AN: You guessed it! Another pic-fic!! In profile! Yay! I am totally Team Edward, but Jake was screaming for some attention. I can't say no to him…
This is the first time I've been back.
I'm laying here in our secret place.
Just remembering you and I.
But that was when you cared,
When I had all your love.
.
I swear I can still see us in the grass,
Laughing, talking and holding each other close.
But it was just a lie, good acting.
You never really loved me, did you?
I'm just another human, never good enough,
.
I can see you laying beside me,
Carefully telling me you're a vampire,
I can see you kissing me while you sparkled.
I can hear you whispering 'I love you' in my ear
And the sweet velvet sound fades into the wind…
.
But reality awakens me with a sudden realization:
I can feel the dew falling from the sky.
I turn my head to look at the grass.
It looks as though the angels feel my pain
And are crying with me…
.
I can't live like this for the rest of my life,
A shattered shell of who I was.
I have to live for Charlie… and my Jake.
I think Jake and I could be something.
So I'm giving your love away
.
I really did come here to say good-bye.
I'm going to spend my life with Jacob
Because he loves me and will never leave.
I hope I have your blessing
Because you asked for this.
AN: Yeah, I am still Team Edward. But I love Jake too!! R&R!!! This is not like my other works... so I don't know if it's good or not. Tell me if you think it sucks. Tell me if you like it! Just please review; it's not that hard!