I never meant to be nuisance or to make you unhappy. I can't help it, the world in my eyes was always cloudy, and the sky was always grey. I hadn't seen the sun for awhile or a star in the dark sky. I did see a star when I look in your eyes, a twinkly bright blue, like mine and mummy's eyes used to be.

I miss you every day, but I wish you would have been Albus' friend too. We all like to watch you, daddy, mummy, Albus and me. I can see clearly now, and my smile is no longer vacant. I don't remember much, but I remember the warm smiles you gave me and how we feed the chickens and play in the back garden.

Albus misses you too, we are all proud of you. I know it's wrong to say, but I can't wait until you get here, its lovely here. The sun always shines during the day and the stars are bright too. But no star can ever match the twinkly blue stars in your eyes. They kept me the sanest I could be, and the stars at night shine for you.