Pinterest. That's my only excuse to starting another story. I've decided to upload this every month on the 30th after this chapter just so I don't overload myself too much. This is just a bunch of letters ranging from before Ash was born to when he's older sent to his absent father. Enjoy and let me know if I should continue.

Dear Dad,

Why did you leave mom by herself?

Leave me?

Didn't you want to see me first?

Didn't you want to hold me?

Didn't you want to see you're unborn son?

Why did you do this Daddy?

I hear Mommy crying at night because of you. She says she constantly misses you. I miss you too. I wish I could have had the chance to really meet you in person.

I wish you could have heard me cry.

First open my eyes.

I wish you could have seen me crawl. Walk. Talk.

Here my first word.

Now you never will.

Did you ever really love mom?

Did you ever really love me?

I thought you wanted a family. I hear mom talking constantly. Sometimes she cries about what could have been. What should have been. Sometimes she cries without talking and deep inside my tiny heart breaks.

Why did you leave mom alone Daddy?

Why did you leave me Daddy?

Why did you leave us Daddy?