Alice: I've been reborn!

Emily: Pretty much, she deleted all the stories she didn't like.

Alice: And now I'm going to publish stories that I will work my butt off on.

Emily: So yeah. She's been reborn.

Alice: Well, I hope you enjoy.

Title: My First Kiss

Summary: My first kiss went a little like this: "Johan, are you drunk?" "Juuuuudaiiiiii," he slurred, "let's have sex!"

Pairings: Spiritshipping.

My First Kiss

Part 1

When Johan first told me about the party he planned on arriving to, I immediately informed him that I wasn't planning on attending. I knew those types of parties only ended with tears, puke, or sex. Maybe even all three. So, when my blue haired friend heard my rejection, he pouted and tried to convince me to go. That's Johan for you.

His natural blue hair almost matched his teal eyes. His muscular form made anyone want to do him. Predictably, he was popular. Me, on the other hand, I'm not. I'm just plain old Yuki Judai. I have brown hair, brown eyes, a small, thin form, and I haven't even had my first kiss yet.

Sometimes I wonder how Johan and I are even friends. Who knows? Either way, what happened today wasn't exactly what I was expecting.

My brown cat, Kuribo, was lying on my lap as I pet her, watching TV. My living room was a bit boring with its red couch, brown walls, and wooden floors. My room consisted of mostly blue and emerald. Surprisingly, it reminded me of Johan sometimes. Then again, it's not my fault that my parents expected me to love the color blue.

My parents decided to go out tonight. They told me they wouldn't be back until much later. I sighed, a bit bored. Part of me regretted not going to that party. I bit my lip, trying to think of something I could do. That's when the doorbell rang. Kuribo leaped off my lap and hissed at the door making me roll my eyes. "Geez, Kuribo, it's just a person. You do this every time."

Naturally, I answered the door only to see Johan standing there with a sheepish grin. He smelled unnatural to me. HIs usual scent wasn't there. Instead, it was replaced by some rather disgusting smell that I nearly cringed at. He walked in my house, grinning. "Hi Judai~!"

"Um… hi?" I blinked. Usually, he called me Yuki. "What are you doing here?"

"I got bored!" he giggled, twirling around. I raised an eyebrow before grabbing his arm, stopping him in his tracks. A smirk planted itself on his lips but only for half a second. That's when he grinned and pushed me. I gasped as I fell down onto the couch, hitting the soft, red cushion beneath me. Before I knew it, he was crawling on me, straddling my waist. I blinked in confusion as he leaned down, smirking again. He whispered seductively, "Judai."

That's when I realized it. "Johan, are you drunk?"

"Juuuudaiiiii," he slurred. "Let's have sex!"

"Yep," I mumbled. "You're drunk."

Johan didn't like me like that nor did I like him like that. He must be drunk if he's saying such strange things to question our friendship. He giggled, his hand cupping my cheek. His thumb traced my lips as he continued to smile. My face began to heat up. He… he wasn't seriously thinking about having sex with me? I haven't even had my first kiss yet! I squirmed under his body. "J-Johan…"

"Cute," he whispered. "Now let's hear you scream my name."

His hand cupped my groin as he smirked, beginning to rub. "You're too soft, Judai. Let's fix that."

"J-Johan!" I let out a tiny moan. "W-what are you… stop!"

He giggled as he removed his hand. "Alright. I'll stop. At least, when I'm finished I will."

That's when he kissed me. He smashed his lips against mine, pealing my lips open with his tongue. He roamed my mouth. He tasted like beer and punch with his own taste in the mix. My mind froze in response. This… this was my first kiss! Thoughts of pushing him off ran through my mind, to bite his tongue so hard that he would run out. Yet, strangely, I didn't. I must have been in too much of a shock to actually do anything of the sort. His hands slowly left my cheek. His hands slowly crawled under my shirt, gracefully touching every part of me. Until he reached my nipple. I let out a gasp, making him stop the kiss.

"You like this, Judai," he smirked.

"N-no!" I nearly shouted, gasping. He smirked and tore off my shirt in one quick motion. I shivered. His mouth began to attack my nipple, his tongue rolling in circles as he began to rub my groin, which was getting harder by the moment. Pleasure built up inside of me, letting me know that this was wrong yet right.

"Just give in, Judai," he whispered. "Give into me."

And I did.

He pounded into me. He ravished me. He touched every place he could, reminding me that this was "his". I continued to gasp and moan in pleasure, but the back of my mind refused to let me go. It reminded me Johan was only my friend. I didn't like him like that, and he didn't like me like that. He was drunk. He didn't know what he was doing. Then… why didn't I resist?

"JOHAN!" I screamed as we both released. He smiled only to collapse on me, whispering in my ear.

"I've always loved you, Judai," he whispered before closing his teal eyes. My eyes widened as I stared at him only to blush a bit. Closing my eyes, I decided to rest as well.

"Night, Johan," I yawned, and I fell into the dark abyss of sleep.

The next morning, Johan didn't wake up beside me.

Alice: Should we continue?

Emily: Should we make it a two-shot or a story?

Alice: I hope you guys enjoyed! I didn't know how to write a lemon, so I decided to stick with this.

Emily: Review please!