AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Author's Note: This is just a oneshot, but if I get at least 10 people that like it and want me to continue, I will. This is the night after the movie theatre with Bella, Jacob and Mike. So Jacob has just phased. Valerie Nayeli Snow is her name, she's been best friends with Jacob, Quil and Embry since childhood.

Falling In Love, But Falling Apart

Chapter 1: Frenemy Turned Secret Lover

FLASHBACK:

I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT! MY BIKNI TOP CAME OFF IN THE WATER, AND JAKE GRABBED IT, AND RAN LIKE THE WIND! HE IS SOO GUNNA GET IT! Ugh, but I can't chase him around, topless!

I got out of the water, being incredibly stupid with my arms around my averagely- developed chest, and sat down on the sand. It didn't really matter to me; I was only 13 years old. But it was already starting to sprout… I huddled up in a ball, when I saw Quil and Embry coming towards me.

"Nay, are you ok? You look really cold." Embry said, truly worried.

"Yeah," Quil started, as he brought his warm, arm around me. "You sure, you don't want us to warm you up." He said winking. I blushed pink…

His hand moved down towards the middle of my back and when he didn't feel a sting there…

"Wha- Where is your bikini top…? Did you lose it in the ocean?" Quil tried not to laugh, which failed horribly.

"N-NOOO! OKAY WELL MAYBE! I'M ONLY IN THIS POSITION BECAUSE OF JACOB! I WAS ABOUT TO GRAB IT, BUT THEN HE STOLE IT FROM ME AND RAN AWAY! WHO KNOWS WHERE THE FOOL IS!" I exploded, red-faced of embarrassment and loss of breath from yelling. By now, Quil was rolling on the sand, laughing his head off. Embry left to go get Jake, while I was pathetically waiting. But when he comes back-

"Here!" Jake said, holding out my bikini top in front of my face. I growled and grabbed it from him. Quil and Embry were behind, still laughing a bit. Jake had this stupid smile of amusement on his face, I just wanted to rip it off.

At times like these, I really don't know what I see in him. He can be such a jerk sometimes. But I remember a few times where he was actually nice to me. Even though, I've only seen it for a while, it was enough to make my heart melt. WHAT AM I THINKING? Valerie Nayeli Snow, snap out of it! It's just a teeny crush, your not falling in love! It'll come and go!

I shook my head and put on my bikini top quickly, he was going to get it. Jake backed away slowly as I got up at a normal pace.

"Before you say or do anything, it wasn't my fault! You're the one who didn't tie it tight enough, and the waves blew it off!" Jake exclaimed with that stupid smile.

My eyebrows furrowed, angrily, and I glared at him. Stupid boys.

"I bet he just wanted to see Nay's chest." Quil whispered to Embry, who smacked him on the back of the head. Jake's smile turned into a full-blown out grin.

I jumped on him. I threw all my body weight on him, grabbed him by the hair and pulled his head back (exposing his neck to me) and whispered in his ear.

"If you ever, EVER, try that again, you not only lose your head, your arms, your legs, but your whole damn sexy body." I threatened, before I licked up his neck. Jake, gulped, I felt his adam apple move. My legs found the floor and I ran off to Embry. As soon as I was off, Jake took a deep breath.

"That's should be illegal… Best friends shouldn't be so hot…" Jake said as placed his hand on his throat. Now, I have the stupid smile on my face.

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The rest of the day I spent taking to Embry, I could tell he liked me. I kinda liked him too, just not as much as Jake.

We were talking about a project assigned from school when Embry stopped and look at me.

"You know, Nay, you're really beautiful." My eyes widened, and my cheeks went pink. I have NEVER heard him say that before!

"Wha-what are you talking about?" He went close to me and stood as close as he could, and cupped my left cheek. I was glad I was sitting on a big rock.

"You're beautiful." He said simply. "I really like you, Nay,"

"Umm… I really like you too, Embry." I said, trying to avoid what he was trying to say. I liked him, but I wanted Jake… Stupid, STUPID JAKE! Why couldn't he be the one, confessing to me right now.

"No, not like that I mean I REALL-" Embry was interrupted.

"HEY EMBRY, YOUR MOM IS CALLING FOR YOU" Jake said 7 feet away from us, louder than needed. Embry looked pissssed!

"I'll talk to you later, Nay." Em sighed, dropped his hand from my cheek and started to leave. Once, Embry left, it was just me and Jacob.

"You know, I think you're beautiful, too." Jake said, breaking the silence.

"Ha ha, real funny Jake." I rolled my eyes, looking to the side, away from him. His warm hands cupped my face and forced me to look into his hard eyes. I was stunned.

"No. I mean it." He said in a dead serious tone.

"Why… Are you…. Do you…" I was a loss for words, what was going on? Was it the official call-Nay-beautiful day or something?

He didn't answer me. That's because his lips were busy, doing something else… Jacob's lips were softer than I thought, he was gentler than I thought too. My first kiss. Warm. Tender. Gentle. Caring. Perfect. My first kiss, stolen by my oldest frenemy/longest secret crush… But oddly, I didn't mind.

END OF FLASHBACK

Nay's POV

It's been 2 years, 7 months and 27 days exactly since that day. It's February 16th, two days after Valentine's Day. Woo.

I don't know why us Quileute teenagers like celebrating it late every year. I don't know what brought me here. I don't know why I let Quil drag me here. All I know is that I just want the pain to stop. He had chosen her over me. Maybe partying could satisfy the pain for me, like other people. But I was wrong, it wasn't. It couldn't. Even if I was laid under a warm, naked body, the pain would still come back to eat me alive.

"Hey, Val, do you wanna get out of here? Go somewhere else" Quil said in my ear, my only best friend left. He liked to call me by my first name, Valerie, but usually people called me Nay, Nayeli.

The music was blaring in my ear and the smell of alcohol and sex, filled the air. Disgusting. This house party was getting out of hand. People were throwing up and I could hear moans from upstairs. They were probably on their way by now.

"Yeah, they're probably on their way by now." And with that, Quil took my hand and we pushed through the crowd, out of the house. As soon as were out, both of us inhaled the fresh, crisp air. It would like I could smell the coldness of the forest.

Most of La Push was forest, with houses that looked like cabins, in the middle of it. It was nice living here; the air was the best part for me. Sometimes I would sit out and just enjoy it, feel the pain ease a little. But not much.

Quil, still having hold of my hand, led me into the forest a bit and sat me on a log. We sat together on the log, facing each other, sitting on it like a horse.

"Sooo…" Quil said, bored. He was the only one who could even get a sense, of what I was feeling right now. Since we both went through the same loss of our two best friends, Jake and Embry.

"That was an awesome party, Quil. Why did you bring me here again?" I said sarcastically. Quil chuckled.

"It was suppose to be fun. You know, let lose?" He explained.

"Right." I sighed.

"You sad… about Jake and Bella? Because, you know, you can tell me if you want" Quil hinted. I guess it shouldn't surprise me that he knew.

"Yes I am. It's just…well… I don't know. Maybe I should try to move on." I replied. I could hear Sam's booming voice back at the house, breaking up the party.

"How about us?" Quil said shyly.

"What do you mean us?" I said, confused.

"You know…like us….dating…boyfriend, girlfriend…" I looked at him surprised. He had a weird blush, on that I've never seen before.

"Us?!"

"Yeah, us. What's wrong with that? Well, if you don't want to… it's just a suggestion." Quil told me, looking into my hazel, eyes.

"Well, why would you want to date me?"

"You're pretty. You know, brown hair, hazel eyes and you do have a pretty nice body." Quil said, smiling and checking me out, as he snapped back into the Quil I knew.

"Wow. Thanks. Just date me because I'm pretty. Sure." I told him with a shy smile on my face. It's probably the best smile I've had in a while.

"Okay… there's that and then there's the fact that you're…. sweet, funny, smart, loyal and maybe we could turn out to be more than friends. You know, give it a try." Quil reasoned. Why couldn't Jacob be the one saying this to me? Why was it always, either Quil or Embry? Was I really not good enough for him?

I thought about it. Was it really worth risking it, my only friendship. If it ended badly, I would have no one. But maybe, I should move on. Maybe our relationship is strong enough for this; I have known him for over 10 years, after all.

It would be a totally different story if it was Jake. In a heart beat, I would say yes. But he's not here right now, Quil is.

"Okay. What could it hurt?" I said, looking up from what seemed to be ages. Quil looked pretty happy.

"So since we're girlfriend and boyfriend now, wanna make-out?" Quil said anxiously.

"Unbelievable. Do you do this to all your girlfriends Quil?" I said with a chuckle.

"Well, Embry and Jake have both kissed, you but they never tell me anything about it. So I'm going to find out myself. Come on, it's a beautiful night. We're in the woods alone, under the stars. Rooomantic! Besides in normal in a relationship." Quil said, knowing that I've never been in a relationship with a guy, before. He was probably trying to take advantage of that, even it he was, I didn't care.

I shrugged. "Okay."

Quil leaned in on the log and we kissed. His lips tasted like Peach Cooler, which he had been drinking tonight. After a few minutes of kissing, Quil lifted me up onto his lap, bring us closer than ever. It actually felt kinda nice. Quil's warm body kept me warm and he was a really good kisser.

"Quil?! Nayeli!?" A shocked voice, yelled out in disbelief. I knew that voice. It was Jacob Black.

We pulled apart and I got off of Quil lap, surprised and scared of his reaction. What was he thinking right now?

"Jake?" Quil said. "What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you? Since when did you like Nay?" Jake questioned. He looked gorgeous… no shirt on, his hair was short, and I could see his beautiful face. He looked older… hotter, than before. But he looked so different.

"Since, now! It's none of your business anyways. You left us, for Bella and Sam." Jacob's jaw tightened. His eyes shifted to me.

"Why would you do this, Nay?" It hurt to look into his eyes, they were hurt. What was he talking about, he had Bella… I looked at the floor.

Look behind the make-up and fake smile. Look a little deeper. Maybe you'll see that the girl in front of you, really isn't me.

A/N: PLEASE, DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW! TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE! There will be a lot more explaining in the next chapter if you do!

P.S. Oh and thanks for, my friend Jasmine, who helped me A LOT with this!