Disclaimer: I don't own Homecoming,but I would like to own Shepherd brothers. They're hot. Both.
A/N: Going on experimenting with writing styles. Let's have a look inside our not-so-clear soldier's troubled mind.
The following thing is tragic and angsty (and crappy - oops, I haven't said that!) as hell.
I.
There he was. Mourned, broken, sobbing.
Goodbye
I didn't want
God knows why it-
I didn't know
I wasn't ready
I'm sorry
It happened too fast
How could it happen-
Just too fast
You didn't deserve it
I didn't deserve it
I couldn't know
There was nothing I could-
I shouldn't have-
Now you've passed away-
You're cold-
You're a stranger
I don't recognize you-
Or I simply don't want-
I don't know
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
There is much more I-
-have to tell-
But I'm only able to tell-
-I'm sorry
Josh
Josh
Josh.
...Why can't I bring you back?
II.
He wasn't expecting to see sunlight when he climbed out.
Elle
You're here
I'm happy
Damnit, too happy
You're everything
I have now
Do you understand-
-understand-
-that you are-
-everything
I won't let you go
I won't give you up
I will-
-I promise-
-you will be happy-
-happy-
-I'll make you-
Josh, he is-
-he is in the right place-
-where is supposed to be-
-and I know what I have to
Someday I'll tell you-
-maybe-
-it's hard to bear it-
-please help me-
-I know you can
What-
-we are hugging-
-there is nothing I need more-
-just to feel your warmth-
-thank you-
You're the best, Elle-
-I love you-
-need you-
-wait, have I seriously-
-said that?
Elle.
Let s go home.