Authors Note: Hey, so I was listening to music and all the sudden got an inspiration to write, this is what I came up with. Excuse and spelling mistakes please, it was written very late at night. So enjoy and let me know what you think
"My tears run down like razor blades and though I'm not the one to blame, its you, or is it me?" The words floated from the girl's speakers across the room and out the open window. Spencer sat listening to the lyrics remembering the weeks past events. She sat in the darkness staring out her window in to the night sky.
Words ringing true in her ears, bringing out silent tears, that ran down her cheeks and onto her sweat shirt. She sighed, wiping a tear from her face and she closed her eyes, letting the cool breeze brush against it. When it all comes down to it, who's fault was it? Who is to blame for the pain she now feels? Who is responsible for these tears?
"This can't be how this ends, not now, not like this" It was barley a whisper, not even loud enough for Spencer herself, to hear. With one last breath, she closed the window, walked over to her stereo and shut off her radio. She slipped on her converse but didn't bother tying them. She grabbed her car keys and walked out of her room.
She looked at her phone checking the time [1:03 am she continued downstairs and outside to her car, a brand new ford mustang 2008. She started her car and turned on the radio raising the music to as loud as her ears could take.
With one last sigh she pulled out of her driveway and headed down the block to a place she had been to many times before.
When se got to her destination she shut her car off but stayed in it for a good 10 minutes. She tried to collect her thoughts and figure out why she had come here in the first place.
What was she expecting to find? Who would she expect to see at 2 in the morning? Spencer got out of her car and made her way to the water. She stared into the dark ocean trying to calm her self. She looked down the beach and saw no one.
"What are you doing?" she asked herself. She looked to her other side staring at the pier not believing her eyes.
Was she asleep or just delirious? It couldn't be, no not her. Sitting under he pier she saw a dark figure, the figure of a 17 year old girl just sitting staring out into the ocean.
"It could be anyone, I mean you here right? And one could be at the beach…in our spot…at 2 in the morning. Not knowing what she was doing her feet began to carry her in the direction of the stranger.
As she got closer the light of the moon shone down on the other girl making her more visible. "Its not her it can't be."
Her dark reddish brown hair was wet against her body. Her Brown eyes still staring out into the ocean, her clothes drenched.
"Ashley?" Spencer said aloud not realizing it. The girl turned her head and looked up into Spencer's sad blue eyes. She said nothing and turned back to the water. A chilling breeze blew past the both of them causing goose bumps to appear on Ashley's wet skin.
"You soaking wet, you must be so cold what are you doing?" Spencer said raising hr voice above a whisper.
Tears just rushed down Ashley's face as she put her head in her hands. Spencer fell to her knees and held the other girl close to her, "Shh its okay i'm here baby, it's going to be okay"
Both girls sat there, the only noise being the waves and the sound of Ashley crying into Spencer's shoulder. After a few minutes her crying slowed her whimpers getting soft until she stopped.
Spencer pushed Ashley's wet hair out of her face and kept both hands on her cheeks. She ran her thumb over Ashley's lips and then over her cheek, wiping away another tear. "It's going to be okay, i'm here for you, no matter what, I'm not leaving you." Spencer said to the girl trying to calm her. "Come one," she said helping Ashley up.
She led Ashley over to her car, and luckily she had a change of clothes in her trunk. She handed her a pair of black sweats and a white t-shirt. Ashley quickly changed out of her wet clothes into the new dry ones. "Here" Spencer said taking of her sweatshirt and handing it to the other girl.
Ashley attempted to smile but failed as she took the offered sweatshirt. "Come on lets get you home" Spencer said opening the door for Ashley.
The two got into Spencer's car and drove off in the direction of Ashley's house. "Can we go to you house?" Ashley said softly. Spencer looked into her sad eyes and just nodded her head.
By the time they got back to Spencer's house it was around 3:30.
The two got out of the car and into the house. They were quiet even thought no one was home. Ashley knowing exactly where to go made her way to Spencer's room.
When she got in there she sat on the floor with her back against the bed. Spencer followed suit and sat down right next to her.
Ashley grabbed Spencer's hand and intertwined their fingers and placed her head on Spencer's shoulder. "I love you" Spencer whispered. They was just silence except for the slow breathing of the two girls.
Spencer thought Ashley had fallen asleep. "I know" the other girl replied, "I love you too". A smile made its way to Spencer's face for the first time in weeks.
Ashley looked up into blue eyes, and couldn't help but to smile too as Spencer kissed the top of Ashley's head.
"Lets go to sleep" Spencer suggested. Ashley just nodded and got up. Spencer did the same and slid under the covers with Ashley.
The two girls faced each other still with a small smile on both their faces. Spencer then laid on her back with Ashley placing her head on her chest, both girls wrapping their arms around each other.
" I'm not going anywhere ash" Spencer whispered. "I know" Ashley replied before both girls fell into a deep sleep.
"Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable, impossible."