A/N - I know I have a ton of other stories that I should be working on, but this idea came to me and made it impossible for me to work on anything else until I wrote it down. This will be a short one since I do have other stories that I need to work on. The plan is for this story to be two or three parts at the most. Anyway it's technically set during Season 5, but it doesn't necessarily follow canon.
Lips move together frantically and husky moans feel the air as the heat between them rises with every kiss. Just a few more seconds and then he'll pull away Stefan promises himself. They have important research to do and he knows the others are waiting for them in Mystic Falls. Yet he is unable to focus on anything other than how warm Bonnie's lips are against his.
And suddenly instead of pulling away, Stefan is grabbing her hips and aligning their bodies. He grunts in irritation when he realizes that she still isn't close enough. She gasps into his mouth in surprise when he reaches down, grips her butt and yanks her onto her toes.
"Stef—" Bonnie gasps as she makes contact with his erection, only for Stefan to cut her off with another kiss.
Aroused, Stefan takes a seat in the large desk chair before lifting Bonnie up so she's straddling him. Bonnie pulls away from his mouth to get some air and he quickly latches onto her neck. She's surprised when he begins leaving marks on her collarbone since the last time she checked the shirt she was wearing made it almost impossible. Her question is answered when she spies her shirt hanging off one of the lamps in the room. Her bra joins it a few seconds later and she assumes her skirt will be next. However, instead of taking it off, he pushes her skirt up to her waist and pulls her underwear off.
Not wanting to be the only one shedding clothes, Bonnie hurriedly lifts his Henley shirt over his head and tosses it across the room. Before she can manage to reach down and unzip his pants, Stefan does it himself and before she can blink he's already inside of her.
Bonnie throws her head back and tightens her legs around him, moaning in delight. She grabs his face and gives him a feral look that results in him hardening even more inside of her. Bonnie begins wildly moving her hips up and down on him, barely giving him the opportunity to thrust upward.
In response, Stefan buries his head into her throat, savoring the warmth that he feels coming off her. Her walls clench around his cock and the pleasure begins to pool in his lower stomach. Unable to hold back, he starts moving his hips in time with Bonnie's movements, managing to spread her legs and hit her special spot with each thrust.
Bonnie's mouth opens in a silent scream and she closes her eyes when her hips jerk wildly as they work each other into a frenzy. She moans loudly as her orgasm overtakes her and once that happens Stefan can no longer pretend he still has any control. As a result he begins pounding inside of her frantically and grabs onto the arm of the chair with his left hand. He continues his fast pace until his eyes close tightly and begins to come, crushing the armrest in his fist.
"Oh wow…" she pants before falling against his chest limply, in attempt to come down from her high.
"Yeah." Stefan agrees as he lets go of the now broken armrest and opens his eyes. The moment he sees her mostly naked in his lap, he wants nothing more than to have rounds two, three, four, and five. When her walls clench around his rapidly hardening cock, he knows she is thinking the same thing.
Bonnie hisses when she feels Stefan grow harder inside of her and is just getting ready to move her hips when she hears her phone buzz. It's at that moment she remembers that she and Stefan were supposed to be gathering some books from her dorm to bring to the others so they can figure out away to defeat their current enemy. But instead of getting the books and meeting the others, they'd gotten distracted and now here they were in her desk chair. She glances down at the phone on her desk and sees a text from Jeremy asking where she and Stefan are. She frowns as she looks at the message from her boyfriend, the guilt hitting her full force.
"Shit!" Bonnie shoves at him; awkwardly climbing off his lap and pulling her skirt down before she looks around for her shirt.
"What's wrong?" Stefan asks, looking at her in surprise. When she steps forward cautiously to pick up her shirt, it's obvious that she's sore and he averts his gaze so she doesn't see the flash of pride in his eyes.
"You realize we were supposed to be bringing these books to others." She spits at him, her guilt over what just happened between them causing her to lash out. She is further annoyed when he only looks at her blankly. "Books that may help us figure out how to kill the evil werewolf that wants to kill all of you?" Her green eyes stare into his as she pulls her shirt over head, willing him to remember the reason they were in her dorm in the first place. "We have to go – now!"
Shit. He jolts out of the chair when he remembers Damon asking him and Bonnie to pick up some books for research before meeting them at the boardinghouse. What should have only been a half hour task has instead become a nearly two hour one. He watches as Bonnie picks up a few books and rushes out of the room. Stefan is right on her heels, zipping up his pants and pulling on his shirt before he grabs the rest of the books and closes the door behind him.
Thirty minutes later, Stefan pulls his car into park and he and Bonnie quickly rush into the boarding house. Silently they make their way to living room where they agreed to gather at. He sees Jeremy, Elena, and Damon gathered in the room, obviously waiting for them.
"What took you guys so long?" Elena asks when she sees Stefan and Bonnie make their way over.
"We had some trouble finding the books." Stefan shrugs, the lie coming easily enough. He frowns when Jeremy greets Bonnie with a kiss, only feel his chest puff out when it becomes obvious that the boy's kiss did nothing for her. Especially when Stefan remembers the way she responded to his kisses earlier in her dorm room.
Stefan knows he shouldn't feel proud that he and Bonnie are going behind Jeremy's back, but he does. After playing the martyr for so long, going after what he wants without worrying about anyone else feels great. And being with Bonnie feels like nothing he's ever felt before. Whenever they are together, he becomes insatiable, making sure to tire her out so the last thing she thinks about is climbing into the younger Gilbert's bed.
"Okay now that you've finally decided to grace us with your presence," Damon quips bringing Stefan out of his thoughts. "How about we get this meeting started."
-X-
Stefan knows she can feel his eyes on her. She's doing her best to ignore him, but he can tell from the way her pulse is slightly racing that she well is aware of his attention. Sitting in the same room as her and not being able to touch her has been torture.
Bonnie turns slightly causing her gaze to shift toward Stefan and she unsurprised to find Stefan watching her. Nor is she surprised by is the spark of desire she feels when their eyes meet. He licks his lip and her body reacts immediately, causing her nipples to get hard and her underwear to dampen.
When his nostrils flare and his eyes darken, she knows that he can smell her reaction to his presence. Slightly embarrassed, she looks away and tries to focus on the meeting that is currently going on.
Stefan shifts as his erection hardens against his thigh. God how he wishes, he were alone with Bonnie right now. While the others are engrossed in their discussion of the latest threat to them, all he can think about is how much he wants her.
He blinks out of his thoughts when Damon nudges him and for a second he wonders if his brother has noticed the tension between him and Bonnie. When Damon's attention focuses on Elena, he realizes that his brother thinks he's fantasizing about Elena. Damon's been touchy ever since his break up with herand he knows Damon is worried that he'll try to get back together with her instead of being the noble brother. Well in a way Damon's right, he's sick of being noble and his mind is made up.
For so long he's played the martyr, making sacrifices or deciding not to go after what he really wants. But now he's decided to change that. What he wants is Bonnie and he intends to have her. He doesn't care what the others have to say about it. Feeling a new spark of hope, Stefan sits through the rest of the meeting anxiously waiting to have a moment alone with Bonnie.
About an hour later, the meeting is over and Damon and Elena immediately leave to take care of their problem, leaving Stefan alone with Bonnie and Jeremy.
"Bonnie, can I get your help with something? It's witch related" He makes sure to look as sincere as possible, not wanting Jeremy to become suspicious.
"She's no longer a witch, remember?" Jeremy interjects before Bonnie can say anything.
"Just because she's no longer a witch doesn't mean she suddenly forgot everything she learned." Stefan points out, pushing down the urge to growl at him.
"Can it wait? We're supposed to go out." Bonnie gestures to Jeremy, still feeling guilty about what happened earlier between her and Stefan.
"It's okay…actually I need to cancel." Jeremy turns to Bonnie. "I'm filling in for a friend at the restaurant… you know I wouldn't cancel unless I had to." He looks at her apologetically.
"Go help your friend."She smiles, inwardly relieved that she won't have to sit through a date with Stefan's scent all over her.
"You're the best." He presses a kiss to her forehead before rushing to his room to change.
The moment he's gone, Stefan wraps his fingers around her wrist, takes brief glance down at the empty hallway before he leads her to his bedroom. Bonnie follows him inside without looking back and instead watching as he closes the door behind her.
"What did you need help with?" She walks over to him, but he says nothing and instead continues to stare at her. "Stef-mmm!" Bonnie gasps when Stefan grabs her arms and covers her mouth in a passionate kiss. She responds immediately, her mouth opening up to his.
Stefan sighs happily into her mouth, relieved to finally be able to kiss her again. As their mouths move together, he comes to the conclusion that he never wants this moment to end. Unfortunately, he knows he has to because she's human and needs to breathe. But at least it gives him a chance to explore the rest of her body.
Bonnie moans as their kisses grow more passionate with every second that passes. Despite needing air, Bonnie is unable to pull away because of how good he tastes. She is surprised when Stefan pulls away himself and immediately latches on to her throat. One of his hands begins creeping up her body, leaving a trail of heat that turns her on even more.
"Stefan, we can't—" Bonnie comes to her senses and pulls away when he cups one her breasts.
"Why?" He steps into her personal space, wanting to be as close to her as possible.
"Because I'm with Jeremy." She steps away from him again, causing Stefan to frown.
"Jeremy was the last thing on your mind during that meeting." His eyes flare with arousal as he remembers the heated looks they shared throughout the meeting. "And we both know where my mind was during that meeting."
"We can't keep doing this. I love Jeremy and he doesn't deserve this."
"Do you really love him or are you with him because it's what everyone else expects from you?" Stefan looks at her intensely, calling her on the real reason she's protesting.
"I… I died to bring him back to life. I think that means I love him." Bonnie protests half-heartedly. The truth is her feelings for Jeremy have changed over the last few months, but that doesn't mean she'll admit that to Stefan.
"Then why have you been sleeping me?" He pulls her close enough that her hands are propped against his chest. "You're one of the most loyal people I know when it comes to the people you love. No way would you be sharing a bed with me if you're relationship with him was so great."
Bonnie opens her mouth to deny his statement, but Stefan interrupts her.
"If you love him so much then why hasn't it been bothering you that he's been canceling so many of your dates lately?" He steps closer to her. "If you love him then why haven't you told him that you're a witch again? Shouldn't the guy you claim to love know about something that is a vital part of you?"
She feels a spark when he trails his hand down her cheek.
"Do you know that I've been thinking about this… about our time together? I was half-hard all day because I knew I would see you today. I can't concentrate on anything else. I haven't been able to think about anything but you since that first night." He stares unblinkingly into her eyes and her arousal floods her panties. "I know you feel the same way." His eyes dare her to deny it.
"I do." She finally admits with a sigh. "I do feel the same way."
Stefan leans down and kisses her deeply, his hands on either side of her face.
"Stefan I—" She pulls away again, overwhelmed by his confession and his kisses.
"Just give me one night to prove to you how amazing we could be." He utters against her neck before he starts to suck at her pulse point.
"Okay."Bonnie moans as his kisses grow more frantic and she melts into his arms. She knows that she'll probably regret it later, but right now all she can think about is getting Stefan inside of her.
Stefan moves quickly not wanting to give her a chance to change her mind. Instead he leans down and swings her into his arms lays her across his bed before moving to take off his shirt. He feels himself perk up slightly when he sees the raw heat in her eyes.
Bonnie silently watches as he climbs onto the bed, hovering above her. They stare at each other heatedly for a few seconds before they lunge at each other in a passionate kiss. The longer they kiss the more the heat rises in the room and soon Stefan's ripping her shirt right off her body.
"I can't stop thinking about you..." Stefan murmurs against her mouth, his words and voice sparking a desire inside of her to a height she has never felt before. "I think about your laugh, your smell, the way your eyes sparkle whenever you're happy, angry, or aroused." He stops to kiss her neck. "I think about the sexy way you say my name whenever I move inside of you."He pulls back to unfasten her bra before pressing kisses to each of her breasts. "Seeing you with him has torture for me"
Bonnie moans he moves further down her body.
"Does he get you as wet as I do?" He presses a kiss to her stomach grinning smugly when she gasps. "I know he doesn't. You wouldn't be dripping for me right now if he did." He unzips her skirt and pulls it as well as his underwear down before standing up and taking the rest of his clothes off.
She watches with interest as he crawls back on the bed and leans down to kiss the curve of her hip. Her gasp turns into a moan when he runs his tongue across one of her thighs. Stefan spreads her legs wide, his mouth watering when he stares her mound and sees that she is slick with passion. Bonnie is surprised to find that she is not shy or self-conscious about him looking at her this closely. She knows if it had been anyone else she would feel insecure, but some reason with Stefan she couldn't and didn't want to be.
Her hips rock upward when his tongue probes deep into her hot and wet folds. When the taste of her hits his tongue, he begins moving his mouth faster. He continues this until she is writhing helplessly beneath him and flies into her orgasm.
He makes an attempt to continue his ministrations when Bonnie grabs his hair, pulls him away from her core and looks into his eyes. "Inside me, now!"
"As you wish." Stefan chuckles as he scoots up the mattress and quickly buries himself inside of her with a deep thrust. He feels his face change and when Bonnie caresses his cheek, he grabs her hand and holds it as well as its mate down on his pillow before he starts moving fast and hard inside of her. She wraps her legs around him and soon she scratches at his back as she becomes overwhelmed with her release.
The feel of Bonnie's walls clenching around his cock, causes his muscles to go stiff and then he's emptying himself into her core. Once he's spent, he collapses bonelessly on top of Bonnie and nuzzles her neck. He is just getting ready to slide out of her when, Bonnie flips them over and begins to move up and down on him.
All he can think as she rides him is that this a nice beginning to their night.
-X-
The next morning Stefan is woken up by several knocks to his bedroom door. Not wanting the knock to wake up Bonnie he unwraps himself from around her body and climbs out of bed. He smiles when she immediately latches onto his pillow and before long memories of them making love all night replay in his mind. He knows when she wakes up that they will have to talk, but right now all he can think about is how right it feels to have her in his bed. He hears another knock and quickly slips on a pair of sweats before quietly walking to door. He frowns when he sees its Damon and steps into the hallway closing his door behind him.
"What do you want, Damon?" Stefan asks his restless brother.
"I just wanted to let you know that I took care of the werewolf."
"When did you do that?" Stefan folds his arms across his chest.
"Last night. I would have told you then, but you were busy with something or should I say someone" He smirks at Stefan knowingly.
"I still am." Stefan looks back at the door.
"Okay, I'll leave you to it." Damon raises an eyebrow at him before turning on his heel and walking away.
Stefan watches him get further down the hallway before turning around and walking back into his bedroom. When he opens the door, he's surprised to see Bonnie in the process of getting dressed.
"I thought you would still be asleep."He closes the door behind him and saunters over to her.
"I woke up when you got out of bed." She blushes slightly when she realizes what she just admitted. She hadn't planned on saying, but it was the first think that popped into her mind. And now that he's back in the room shirtless, there is a part of her that wants to get right back in the bed. "I'm breaking up with him." She says in order to distance herself from her heated thoughts.
"What are you gonna tell him?"
"I'm going to tell him the truth. I think it would be best if I left your name out of it." She says after a few moments of silence. "Don't get too excited, I'm doing it because it's the right the thing to do. Not because I plan on being with you." She adds when she sees the hopeful look on his face.
"So what you're saying is that last night was a goodbye fuck. That you wanted to get off one last time before you found someone you actually want to be with." Stefan's asks angrily, his voice full of hurt. He thought she felt the same things he felt last night, but apparently she didn't.
"That's not what I'm saying!"She snaps, shocked by his crude words. "Last night was amazing and it's something I never want to forget. I've never felt like that with anyone else." She admits her voice filled with emotion. "But being with you would hurt people." She says as the tears begin to roll down her face.
"I'm sure Jeremy would get over it eventually." He steps closer to her and begins wiping away her tears. "But I'm guessing by 'people' you actually mean Elena?" He narrows his eyes figuring out what she's actually saying.
In response, Bonnie steps out of his arms and looks away from his penetrating gaze, confirming his suspicions.
"In case you've forgotten, we broke up and she promptly started seeing my brother. I'm pretty sure that makes me fair game."
"She wouldn't see it that way. We both know she still has feelings for you. It's only a matter of time before she realizes she wants you back."
"That's not my problem and it shouldn't be your problem either."
"She would see it as a betrayal. I've already betrayed her enough as it is by sleeping with you in the first place and by hurting Jeremy."
"Why are you so loyal to her?" He never questioned Bonnie's loyalty when he was still in love with Elena, but now that he's gotten over her and can see clearly, he genuinely wonders what has Bonnie's so devoted.
"She's my best friend and she's been there for me over the years."
"And you've more than been there for her." He pauses as he thinks of all the stuff Bonnie has sacrificed for Elena. "Do you really think she would be so loyal to you if the roles were reversed?" He counters, already knowing the answer.
"I have to talk to Jeremy." She ignores the question, not wanting to admit that he's right.
"Just one last thing." He says as she turns around and opens the door.
Before she can make her exit, he gently grabs her arm, spins her around, and covers her mouth in a passionate kiss. Bonnie responds immediately, her mouth opening up to his. It continues for a few moments before he pulls away.
"It doesn't matter to me if you leave my name out of it when you breakup with Jeremy. I can take the heat." His voice is fierce with passion. "But you should know that whatever you decide I'm done hiding how much I want you from the others. I'm going for what I want and I think you should do the same."He steps away from her.
Bonnie shivers at the look intense look on Stefan's face before spinning around walking out of his bedroom.
-X-
An hour later, Bonnie is in her childhood home waiting for Jeremy to come over so she can break the news to him. She decided to be honest about what's been going on the last couple of months, but she is still unsure if she should throw Stefan into the fire with her. Based on what he said before she left, he would be perfectly willing to take the heat. Yet it still seems wrong to share the blame with him when she was the one in the relationship.
Thinking of Stefan immediately makes her remember his last words to her. He'd been right she has been falling for him and she wants nothing more than to be with him. But is being with him worth hurting her best friend and losing her oldest friendship. As she ponders the question, her mind goes to the day her affair with Stefan began.