-1Me: Just a cute little oneshot/songfic about Rin and Sesshomaru. .
Amaya: It makes me cry… But I don't know why…
Me: I do not own Inuyasha nor October!
Amaya: Rin is 18.
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She ran, trying to escape the demon that was coming after her. She faltered but kept going.
I can't run anymore,
She saw Sesshomaru, hope gave her the power to reach and she fell at his feet. Pain filled her body like lead, but she felt safe.
I fall before you,
Oh,
Sesshomaru-sama… She felt him
attack the demon and quickly killed it, he looked over at her. She
gently lifted her head but fell back down. "I'm… here…
Sesshomaru-sama…" She whispered, her voice sounded strangely
hoarse. He nodded.
Here
I am,
Tears
appeared in her eyes. I had left everything… Jaken, Ah-Uh,
Sesshomaru… Why'd I try to leave? She closed her eyes and
willed the pain away.
I
have nothing left,
I can't forget he saved me… She felt his cold hand smooth back her hair and gently lift her up.
Though I've tried to forget,
Sesshomaru-sama…
I'd be dead without him… She
realized now, what he ment to her.
You're
all that I am,
Her
home was with him, he would always protect her…
Take
me home,
I
can't fight him anymore. I can't pretend he doesn't mean
anything to me… "I need you,
Sesshomaru-sama…"
I'm
through fighting it,
He
ignored her, she felt her heart shatter.
Broken,
She
was silly to think he would appreciate that… I'm just a
burden… Tears stung her eyes once again…
Lifeless,
She
let herself go limp,
I
give up,
Letting
him carry her there. She was bleeding to much, she slowly began to
slip off…
You're
my only strength,
"Help-"
She coughed up blood…
Without
you,
Is this what it feels like to die… Sesshomaru shook her, "No Rin, just a little longer…" I can't…
I can't go on,
He held her tighter… "I'm sorry…" Her eyes closed… I can't hold on anymore…
Anymore,
"I won't be able to come back…" His eyes widened. Never again…
Ever again.
I will miss you Sesshomaru.. She remembered when he saved her…
My only hope,
The
times she tried to get him to open up…
All
the times I've tried
She
would wait forever for him…
My
only peace,
'I'll never leave Sesshomaru-sama!' Her eyes snapped open. No! I can't die!
To walk away from you
Sesshomaru
looked down at her. A small smile flickered across his face. "You'll
be ok, Rin."
My
only joy,
She
tried to move her head again.
My
only strength,
But
fell back,
I
fall into your abounding grace
He
helped her and she felt power well up inside her.
My
only power,
If it wasn't for him, she would be dead. I will live for Sesshomaru-sama!
My only life,
She
held on to him while unstably standing up.
And
love is where I am
I
love you, Sesshomaru-sama… Warmth
filled her.
My
only love.
She
fell again…
I can't run anymore,
… into
his arms.
I
give myself to you,
"I'm
sorry, Sesshomaru-sama." He shook his head.
I'm
sorry,
"I'm
sorry for… trying to leave you…"
I'm
sorry,
I
was being unfair… She bowed
her head, "It will never happen again."
In
all my bitterness,
He
looked down at her then turned away. She blinked. Remembering that's
what she told him last time.
I
ignored,
She
blinked as she remembered all the hidden rules between humans and
demons. They could never be close.
All
that's real and true,
But…
yet I travel with him… I don't care about what others think…
She closed her eyes…
All
I need is you,
The
night crashed down on them.
When
night falls on me,
But
she couldn't fall asleep.
I'll
not close my eyes,
She
felt life fill inside her… The life he had given her…
I'm
too alive,
She
stared at him, he was standing watch.
And
you're too strong,
She got up and looked at him, I will tell him the truth.
I can't lie anymore,
She
walked over to him and bowed.
I
fall down before you,
"Lord
Sesshomaru… I'm sorry…" He looked at her curiously.
I'm
sorry,
"I'm
sorry for falling in love with you…" His eyes widened.
I'm
sorry.
It
doesn't matter if you don't feel the same… Your presence is all
I need. She smiled.
My
only hope,
"I
should never have left… I love you. I love you Sesshomaru-sama."
He stared at her in shock.
All
the times I've tried
"Rin…"I feel at peace with you… I know what I am feeling…
My only peace,
To
leave you would rip me from the inside out…
She looked deeply into his golden orbs.
To
walk away from you
You
bring me so much happiness… He
just watched in shock as she weakly pulled herself up.
My
only joy,
She
winced at the pain. I must try for Sesshomaru-sama! She stood
on her feet swaying gently.
My
only strength,
She
reached out and wrapped her arms around his torso,
I
fall into your abounding grace
"I
promised I would never leave you. I would always be by your side
Sesshomaru-sama!"
My
only power,
He didn't return the embrace, she smiled. Just as long as I'm with you…
My only life,
How
could I have ever thought of leaving you?
She closed her eyes,
And
love is where I am
And
felt the need to sing. A song flashed through her mind and she
sighed…
My
only love.
It's
been two weeks and he has said nothing to me… Maybe I shouldn't
have told him… She closed her
eyes..
Constantly
ignoring,
It
hurts so much… Why? Why can't he love me?
The first tear slid down her cheek.
The
pain consuming me,
Of
course he doesn't love me… I am nothing but a weak human girl,
how could I have been so foolish as to think he would ever care for
me? The tears fell harder.
But
this time it's cut too deep,
I'll
never leave you again, Sesshomaru-sama… Never, so matter how much
you hate me… I'll die for you…
She looked at him through her tears…
I'll
never stray again.
But
he seemed to be coming toward her... Hope fluttered around in her
heart.
My
only hope,
Sesshomaru-sama…
His eyes softened…
All
the times I've tried
Her
mind filled with a strange calm…
My only peace,
"Sesshomaru-sama…"
He hushed her by placing his finger on her lips.
To
walk away from you
A
smile found itself through all the sorrow.
My
only joy,
He
filled with so much strength. She felt like she could take on the
world!
My
only strength,
He
moved his finger and deeply looked into her eyes.
I
fall into your abounding grace
Power
surged through her when she saw the kindness she so badly needed.
My
only power,
He embraced her gently. If this is a dream, please don't make me wake up…
My only life,
He
pulled back and smiled, her eyes widened. "I… love you, too.
Please forgive me for making you wait so long." She smiled.
And
love is where I am
"Of
course I forgive you. How could I not?" His smile grew. He leaned
down and gently brushed his lips against her.
My
only love,
He
broke away, "I was foolish to hate my father for loving a human."
Her eyes sparkled.
My
only hope,
"I was afraid of losing you… Promise not to leave me." She could only nod. He held her to his chest. I promise…
All the times I've tried
It
was so peaceful, being in his arms.
My
only peace,
She
could never leave this…
To
walk away from you
He
filled her with so much joy, taking it away made her shudder.
My
only joy,
He
would protect her forever…
My
only strength,
She
closed her eyes and held onto him, "I would never be able to leave
you."
I
fall into your abounding grace
"Thank
you…"
My
only power,
This
is how she wanted to be. With Sesshomaru…
My
only life,
He
would never let anyone hurt her… He had admitted it… He loved
her…
And
love is where I am
So
this is happiness? A soft smile
crossed her face.
My
only love.
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Me: Sad isn't it?
Amaya: -nod-
Me: Nine Pages!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!