I do not own Glee or Ryan Murphy
Kurt sat in his room, wondering when things have gone so wrong.
When he first moved to McKinley, people were okay with him. He wasn't bullied back then, because nobody thought he was gay.
He could roam the halls without glares or being slammed into lockers. Even with his flamboyant ways, he wasn't threatened or scared. He felt like a part of the school. He was accepted.
Just as he was opening up to people around him, the jocks caught on to the way he dressed and acted.
They surrounded him one day and called him a Queer before shoving him into the locker.
That was his first locker slam.
He was bruised from the force and contact with the lock, but he hid it with makeup, and didn't think much of it.
They were jocks anyway; they go around slamming everyone into lockers. It's a surprise he hadn't been a victim until weeks after he arrived.
Over the weeks, he was getting more and more glares from people around him. The rumor was spreading fast.
A frequent slushy, dumpster toss or locker slam came his way, but freshmen year was bearable.
The year after, things got worse.
Not only had the bullying become a regular routine, but he was outed against his will.
Everybody came to assume he was gay, throwing snarls at him.
Didn't he deserve the right to out himself?
Karofsky obviously didn't think so.
He decided to make it his mission to make Kurt's life a living Hell.
And he did.
Kurt stayed strong, but the bullying was getting to him.
It wasn't just that. It was that he didn't belong anywhere.
He's not a girl, but he doesn't understand the guys.
And then there are these dreams he always had.
Anyways, just today, Puck told him to go make himself useful and spy on the Garglers. The Warblers he meant.
Kurt felt a sudden rush of anger in him.
"I'll go and make myself useful then..." He spat at no one in particular.
It wasn't the only thing fuelling his determination.
He knew it was ridiculous to think that there is a school in Ohio of all places with hundreds of gay teenage boys, but he couldn't help wonder.
He needed to see if there was a place that he could possibly fit in.
He looked up the Dalton uniform and dressed as similar as he could to their assemble before grabbing the keys to his navigator and heading out, driving to Dalton Academy's school for boys.
When Kurt got there he looked around in awe.
There were tapestries on the wall, furniture was arranged very well, and the floors are marble.
Marble!
Kurt walked around before coming near a staircase.
He panicked as he realized that he was lost.
People were moving up and down the staircase, crowding the entire place.
Deciding to move down the staircase, he noticed a boy with... much gelled hair.
He moved forwards towards the other boy before tapping him on the shoulder.
"Excuse me." Kurt began as the boy turned around.
"Can I ask you a question?" I'm new here." Kurt continued.
"My name is Blaine." The boy said.
Kurt couldn't help but notice that the boy was quite the looker.
"Kurt," Kurt said." So what exactly is going on?"
"The warblers!" Blaine said excitedly. "Every now and then they throw an impromptu performance in the senior commons. Tends to shut the school down for a while."
"So, wait, the glee club here is kind of cool?" Kurt asked, stunned, the new directions were all losers as far as their school considers it.
"The warblers are like rock stars."Blaine said, noticing the shocked look on Kurt's face.
"Come on. I know a short cut." Blaine said before pulling Kurt off hand in hand towards the halls.
Kurt felt like he was dreaming.
Blaine just ran hand in hand down with Kurt.
Kurt never thought this day would come so early.
Then Kurt remembered that he didn't know whether Blaine was gay or not.
This school is not likely to be filled with a group of gay kids when Kurt doesn't know a single other outed gay teen.
He sighed. He a tendency to develop crushes on straight guys.
Take Finn as example A.
He still had his doubts on Sam.
He broke out of his trance, or shall we say, joined another trance, when the warblers began singing.
Kurt recognized the song as Katy Perry's song teenage dream.
He also noticed that Blaine was looking at him the whole time. He blushed.
They are really good Kurt thought. They sing A cappella.
He felt bad for spying; they didn't seem at all like rude and obnoxious jerks of vocal adrenaline.
Get a hold of yourself, Kurt! He thought.
Before he knew it, the song was finished, the choir was done singing, and he was clapping.
He smiled too. He felt like he hasn't smiled properly for days.
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They were sitting at the coffee table later that day.
"This is Wes, and David." Blaine said, pointing at first to the Asian boy beside him and the African American boy on the other side of him, they were all smiling at Kurt.
Kurt was suspicious.
He didn't understand why they were being so nice to him.
A thought came to him and his eyes widened in fear.
"It's very civilized for you to invite me for coffee before you beat me up for spying." Kurt said in barely a whisper.
"We are not going to beat you up." Wes said.
Blaine took a drink of his coffee.
"You were such a terrible spy, we thought it was sort of, endearing," David said, smiling.
", which made us think that spying on us wasn't really the reason you came." Blaine finished, putting down his coffee.
Why were they so nice to me? Unless... no it can't be.
"Can I ask you a question?"Kurt asked, nervous.
All the books looked at him with awaiting eyes.
"Are you guys...all gay?" Kurt asked.
At this, the boys all laughed.
Kurt expression changed to a terrified one.
Why are they laughing? Are they laughing at me? Are they homophobic? Kurt worried himself thinking.
"Um...no." Blaine said, being the first one to recover.
Kurt looked petrified before Blaine spoke again.
"I mean I am," he said, "but these two have girl friends." He finished, directing to Wes and David's direction.
Kurt relaxed a little, and though he wouldn't admit it, he was glad that he had a, however slim, chance of being with Blaine.
Either ways, that's not why he came.
"This is not a gay school; we just have a zero tolerance harassing policy." David said.
"Everybody gets treated the same here, no matter what they are. It's pretty simple." Wes said.
Kurt was absolutely blown away.
The school sounded so amazing that he literally began tearing up, he was so shocked.
The full blown reality of his bullies came rushing back to him.
His expression was completely torn apart, and he looked so heartbroken.
Blaine noticed this is tilted his head in concern.
Realizing that Kurt wouldn't be comfortable sharing his experience with all three people, especially when Wes and David can't understand fully, he took action.
"Would you guys excuse us?" Blaine asked.
Wes and David understood and stood up.
"Take it easy Kurt." Wes said before leaving.
There was a moment of silence then-
"I take it you are having trouble at school." Blaine said.
And at that, Kurt began spilling his problems to a guy he met half an hour ago.
He talked about Karofsky.
Blaine understood how it felt as if no one really cared.
Blaine gave him advice.
"Confront him." Blaine said.
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That night Kurt dreamt.
It was, chaotic.
He has these dreams where he was a boy called Chris Colfer.
Chris Colfer was a dreamer, in the sense that he always wanted to be an actor, director, producer, and author.
Chris was famous, sarcastic, smart, and gay.
He thinks differently, but he was a part of Kurt, or Kurt was a part of Chris.
Ever since he was a child, he dreamed like this, living Chris' life as he lived his own.
It wasn't normal, especially since these dreams were consecutive.
What's even crazier is how his dreams always start with him waking up and end with him falling asleep.
By the age of seven he knew something was wrong, and he realized that he couldn't separate reality from dreams.
These dreams were so vivid.
He had to learn to live with it or else he would've gone insane.
He settled on choosing Kurt as his reality.
He felt closer to his parents in Kurt's world then with Chris Colfer's world. As a child, he didn't have many friends, so his parents were all he had.
It made him really close to them.
To this day he couldn't stand believing that they were just dreams, so he dealt having the reality with all the bullying to stay with them.
His mom died when he was seven.
It was a months after he figured all this out, and as suspected, It sent him into a panic.
He believed all this for his parents, and now his mom is dead.
He started doubting his choice, and as he did, it became harder and harder for him to deal with his...condition.
He forced himself to keep living this way because his dad, Burt, was still here.
Over the years, he kept it to himself because, really, who would believe him? And he didn't need another reason for the bullies to bully him.
It was bad enough being called a queer, he won't bring it to himself to be called a freak too.
At least not for a good reason.
By this age, Chris Colfer has grown to succeed all his dreams.
He now worked on glee, which was a show...about Kurt and his friends, the show gone deeper into each characters personal life.
Every week he'd get a script that tells him what would happen, an it scares him because the script practically describes his life, it was that accurate.
He wouldn't generally see the future, because the script he gets describes the weeks before, rather than the current week, Kurt was living.
In a way, by being Kurt, he could tell what would be in the next script.
Whether that's a bad or a good thing he has no clue, he would revisit the good and bad memories,
Unfortunately, he was acting the last few weeks of his bullying situation this week.
Naturally, it was easy for Kurt/Chris to act on those scenes, and from the script, Kurt can understand his friends better.
It was so confusing it hurt Kurt's head to think about it.
That night though, he dreamt that the casting director was looking for a character called Blaine.
The Dream:
"Chris, we need to audition for a love interest of Kurt." Ryan said." I was thinking we could name him Blaine Anderson."
(Kurt/)Chris choked on the coffee he was drinking.
My love interest? Wait, hold on. What?! His inner Kurt thought.
"Whoa. Uh okay. " Chris said.
Ryan gave him a weird look before leading him to the audition room.
A line of people were auditioning.
Chris, knowing what Blaine's supposed to look like, merely sat and waited for him to come up.
Boy by boy came, and Chris faked attention, waiting for the right Blaine to turn up.
"Hi, I am Josh."One boy said.
"Hi, I am Tom." Another boy said.
" Hi, I am Malcolm." Three different boys said.
All of these weren't the right people, and Chris began to lose hope before the next actor came.
"Hi, I am Darren and I will be-"the next boy started.
Chris looked up at the voice and interrupted him.
"He's the right Blaine." Chris said.
Ryan gaped at him, Darren's face mimicking him.
"How would you know, Chris, you haven't heard him sing." Ryan said. "We're not even done auditioning everyone yet."
"Right." Chris said sheepishly.
He let Darren sing and audition, as long as everyone else before Ryan looked at him in awe.
"How did you know Darren would've been the right Blaine?" Ryan asked.
"Erm...Instincts." Chris said, faking surprise.
"Well... that's some instinct..." Ryan said before shooting Chris a weird look again. "I am going to announce his call back now... you should probably go home now, its past working time."
Looking at the clock, it was seven.
"Alright." Chris said, grabbing his bag to leave. "Goodnight."
Nothing much happened before Chris slept and Kurt woke up to the sunlight and alarm clock.