From Him
The swift breeze dancing past her long, straight, jet-black hair…the lost look she gives with those large brown eyes…skin white as snow, smooth as silk…that shy smile her pink lips hide from the world. If she were ever in my arms, I'd never blink. Missing a second of her beauty puts my worth to its waste. She tries so hard to succeed in becoming outgoing and confident, I admire her strength and determination. Breaking out of her shell and sharing smiles with everyone…even those who don't deserve it. I can go on and on about what I love about her, don't even get me started on that soft spoken voice of hers…each word, breath and sigh gently creep into my ear, dissolving into soothing music to my ears. Her outer appearance tends to look so cold, yet her heart is so warm that the blood rushes straight to her rosy cheeks. Sigh. I wish she knew. Having her in my arms would be all I'd ever need on a cold, winter day. If I were ever to see her tears caused by pain or sadness, I'd kiss away her tears of pain. But if they were tears of happiness, I'd push her hair back and gaze upon the beautiful face of a human being. A beautiful human being. No one could ever see her the way I do. The way I picture her perfectly in every possible detail. I'm selfish. Hah. I want her all for myself. I want no one but her and only her. Is it obsession? Is it love? Am I in love? In love with her, or the idea of being in love with her…I'll never know. Can I have her? No. Wait…she's not some puppy I saw at the pet store. Can I be with her? Well, we all know it's only if she wants to be with me. Is my love unrequited? Will she not return it? The privilege of being friends is the fact I can still be with her. As long as she's with me it should be enough. Who am I kidding…it'll never be enough. However, my heart yearns for the love and warmth of such a soul as kind as hers…and it always will. Is this a confession? If so will she accept my love? I will always be there for her no matter what obstacles are in our way. This is from me to you…
"K-Kazehaya-kun? Are you ready to go?" She stared at me with those bright brown eyes of hers, and each word just melts.
"Kuronuma…"
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