Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyers owns all the characters in Twilight. The basis of the idea for the story goes to kits-hold-thier-tears and her o/s Thier Ending. This Chapter was written by DarkVisions19 just to let you all know.

"Bella, I don't want you to come with me."

"You... don't... want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.

"No."

BPOV

It had been a year since Edward left. The first two months, I spent trapped in my own little world. I didn't eat, didn't speak, and hardly ever slept. I was a shell of who I used to be. The Bella Swan that existed when the Cullens were here was gone. She wasn't ever coming back.

When Jake had come into my life soon after the Cullens left, things changed. He was my own personal sunshine, always brightly shining down on me. He kept me laughing and talking and slowly but surely, a new Bella Swan made her appearance. The new Bella was sarcastic and witty; she was herself, not the weak little human that she used to be around Edward. I still thought about Edward from time to time but no longer with the aching longing that had consumed me when he first left. Instead, I was angry. He had taken my family from me. I no longer hurt over a lost love. If we weren't meant to be, then so be it, but he had taken away my pseudo parents, my big brother, my best friend, and a way of life that I had chosen for myself. No, I wasn't angry, I was livid.

Edward Cullen no longer ran my life and it was going to stay that way. I don't know what was going through his mind when he left, but I sure as hell didn't care enough to dwell on it any longer. I only wished that it hadn't cost me my entire family to see that I was better off without Edward.

JPOV

Misery. Misery was the only word I could use to describe my pathetic existence. My mind kept taking me back to that fateful night a year ago. All I've wanted to do since then is run back to Forks and beg Bella to forgive me. The look of sheer terror on her face when I attacked her was enough to make me crazy.

The way Alice had looked at me afterward was what sent me over the edge. The pity, the disgust, the fear. It was as if she was finally seeing me for who I was and she didn't like what she saw. She was never able to accept my past with Maria and Bella's birthday party was just an excuse to finally sever her ties with me. I noticed that she began distancing herself from me but I ignored it, hoping that things would go back to the way they were before. I stupidly thought that Alice would be able to look past the scarred and damaged man that I was. I should have known better. I should have been able to see that she was cheating on me, with HIM no less.

Edward probably made it the most unbearable. He attacked every weakness that he had ever come across in my mind. I could remember it as clearly as the when it happened.

"What's wrong, Jasper?" Edward sneered. "Can't handle the monster that you really are? I hope you rot in hell for all that you've done. You'll never be able to escape the evil inside of you. You're going to die a lonely, miserable existence and no one will even care that you're gone. It's your fault that we had to leave my poor Bella. You almost killed her!"

That was my final straw. I packed up as much as I could and hightailed it out of that house. Not really caring where I was headed, I just started driving. Once my head finally cleared a bit, I realized that I was going back to where it all started and back to a certain human who was in dire need of an apology from yours truly. I only hoped she didn't light my sorry ass on fire once I got there.

A/N: um Hi I'm Criminalmindschic and I adopted this story so sorry if you have already read this chapter just thought I would use the chapters that were already written. Just so readers who haven't read it before can give their opinions to... So my apologies...