A/N: Another Twilight fanfic, again :D Somehow, it is easy to write fanfic about Twilight. For me at least it is easy... I don't know... lol :D It's not even my favourite book anymore. It was when I was younger, but after that I have read so many better books. But still, Twilight has a place in my heart. Even if I think Bella is annoying... But anyways, here is a poem from Jacob's point of view. He's my favourite character. Not only because he is hot in the movies. I just love him in the books too... :D:D
R&R, please!
Enjoy! ^^
We should just let go
Why can't we stop it?
I can't remember how many time I have told you goodbye.
How many countless times I have thought about it
or how many endless times I have said it outloud.
I can't remember the last time we were happy together.
I keep thinking: "it's for my own good because you're not mine, and you never will be"
But still, I refuse to believe it and here I am, once again:
agony, misery, self-pity, hatred, heartache; my heart is torn apart.
Keep I coming back to you or is it that you keep coming back to me? Either way, it still happens.
Why can't we just stop hurting each others?
Because even you say that I am "yours" your heart belongs to someone else.
If I really could hate you, I would.
Believe me, it would be easiest for all of us.
But I guess destiny, life or whatever tortures people just for it's entertainment.
And why did this happen?
The saddest thing truly is that I have lost my happiness somewhere down the road.
I found myself when I fell in love with you and yet I lost everything in me.
And now I have lost my best friend and the girl who I love the most.
Was this really meant to be? This hurt, all the tears shed? Because it ain't fair.
It seems that life really sucks.
Why I still keep fighting for you when that is what really kills me?
A/N: What did you like? Honest, but not mean, feedback is appreciated.
Thanks for reading *.*
- Girl of Glass
P.S. If you are interested in my other Twilight fanfics, visit my profile. I have written one (1) Twilight fanfic, but it is in Finnish... Sorry for that ~.~ Maybe some day I will translate it in English too... Who knows?