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Death
It all seemed a lost, everything seemed like it had stopped. When he had woken up he had died. When he heard those dreadful words coming out of Yozak's mouth had torn his heart. He couldn't believe it. How in the world could it be possible? How could Yozak come into this room that was his and tell him that Julia, Susana Julia von Wincott was dead. How could he? It must have been a lie. He sat there, his muscles felt numb, he felt numb from the insides, his whole being felt numb. He didn't understand. He couldn't understand.
But at the same time he could. He knew. He knew perfectly well what death was. What death meant. His father had gone through it, he had put many in death's hands with the will of his sword. He knew what it was, he knew but that didn't help him understand as to how or why it happened. Why did she have to die? Why did she have to leave him? He was alone, even if Yozak said other wise. He felt alone, it hurt him. The pain started.
His moment of bliss numbness had gone, because the pain of his realization was sinking in. He knew that now it all would start to hurt. His heart ache, it twisted in his chest and made a hole, a large abyss that went on. It started to twist his lungs and clog his throat. His lungs started to burn as he wanted to let out a scream. He felt trapped and he couldn't let it out!