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Love that I Hate

By

Silver Spirit

Chapter 1: My Weakness

From that very moment when we were little, when I saw you standing in the school training grounds working so hard when throwing the miniature shuriken's at the target, no matter how tired you were you kept on pushing yourself never giving up. That cold determination in your eye's even then, back then I was so innocent and naïve never realising the bloody truth behind those onyx eye's and steel determination to reach your dream.

I was so timid and quiet just watching you inspired me and I made a habit of catching sneak peeks of you training, at first it was innocent but after a while I started to develop a crush on you. Little did I know that it would develop into something so much more serious and to the extent that I would do anything for you.

That silly school girl crush turned into love, unconditional love that was also toxic in more ways than one. Every mean thing you said to me tore through me worse that any kunai could accomplish, yet a compliment rare that they were enough to let me touch the sky. Sometimes I wished I never loved you because all you do is make me cry, you call me weak Sasuke-kun well here's the secret, you're the reason I'm weak. You always have been my weak point; no one has more control over me than you, no one effect's me as much as you do….I don't love anyone as much as you.

Love can be cruel and sly, that realisation dawned on me when you left the village in seek of power from that snake freak. You even attempted to kill Naruto, from that point on I decided you were no longer the Sasuke-kun I fell in love with. You were poisoned by that curse mark, I remember that day like no other the pain you went through, how you let me hold you, that was proof of how much pain you were going through, to let me comfort you.

But the pain you went through I felt it too because my heart broke into a thousand pieces to see my strong, handsome warrior reduced to screaming in pure agony.

Know this though Sasuke-kun you'll always have me to lean on whether you like it or not.

I only have one question to ask of you Sasuke-kun, when you said "Thank you", what did you mean? Were you thanking me for loving you or trying to stop you? That is what I wish to know, because if it's not the latter then that would be some hope for me.

I wish you could see Sasuke-kun that you have no choice in the matter of not having people loving, can't you see they already do…I already loved you a long time ago.

But it's a love that hate. Because how can someone you love bring so much pain. Heh, I'm crying again for you Sasuke, my tears are always for you.

End of chapter 1

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