No matter how small, acknowledge the achievement.
~Greg Henry Quinn (How the fuck could I not use this quote? we have the same freaking last name.)
Do you know what it's like to be TrappedInsideyourownhead?
Every single-fucking-thought twisted into something new;
something different and scary.
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( Be good, Nessie )
No. Why should I?
Mom, you weren't evereverver good,
If you were I wouldn't be
h e r e.
But, Honey, I loved your father;
But I don't love Jacob?
Please s e e that.
( Please see me )
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WhiteWalls;
All clean and spotless,
Hiding my i m p e r f e c t i o n s.
They don't love me,
They love my thoughts;
Twisted and unrecognisable.
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Myownfuckingparentsdon't-love-me;
Do you know how that feels?
No?
Let me tell you.
It's emptydinnerplaces;
and
( And )
Birthdays forgotten
( Or purposely ignored )
My nightmares left to swirl-endlessly,
h a u n t i n g me
( My parents don't care enough to check on me, remember? )
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I don't think;
and it
Kills me.
My mind is blank,
nothing but an empty space.
They don't know my plans.
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I'm gone.
They've lost their innocent and
p u r e daughter.
( Don't make me laugh )
I was never-ever-ever innocent.
I stopped being
i n n o c e n t
when they stopped
l o v i n g
me.
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