RPOV

I could believe that this was happening. How could I fall so hard for someone that had a girlfriend and that person was my friend?

But somehow I did, and I knew that he belonged with me, and that I will get him.

His eyes, I loved his eyes, and his hair, it just looked like silk, I wanted to run my hands trough it. He was a moroi, so this was forbidden, but it was even more since he was a royal, everyone knew him, they all knew that he was there; they just decided to ignore the fact.

I knew I had fallen hard for him, Christian Ozera.

CPOV

How, how was this possible? I knew she loved me, but I just didn't love her, I loved her best friend, the bad-ass, the dhampir.

I had to end this, I just couldn't be with her anymore, I just couldn't be with Lissa anymore, I just didn't love her.

I loved her, the one who was a bad-ass dhampir, and was extremely sexy, Rose, Rose Hathaway.

Me and Lissa were walking to her dorm, she was going to practice spirit with Adrian, maybe she will be there.

I walked in the door, and sure enough she was, and so was Adrian.

"Sorry Liss, I just sort of busted in here without thinking, I mean you should keep the door locked." She got up from the couch and hugged Lissa.

I looked at her with a smirk on my face.

"Hello flame boy," She smiled her man eater smile, I just wanted to kiss her right there, why did she do this to me?

"Hathaway,"

"Since I am in a good mood today, I won't force you to hug me."

"Oh please Rose, your like my sister, come here." I hugged her, but then threw her over my shoulder.

"What are you doing!?" She screamed.

"Annoying you, is it working?" I smirked, I really honestly liked this position, her on my shoulder.

"Hell yeah,"

"Good," I walked over to the bed and threw her down on it, I smirked. But really what I wanted this to be instead of just a teasing thing, I wanted it somehow to be real, like joking with my girlfriend, wow. That had a good feeling Rose Hathaway my girlfriend. But it would never happen, I just knew that, she was meant for me yes, but will she ever realize it?

I looked at Lissa, and she was smiling, she turned and started practice with Adrian.

Rose, had got off the bed and went into what seemed the kitchen, Lissa had a special room, with extra stuff just because she was the last Dragomir.

Rose leaned against the counter thinking, about what? About me?

I looked for cups to get myself water, I don't know why I was looking for them, I knew where they were, they were behind Rose.

I must of have been staring at her, because all of a sudden she looked at me like I was crazy, I didn't blame her.

"Uh, what you looking at?" She had wonder on her face, but in here eyes I saw hope, and love, for whom, me?

"I…had to…um…get a cup for some water." Why was I so nervous?

She nodded and took out two cups from the cabinet. She handed me one, and she went to the fridge to get water, she took it out and poured us some.

I just looked at her, she was maybe the most beautiful thing in the world, scratch that, she was the most beautiful thing in the world.

She looked at me staring at her, and my gaze went from her face to her lips, please don't get mad if I do this Rose.

I took a step closer as if getting some thing, and then when I got a napkin from behind her, I just couldn't take it anymore. I leaned down as if to get something again and kissed her.

It must of surprised her because the water fell on the counter with a bang, and I heard shuffling in the other room. Once she started to react, she wrapped her hands around my neck and pulled herself closer. I wrapped my hands around her waist and pulled her closer, if possible.

Then the door band open, they must of heard the glass fall and they stopped, we broke apart, and Lissa had shock and hurt on her face, I could only imagine my best friend making out with my girlfriend and he kissing her back.

Rose saw Lissa's face, and she instantly regretted what we just did, it flashed over he features.

"Rose, why," Lissa whispered.

"Sorry Liss, but how could I tell you that I was in love with your boyfriend?"

I had let go of her waist, and she let go of my neck. Talk about awkward….

"Christian." Lissa sobbed.

"Sorry Lissa,"

"Who…made…the first…move?" She sobbed even harder.

"I-

"I did," Rose interrupted.

"Rose, but you-

"But I did," She was trying to save my ass.

"Rose, can I just talk with you a minute?" Lissa asked, holding back tears. "With everyone else out," She glared at me.

Rose nodded, and Lissa and Adrian walked back into the other room, leaving us alone.

"Rose, you know I did it,"

"But I was about to,"

"What?"

"I was about to kiss you, but you just beat me to the chase."

"Why are you taking the blame?"

"Because she will murder you, and she won't bring you back, and if she does it will to murder you again, trust me I know her, all she will do is yell at me at the most."

"Fine, here," I handed her a piece of paper, it was from a collection of thoughts, just thoughts.

RPOV

He handed me a piece of paper, it read,

Thoughts of…well me.

She just doesn't seem to get it does she? I try to break up with her a million times, but even if I did what would I do?

Would I go off and do what I want, or will I just have to keep looking at her from a far.

Rose, why can't I just love you? Why can't you just love me?

Rose has a impeccable body, her eyes are a deep chocolate brown, that just seem to melt me every time I look into them, her hair is like silk, beautiful perfect silk. And I love her, not Lissa, her, Rose, Rose Hathaway, the bad-ass herself.

I let out a small giggle; I guess I was a bad-ass. I knew I had some tears in my eyes, and I looked at Christian, he had a worry expression on his face, like I was going to say something horrible about it. I continued reading,

I know that she is for me, I just don't know if she will ever notice it, I mean with her Russian mentor, and Ivashkov, she could easily chose them over me. I was just plain and she was……wow, just wow. I knew back in Spokane that I felt something for her, I just didn't know what. Of course she was my friend and I guess that I was just worried, but it wasn't that it was love; I loved her then and didn't realize it. From that point on whatever I did with Lissa, just didn't seem as right to me as it did with that simple twisted kiss on her neck.

I cant be with Lissa anymore, I just had to be with Rose, end of story, but how would Lissa react if I told her that I loved her best friend, and how would Rose react?

But I really don't care what Lissa think, I love rose Hathaway and that is all that matters.

I. Love. Rose. Hathaway.

~Christian Ozera~

P.S. Why did I fall so hard for you Rose?

I looked up at Christian and I had a smile on my face.

CPOV

What does it mean when you just basically told your true love what you think about her and she has tears in her eyes and is smiling?

I looked at her nervously.

She leaned up and kissed me on the lips, I didn't expect it, but after about second I kissed her back.

"I love you," I whispered in her ear.

"I love you too," She whispered right back. She did love me, and I love her.

We let go of each other and Rose walked into the other room.

RPOV

I walked in and saw the last three people I wanted to see right now, Dimiti (Who was pissed), Kirova, and my mother.

Oh shit, I am dead.

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~Naomi~

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