Kensi POV:
I lay in bed overthinking way to much right now. Thinking about the past mainly, and my dad. They always say the worst thoughts go through your mind at night. Especially when you're alone, which after work I always am alone. I get up out of bed and go to the kitchen. I'm looking for something sharp, I come across the drawer with all the knives and stop. I put my hands above the drawer on the counter, and just lean against it. One person on my mind right now. Deeks. I go get my phone out of my bedroom and quickly call him. He answers fairly quickly.
"Deeks.." he saus tiredly
"Uh can you..-" he cuts me off like he already knew what i was going to say.
"I'll be right there.. Is everything okay?" he asks.
"No.." I say quietly through tears.
"Okay, okay. I'm on my way. Just don't do anything to hurt yourself, okay?"
"Can you stay on the phone with me? please?"
"Of course."
No ones POV:
They stay on the phone for about 10 minutes, hes telling jokes and singing along to the radio to hear her laugh. He finally pulls into her drive way and tell her that hes here. He just walks right in to find her sitting against the wall in the kitchen. Eyes red and cheeks wet from crying.
"Kens.."
She looks up to see him looking at her worridly .
"Come here" he says and grabs her by the hands and pulls her up. She wraps her arms around his neck while his wrap safetly around her lower back. She continues to cry while he holds her and rubs her back.
"What's going on?" he asks sofetly, not making any intention of moving away from her.
"How can I explain to you, if i don't even know." she states. Right after she says those words, he knew exactly what was going on. She was depressed and damn sure good at hiding it.
"Did you hurt yourself, Kens?" he asks.
She pulled away when he said that and he got the answer without her even saying it.
"I really don't want to talk about it." she states.
"I'm not asking you to, I just want to knwo if you hurt youself. I'm always going to be here for you." he says, looking her right in the eyes. She breaks eye contact and looks down at her sleeves with tears in her eyes. She slowly nods her head and he moves towards her. Taking her left hand and rolling up her sleeve. She's crying a lot harder now. He slowly brings her wrist up to his lips and kisses her scars.
He lets go of her hand, looks back up at her and cups hers face saying "I love you and I'll always be here for you, okay?"
She nods her head before quietly whispering"I love you too"