Dear Gwen,
I finally got to watch your Valedictorian Speech. It was great. I really miss you. I know you wouldn't want me too, but I still blame myself. I should've caught you. Every time I close my eyes I see you. I see you, laying there in my arms motionless. I see the blood start to drip from your nose. Every time I go anywhere I see the memories we've had there. Maybe if I had listened to your father this wouldn't have happened. Maybe I shouldn't have let you back in no matter how much it hurt for you not to be with me. If I had just left you, you would be at college, and not gone. I bet you're up there with your father and he's telling you I told you so. I was the reason he died, and now I'm the reason you died. I could go after Harry but that wouldn't bring you back to me. I know you wouldn't want me to look for revenge. It's been months since your death but I still don't know what to do. I admit I left Spider-Man behind for a while but I'm back. Other than that I spend my days re-watching your speech and looking at pictures of us. It's impossible to think that I spend my life saving people when I couldn't save you. I guess that's why I gave up being a superhero for a while. Why should I try saving others when I couldn't save the girl who meant the most. The girl I loved. The girl I still and always will love. Look, I guess I'm getting off track. I just wanted a way to say goodbye. I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on, but maybe this is a start to that. I don't know if you're watching me write this now, but if you are I want you to know you will always be my first love. No one will ever take that away.
Love, Peter