Ok I know I haven't posted in forever! But I have had writers block and school has been busy and ahhhhhh! But I have a two-shot for you guys idk how I got this idea it just came to me… but I hope u like it and thank you for your patience with me
When Ally left team Austin I was heartbroken. She said she would be back, but I can't help but think she won't… The first time I thought that I told myself that the saying that if you love something let it free, if it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was, was false. Ally was always mine and I'm not letting her go!
Oh who am I kidding I already let her go! Just by letting her go to that school without fighting for her! Ever since she left I quit singing, dancing, and even socializing!
Trish and Dez stopped coming after a few months. And ally sent us ally a letter a few weeks ago. She has a boyfriend. With a amazing voice and is in her words perfect... In my words... A girl stealing asshole!
I know I should be happy that she's happy but I'm not! Ever month that she doesn't come back I can feel myself believing that saying more and more! I can't start believing in that its not true SHE WILL COME BACK AND SHE IS ANF ALWAYS WAS MINE!
My heart says she'll come back, but my brain saying that she'll never come back. My heart says to go to New York and tell her how I feel whither or not she has a boyfriend but my brain says to end it. All the pain, heartbreak, and suffering.
I'm leaning more to my brains thoughts. I've started cutting. I used to think that people who killed and cut themselves were crazy... Now their not so crazy.
Today was one of my more energetic days. You could tell I haven't been outside for longer than 5 mins In a year. My skin is pale while, my hair is full from lack of sunlight, and my eyes don't have the sparkle in them anymore. I've also got sickly skinny.
I go up to my bathroom and find my blade. I set it to my wrist and start to pull the blade towards me when-
"AUSTIN!? "
OHHH cliffhanger ok this will only be a 2 shot so 2 might be up tomorrow. Sorry its short and it sucks! Please review more than just I love it please I love help on how to make my writing better from more people than my teachers lol thanks bye :)