My First fan Fiction please be truthful if you hate it please help me make it better. Constructive Criticism I need a lot of help. I am nervous I hate messing up some call me a perfectionist but I'm really not I just don't like being to I am bad, but please be brutally honest

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This Chapter is explaining what happened to Edward and the Cullen's. They Might come back not quite sure yet.

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New Living arrangements

So it's been a year since my dear Edward left me again. I have started a new Life with Jacob Black and The LaPush werewolf pack. I started to hang out with Jake after Edward left and he eventually became my Best friend and now he is my Boyfriend. We like to do things together and we spend most of our time together, and of course Charlie love that simple fact. He hated Edward the first time he left and never got over it, but now that it happened again I doubt Edward would have been forgiven. The Pack eventually forgave me for breaking Jacob's heart (including Paul) and now they are pretty much my family, Except Leah who thinks it's stupid and dangerous to have a 'human' around. Emily and I became really good friends, she's like a second mother, like the way Esme was to me, and she's very protective. Emily eventually got me to spill the entire story about what happened to Edward, and her and I are the only one who know.

It was very similar to the first time he ripped my heart out and pounded it into the dirt, he told me he "thought it would be best if my life was simple and vampire free." Well he of all people should know where I'd go after that statement. I'd run crying to Jake again, so I looked him straight into the eye and said" If you don't want me then Fine but know my life will never be simple and Vampire Free, Now if you excuse me I have to go crying to Jacob again!" I could see his non beating heart rip into andif he could have he would have cried and all he could say was Bella, My sweet Bella what have I done. I hurried of to my truck, watching my step trying not to trip and when I was about 2 feet from my truck I fell and hit my head, HARD, on the truck. Next thing I knew I was in LaPush with Jacob, Sam and Emily.

I don't remember what happened " I simply stated looking Jacob right in the eyes, I wanted so badly to hug him and tell him everything I remembered.

"You got droped of by that ugly Bloodsucker, he told me to take care of you and that he loves you."

"Witch I can do' he mumbled more to himself than anyone else.

I couldn't take it anymore I ran over to him and jumped into his arms and asked if I could stay with him in LaPush.

Emily asked me what happened and I simply told her with out the hitting my head part cause I knew Jacob would overreact.

"Well I was talking to Edward when he said ' I think it would be best If I left you to have a normal vampire Free Life' or something like that."

"oh" was all they said and I continued "I told him Ok, but he should never think that I will have a vampire free life and I had to go crying and upset to you Again, you should have seen the look on his face it as pure pain" Jacob smiled at that.

"Bella did you say it Just Like that" Jacob asked me. He really seemed interested in my answer.

"Well yea except a little more anger and Love combined but anger overpowering Love."

"Bella you do know that you can come to me crying or not"

"Jacob thank you so so much and I was wondering if I wasn't imposing if I could stay with you."

Of Course Bella if not with Jake you can Stay with me while there on patrol and Jacob can pick you up, only if Charlie doesn't mind thought cause I don't want you to get into trouble." Emily answered for him

"Oh, I'm sure he'll be ecstatic. Thank you so much."

And so that's how I ended up with Jacob he taught me to ride a motorcycle again, he officially took me cliff diving and swimming in the ocean. We often went to Sam and Emily's and I spent extra time with Angela and Ben.