Ok I suck at summaries but mostly just a slash fic! Between who u ask? Well I havnt really figured that out…. It may go something like Squall/Seifer or Squall/Zell or Seifer/Zell! Gesh who's to know??? Seriously I don't even! Please R&R!! Oh yes just for your information this isn't like the game, I mean same charaters and stuff like that but it's a twist because they are in the real world!

Zell's Pov

~~Flash Back~~

"What's your name? Huh? Huh? Huh? I'm Selphie! Yep yep that's my name, sure is!" I looked at the little bouncy brown in front of me and frowned wondering where my mom was.

"His name is Zell, he'll be staying with us." A tall women dressed in all black. "Now keep quiet some people are trying to consitrate." After the tall women left the chattering started up.

I stood there not really knowing what to do. Where was my mom? Why did she leave me here? I was so confused.

"So your name is Zell? Well I'll introduce u to everyone! This is Squall." She pointed to a brown haired boy that just nodded. "That's Seifer, Seify say hi to Zell!" The bouncy brown said to a taller blonde guy.

"Hey." He said looking up from what ever he was doing.

"This is Quistis!" She showed me to a brown/blonde haired girl. "And this is Irvine!" She then pointed to a boy with a cow boy hat on. How childish of course we were only 8 but that was still childish or so I thought.

~~End Flash Back~~

I angrly started pounded into the pillow as fresh tears fell down my face. Everyone was getting adopted but me! Everyone was leaving me all alone! I know I sound babish and selfish but that's how I felt.

My best friends Quistis and Selphie were adopted, Quistis first then Selphie only three months apart. Then Irvine just left yesterday.

That left Squall and Seifer and it wasn't fair! I pounded the pillow again. They always seemed to distance themselves from everyone and it bugged the hell out of me! I tried to make friends with them but Squall just looks at me like I'm the stupidest thing alive and Seifer just laughs at me and calls me names.

Fine if they don't want to be my friends I don't want to be their friends! They can fry in hell for all I care!

"Chicken wuss your temper gets worse and worse every day." I turned around and glared at the 14-year-old Seifer I didn't feel like dealing with his shit today. "Oh is the chicken crying?" He bust out laughing. I couldn't take it anymore!

I jumped off the bed and onto him he fell over easily and I started to punch him in the stomach.

"Zell!" Mrs. Mary-Ann called and pushed me off of Seifer. I stumbled back and she tended to Seifer.

"I hate you all!" I said running past everyone and out of the little orphanige and to the woods that lay beyond it.

When I was deep into the woods and was sure nobody could find me only then did I colopase onto the ground and drift off into the blackness.

Seifer's Pov

"Why do you think he did that?" Squall asked. It had been five hours in counted since Zell had attacked me, I was still in shock from it.

"I don't know, I was just doing my usual teasing and I guess he cracked." I said shaking my head. "Then he ran out saying he hated us all." I snickered at that. "He was crying too, the stupid big baby."

"Where'd he run?" Squall asked, full of questions today wasn't he?

"I saw he was running in the direction of the woods but he wouldn't be that stupid to actually go in them… would he?"

"Its Zell… who knows what he does." Squall said shaking his head looking out the windows to the woods. "But it's been five hours and he hasn't come back usually he only last two… you think something happened?"

"I don't care! That stupid idiot punched me till I was blue! Gesh…" But the truth was I really did care. Sure I made fun of him but the most he ever did was glare at me and tell me to shut up he had never ever even showed the hate in his eyes that he did earlier today. Squall snickered and rolled his eyes.

"What ever…" Squall's famous word. I sighed raking a hand threw my hair joining Squall to look out the window. The most of it was that it had started to rain 2 and half hours ago. If he stayed out there much longer he could get really sick.

"Seifer? Squall?" We both turned around in union to look at a little brunette with blue streaks.

"What is it Bailey?" I asked a little harsher then I meant to. She quickly avoided our eyes looking down at her feet like they were the most interesting thing alive.

"Are you going to tell us what you want or are you just going to stand there all day?" Squall asked getting ticked.

"Co-co-could you pl-please do me a fa-fav-favor?" She asked it sounded like she was on the verge of tears, I looked over and Squall and he nodded.

"Matter's what it is." I said. She looked up at us with tear stained cheeks.

"Can you go look for Zell… please?" I sighed.

"Even if we wanted too, which we don't theres no way to get out there the teachers are always watching."

"I could make a distraction." She quickly offered.

"One big enough to distract all the teachers?" Squall asked. She nodded. This time Squall sighed and I looked over at him, he was already putting on his coat shoes already on. I did the same and then we waited for Bailey to make a distraction.

She dropped a vase and everyone started to rush over to her as she cried. Squall and I rushed out the door and to the woods.

When we were far enough not to be heard we started calling out his name.

"Zell! Come on Zell this isn't funny!" Squall yelled out sighing and looking ticked again.

Zell's Pov

I groaned and rose up. I was freezing cold and soaking wet not to mention dirty. Sighing I got to my feet and stumbled around to the base of a hollow tree trunk. It protected me from the rain and a little from the coldness but not that much.

"Zell! Come on Zell this isn't funny!" Why'd that voice sound so familiar but so unusual, like I haven't heard that voice in such a long time.

"Chicken Wuss! Come out!" I jumped out of the tree trunk and ran towards the voices so it was Seifer but I didn't care I needed some form of heat even if it was from the person I hated most in the world.

"Zell!" That's when I saw Squall next to the taller blonde. What to say?

"You called?" Ok was that lame or was that lame?

"Come on Chicken, we have to head back Bailey can only keep them distracted from so long." Seifer said turning around.

"Don't call me that!" I growled threw gritted teeth. He turned around and I could see the sneer on his face and that made me swallow.

"We come out here in the blistering cold and its raining just to find you and you don't even thank us! Bailey bust her neck on the line for you and you don't even think twice about it! Your such a-a-" It seemed he was searching for the word.

"Selfish bastard?" I finished for him looking at my feet then turning in the opposite direction from the oraphnige.

"And where in hells do you think your going?!" Seifer gripped my shoulder and spun me around. I refused to look up to him. "Look at me!" He said. "I said look at me!" He repeated in a growl and I looked up to see his eyes were red rimmed. "You think you're the only one that will miss Quistis or Selphie or even Irvine?! Well your wrong! But what would you have them do?! Stay here for you selfish ass?! So you wont be 'lonely' anymore?! Well who cares about you! Not even your mom did because she left you here without even a second glance! Guess you were to much for her!" My gaze went down to my feet again as memorys flooded into my head.

~~Flash Back~~

"You're a selfish little boy that should be punished for what you've done! Your think you can have your father all to yourself, don't you?! Well your wrong! He's MINE!" She punched me in my stomach and I whinced but knew better then to grab my stomach. "I'll send you away! You got that?! If you be selfish one more time I'll send you away!"

~~End Flash Back~~

Tears flew down my cheeks and I just stood there for who knows how long looking at my feet. It stopped raining after awhile so my tears couldn't be hidden any long. She had sent me away because I was being selfish now yet again I was going to be sent away because I was being selfish.

"Don't send me away… not again…" I said in a whisper.

"What?" Seifer asked leaning down and I looked up to him.

"Please don't send me away! I'm sorry! Please don't… just don't…" I choked on my words.

"Don't what?" Squall asked appearing next to Seifer. I fell down to my knees holding my stomach and whincing from unknown pain.

"Zell? Zell? What's wrong with him Squall?" Seifer asked frantically bending down. Squall did the same.

"I'm sorry! I wasn't trying to be selfish! I'm sorry!" My eyes flooded over and then I was surrounded by warmth. That's when for the second time that day, everything went black.

Ok! So what do you think?!?!?! I know its really bad! But please R&R and I don't mind flaming *hides behind Seifer* Just please don't flame to hard!

Seifer: Ya I don't think she could take that, she hates it when even just ONE person flames her, think if EVERYONE flamed her *starts laughing*

Your so mean to me Seif *sniff* So very mean!

Zell: Now your gone and made her cry! What's your malfunction Seifer?! *balls fist*

Seifer: Uhh… Like she said R&R!! Please don't flame! Have you ever seen her cry?! Its horrible!