Ipod Shuffle, Alec.
Just some random things I came up with whilst listening to my iPod. They're short, because I did them in the amount of time it took the song to play :) They're all in Alec's point of view, except for the first one.
Tied together with a smile - Taylor Swift
I know really, that you're upset. You wait until you think everyone is asleep, then you cry. I can hear you, night after night. But you still smile. How can you still smile, day after day, when you're breaking down inside? I know how much you hurt, I know how lonely you're feeling. You just want him to love you, but he never will. It's imposible, and I know it kills you inside. It's wearing you down, I can feel it. Every night, you cry just a little longer. Every day, you hide in your room a little more. Every day, your smile fades away just a bit more. No matter how much you try to conceal it, I can feel you coming undone.
Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park
I've been having these nightmares lately. I'm gone, I'm dead, but you don't care. It terrifies me. Please, Magnus, promise you'll never forget me. Promise you'll keep these memories forever in your heart. I know I'm not perfect, but I loved you, and that's should count for something. Forget the bad things I've done, all the arguements, all the petty names we've called each other. It is so horrible, knowing that I'm going to die one day, when you're going to live forever. Please promise me, that when you're feeling cold and alone, you'll remember me and all the happy memories we created together. Please, Magnus, remember me.
Here I stand - Madina Lake
I'm waiting here, terrified. I know that you're going to leave me. You're going to break my heart. What am I going to do? My life is nothing without you, it's empty. I'll be here, but my heart will be gone. I can't breathe without you, I'm not strong enough. I'm nothing. I wish I could be strong. Anyone but me would be strong enough, but I'm too weak.
I return to the institute alone and broken, pretending that I'm okay. Secretly, I wish they could see through my lies, understand the pain in my eyes. Instead, I pretend that I'm okay, that I'm still holding onto life. I guess I'll just have to cry, to suffer in silence.
Walls - All time Low
I want you to be happy with me. But I'm so scared you wont be, because I find it so hard to be myself. I hate these barriers I put up to hide the world away. I don't want them anymore. I may have needed them once, to protect myself, but now they are useless. I want to burn them, to break them down. I want to be free to be myself. I want to be able to feel, to be able to fall in love with you. I know I can, I just need your help. But no matter what it takes I will break these walls down. I will allow myself to fall in love with you.
One shot - JLS
You are amazing. I really want to tell you how I feel, but I'm so scared. I have been gathering up my courage, but I still can't tell you. I'm worried that my chance is dissapearing, I couldn't stand it if you found someone else. I know I might as well tell you, for if it goes wrong I will never have to see you again. Yet I'm so shy .But that time when I saw you in the park, I knew it was my chance. I didn't know if i was going to get another attempt, so I forced myself to talk to you, to admit my feelings for you. I didn't know how you felt about me, but I thought I might as well try. As it turns out, there was nothing to worry about.