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But seriously, don't sue me.

*Renessmee* POV

Have you ever heard a song, and the second the music hits your ears; you feel like you can't breathe? Because that's how I feel right now. Listening to this song it reminds me of just how much I really miss him. You wonder how a song, just someone singing to a simple melody really can make you feel this way, how it can dredge up so many memories that you have fought oh so hard to keep bottled up inside. I feel big, hot tears roll down my face and my eyes start to burn. I can taste the saltiness of them as the creep into the corners of my mouth as I start to sob. I haven't cried in years, not even the day we left him. I screamed and pouted and stamped my foot but I never shed a single tear. Sometimes I wish I did, maybe then they would have let me stay.
I felt my bed shift and a cool hand brushed my cheek wiping one of my tears away.
"What's wrong Nessie?" My aunt Alice's tinkling voice said.
"You made me leave him."
"Aww, honey. I know it's hard, but it was for the best."
The best? My sadness turned to anger immediately.
"The best for who, Alice? Because it sure as hell wasn't for me. None of you even gave a rats ass about me when you all decided to move us across the country even though you knew that Jake can't leave the Rez!" I shouted at her, turning on my heal and jumping out the second story window.
My feet hit the ground with a soft thud and I was off. Rushing through the forest, seeing only blurs of greens and browns as I ran.
The brittle leaves and stones that littered the forest floor felt like soft feathers because of what I am.
A half breed. Half human and half vampire. A freak.
Thinking about it only made me run harder, my feet hitting the earth with every step. Leaping over boulders and swinging over trees. I felt free, and none of it mattered.
It didn't matter that I was different, that I was truly alone in a world of 7 billion; Vampires and Werewolves included. But what about me? Where did I fit in to all of that? When the only person who ever really understood you were ripped away by a family that was supposed to care for you.
They gave me everything I could ever want, or need. Except for one, all except for Jacob.
I came to a stop on a large cliff and sat down, my legs dangling.
I stared out at the huge abyss of trees splayed out before me, the pines and oaks, reminding me of home. Reminding me of him. My vision blurred with unshed tears as I thought of it.
It seemed to be happening more and more frequently lately. Maybe it was the fact that I've started to notice them. They huddle in corners around the house, whispering so quietly that even I, with my half breed ears can't pick up what they are saying. Maybe it's the fact that nothing is private anymore. I've asked Mom to shield me from Dads power, but sometimes she drops it on accident, and then he sees everything. They try to help, but it doesn't do anything. It never does. I don't think they understand. What it's like, to feel so empty and lost. They say they do, but I find it hard to believe. Their just too perfect to think that they could possibly feel this way.
"Hey Jasper." I said quietly as I heard the leaves crunch behind me. I could tell that it was him by the way I instantly felt better.
"Please don't shield my emotions from me. Please."
I felt all the sadness and the hole in my chest opened up once more as he came to sit beside me.
He sighed
"You know we're on your side, right?"
"It doesn't seem like it... I just want to leave it all." I said pulling up my legs and resting my chin on them.
"I know Darlin, I know. You know, I told them that it was a bad idea to leave. But they didn't listen."
"I miss him so much Jasper. So much. I can't stand it anymore."
I looked down as something slid across the stone towards me. It was a small purse, with a small piece of paper dangling out of it.
"What's this?" I asked, staring up at him.
"Go. It's your ticket to freedom." He said with a slight smile.
I was stunned, "B-but how? But Alice?" It wouldn't work, she would see and tell Dad.
"She knows. Now go, before they come looking for you."
I suddenly regretted shouting at Alice this morning, she was only trying to help me. I'll make sure to call her the second I get there.
"Oh Jasper! Thank you so much!" I said hugging him
"Don't worry about it, have a safe trip Darlin." He smiled as I turned and ran into the forest with the bag.
After running a few miles I slowed down and opened up the bag.
Inside was a fake I.D with the name Vanessa Wolfe on it, a small wallet containing 4,000 dollars in cash, a credit card, my IPhone, and a plane ticket to Forks Washington.
This was my chance to fix everything. To go back, and see him again. To start my life.

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