Okay..so...I'm back with more LxN...kind of... Something sad... I'm sorry I didn't begin with this earlier but I'm having a hard time coming up with a story but I think I've got one now. ;)

Read and please tell me what you think! :3 I'll see you in the comment section! ;D

Isn't it funny?

How everything just seems so right when your in love...

How it seems like no power on earth can bring you down...

Everything you do together feels so right...like it was meant to be...

It is pretty funny, don't you think?

Lifty is sitting on a swing in the park, he's alone. No one around. No one to care. He chews on his lip while staring at his combat boots, kicking the sand. Fiddling with the swing's chain anxiously. His entire being is just followed by an aura of bad energy. Nothing makes sense to him anymore. Not since He and Nutty broke up.

How could he let this happen? How could he let him go?

Their relationship was perfect, wasn't it? Maybe he didn't treat Nutty as good as he should have? Maybe he didn't love him as often as he deserved? Maybe it was supposed to end with one very miserable raccoon boy with nothing to live for anymore? Maybe Nutty deserves better..?

Fresh cuts on his wrists peeks out from under his sleeves. He sighs and puts his hands on his lap, pulling the sleeves down to hide the sad, soon to be, scars. He admits it's a little silly for a guy like him to cut himself. It won't solve anything, he knows that but the night they broke up hit him so hard. He had no one else to turn to but his old 'friends', friends he hasn't seen in a long time, the only ones who would help him in a moment like this...

-Flashback-

With shaky hands Lifty took out a shoebox from under his bed and opened it slowly. He picked up the beautiful old-school razor. He opened it to watch the shiny surface of the stainless blade. The reflection of the light on the blade was so beautiful. He knew it was not going to abandon him, it was not going to judge him, it was not going to hurt his feelings. His old friend.

He eyed his wrists. Scars from before, from old times, the time before he met Nutty. With trembling fingers he stroked the beautiful scars. He was going to do this again, like so many times before. He wanted to do it and thought it was for the best if he did it before he could have any second thoughts.

...

When he was done, he cleaned the blade off and carefully put it back in the box and the box under his bed to be ready and waiting for him till the next time.

-End of flashback-

Lifty sighs and gets up from the swing. Lost in thoughts he walks back home. When he opens the door he's met by Shifty who's raising an eyebrow with a questioning look.

"Were where you?" He asks while watching Lifty take off his shoes.

"The park..." Lifty answers tiredly.

"You didn't tell me...I could have gone with you..." Shifty says with a slightly worried tone of

voice.

"Yeah...I..." Lifty pauses, staring at the space between him and his brother.

Shifty patiently awaits the answer.

"...I just...wanted to be alone...that's all." Lifty sadly mumbles.

Shifty nods and walks over to the younger one. He puts a hand on his shoulder and softly whispers

"It will be okay, buddy...don't worry..."

That's when it's too much for Lifty. He starts to cry heavily, burying his face in his hands.

"No! Don't you get it? It will never be okay again!" The younger boy sobs.

Shifty quickly puts his hands around Lifty, trying to calm him down. Lifty sinks down to the floor and pulls his knees up to his face to hide it. Shifty kneels down.

"Lifty, look at me..." Shifty tells his crying kid brother.

"I know you're having a hard time, you're going through a lot right now! But it can only get better...tell me...what happened between you two?"

Lifty looks up, wiping away a few tears.

"I...I...I don't...know! I guess...guess I...I...Got a...a little m-mean to him in...the...end..." Lifty sobs.

Shifty gives him a puzzled look.

"What do you mean..?"

"I...I t-took him...for g-gr-granted! I-I know I did!" Lifty bursts out in tears again and Shifty pulls him into a hug.

"There, there..." Shifty comforts him slowly stroking Lifty's back.

Lifty is slightly calming down.

"Do you want something to eat?" Shifty asks.

Lifty shakes his head and stands up.

"I'm going to bed..." Lifty mumbles and heads for his room.

The nights is the worst. It's when he really misses Nwutty's warm body lying close to his own, holding him lovingly.

-Flashback-

Lifty lied next to Nutty, watching him sleep. His innocent face and adorable lips, oh those lips. The more Lifty watched them the more he wanted to kiss them tenderly, the only way you can kiss such a beautiful creature. He just couldn't take his eyes off them. He stroke his hand through the other boy's locks, causing Nutty to purr approvingly and move a little closer to him in his sleep. Lifty decided to kiss him and get it out of his system. The taste of Nutty's lips was sweet, like strawberry. And the feeling of his lips was like kissing a virgin, so soft and innocent. Lifty broke the kiss to look at Nutty again.

"Mmh...Lifty~" Nutty mumbled before snuggling up against Lifty's chest. Lifty responded by putting his arms carefully around Nutty and drift off to sleep.

-End of flashback-

Lifty lies uncomfortable on his bed. It's impossible for him to sleep alone now a days.

'Why does life hate me?' He thinks. 'Giving me joy just to snatch it away from me.' He lays on the side, staring on the wall. 'And I thought we were doing so well...' He hugs his pillow closing his eyes hard. Lifty thinks about what may have caused all this and comes to the most likely conclusion: 'I didn't give him enough time...he accidentally came in second hand...stupid, stupid, stupid! How could I be such a jerk?!' He bites his lip while thinking. He will have to see Nutty in school every day, not being able to hug or even touch him.

'I'll have to talk to sensei tomorrow...' Lifty sighs while stroking the empty spot next to him.

Yeah... :/ I hope you get who "sensei" is...if not you'll have to see later. :I

Whatcha' think? You'll get to see from Nutty's point of view too.

Review please! And tell me what you think! :3