leave us?" he asked with his arms crossed leaning on the counter.
I handed it to, "Resident Evil Apocalypse, another scary movie" he said laying it back on the counter.
Suddenly a large clash of thunder was heard, "is it raining?" I said walking to go and check, sure enough I peeked out the window to see it raining cats and dogs.
"Great" I said with a frown "it's gonna get cold really soon" "hey, you always got me" he said smiling.
Was this a joke? Was this my destiny? To hug, kiss, or even hold Jacob's hand?
I quickly snapped back to reality to see Jacob popping the movie into the DVD player.
"Do you want some popcorn?" I asked while heading toward the kitchen.
"Sure" he said while sitting down on the couch.
I went to the pantry to find a bag of popcorn to make, I grabbed a bag and placed it in the microwave, and set it to 2 minutes, the sound of popping soon filled the kitchen room, I leaned on the counter at eyesight with microwave looking at the bag pop, the air around me was starting to get cold, I shivered because the coldness was starting to set in
Suddenly I felt sudden warmth around my waist, I looked down to find Jacob's arms compressed tightly against me.
I stood up strait and turned around so that my face met his, his face was warm, the arms around me were warm. I nuzzled my head under his chin, as he laid his head on my head.
"Why…Why are you hugging me?" I asked him though I didn't really need a reason.
"You were shivering" he said compressing me tighter.
I looked at him, and he looked at me, are heads slowly were moving toward each other, ready to kiss and make up for my hurting him by being with Edward, are lips were so close……….Ding! Ding! Ding! Rang the microwave.
We both sighed, he let go of me and went to sit back on the couch, I went and removed the hot bag of popcorn and poured it in a big bowl.
I turned the light off in the kitchen and walked over to the couch and sat down, "okay, you can start it" I said putting the popcorn in my lap and scouting a little closer to him.
"Kay" he said pressing play.
The movie was intense I jumped and screamed about every 10 minutes, but the scenes I was jumping and getting scared on were nothing compared to this next scene, music was playing in the background building up the tension, and then a zombie just came out of nowhere, it scared the living crap out of me, I jumped and my head landed right into Jacob's chest.
A few moments later the movie was over, I turned on the lights and cleaned up the popcorn that was left on the floor, I took the popcorn bowl to the sink to wash it.
"Still raining outside." Jacob said "is it" I said while washing the bowl.
"Do you mind if I stay here for the night ?" he said in a deep voice.
"Well" I said drying my hands " I don't know if Charlie would approve of that" I said drying my hands.
"Please, I won't be a bother and I'll be gone by the morning I swear" he said giving me dare I say it puppy dog eye's.
"Okay…but where will you sleep?" I asked rubbing my eyes.
"I thought I could sleep on the couch" he said.
"No way" I said "if my dad finds you on the couch he'll roast me and kill you" I said playfully.
"Well…where will I sleep?" he said with a puzzled look on his face.
"Don't worry" I said "I have a sleeping bag… you can sleep on the floor in my room" I said walking toward the door making sure it was locked.
"I'll go and set it up for you" I said heading up stairs.
He followed close behind, when I reached my room I opened the door and ran to the closet to find the sleeping bag, I finally found it and quickly laid it on the floor.
Jacob enter the room, "so do you like you sleeping arrangements" I said with a grin.
"Perfect" he said sitting down on my bed, there was a long pause.
"Bella" he said breaking the silence.
"What?" I replied.
"Do you…Do you still love that bloodsucker Edward?" he said looking down.
"No…Well yes…well I don't know" I said sitting next to him.
"Well do you…do you love me?" he asked.
The million dollar question, do you love me? I had to admit it but I did like Jacob but my heart was still not fully healed.
"Well…" I managed to choke out.
"Yes… in fact yes I do" I said.
His head suddenly popped up, "you…you do?" he asked with a smile.
"Yes" I said "spending time with you today Jake just re lit an old flame an, an old desire that had I might sound really dumb but…" I was suddenly cut off by his lips meeting mine, his lips were soft and warm, my lips begged for more, they, they desperately needed it, I was loving every moment of it.
Our lips pulled apart, and we looked into each other's eyes.
"I think those sleeping arrangements, can be changed" I said with a devilish grin on my face.
"What...what do you mean?" he asked.
"I mean you can sleep with me…but on some conditions" I said.
"What kind of conditions?" he asked in a husky voice.
"If I let you sleep with me, there is no touching below the belt, no touching above the bra line, and you keep shorts on." I said.
"What about my shirt can I at least take that off?" he said grinning.
"Well…I guess you can take it off." I said.
"Then it's a deal" he said laughing
"I'm going to go and change into my PJ's" I said while turning the knob on the bathroom door.
"Okay, I guess I'll get ready too." He said as I went in the restroom
I quickly changed into my PJ's and got back out only to see Jacob wearing nothing but his shorts.
I quickly turned off the light and hopped in bed, he soon followed as he got in the bed to.
His big muscular arm wrapped around my slim waist, he pulled me closer to him.
"You know that I love you right?" he said.
God he was so warm "yes" I said smiling to myself.
"And I love you too" I said happily.
"Then on that happy note, good night Bells" he said yawning.
"Good night Jacob" I said sweet dream.
(A/N: Hope you liked it, I got the chapters name from max Payne 2, Please review if you want more chapters!)