Alliances:
THUNDERCLAN
LEADER- DAPPLESTAR- TAWNEY SHE-CAT WITH DARK BROWN SPECKS IN HER FUR
DEPUTY- BRAMBLETHORN- DARK BROWN TOM WITH BLACK AND GOLDEN STRIPES
MED. CAT-PETALSTEP- LIGHT GRAY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
APPRENTICE, WINDSTREAK- WHITE TOM WITH DARK GRAY TABBY STRIPES
WARRIORS
FERNCLAW- GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
CLOUDNOSE- WHJITE TOM WITH AMBER EYES
FIREPELT- GINGER TOM WITH GREEN EYES
SHADOWFEATHER- BLACK SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
RAINFUR- BLUE/GRAY TOM WITH GREEN EYES
STONEROAR- LARGE GRAY TOM WITH A THUNDEROUS BATTLECRY
JAYFLIGHT- BLUE/GRAY TOM WITH WHITE PAWS
WETWHISKER- WHITE TOM WITH SMALL GRAY PATCHES ON FACE AND BACK
SWIFTMOUSE-LITTLE BROWN SHE-CAT WITH YELLOW EYES
SEDGEFOOT- GRAYISH BROWN TOM WITH CREAM PAWS AND UNDERBELLY
RUSHBELLY- TAWNY TOM
LILYSTREAM- FIERCE WHITE SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
BLOSSOMCLAW- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH LIGHT GRAY PATCHES
ECHOWIND- BLACK SHE-CAT WITH WHITE PAWS AND CHEST
PEACHFROST- CREAM SHE-CAT WITH FROSTY GREEN EYES
NETTLELEAF- LIGHT BROWN TABBY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
APPLECLOUD- LIGHT GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT WITH BRIGHT AMBER EYES
IVYPELT- BLACK SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
APPRENTICES
OAKPAW- BROWN TOM WITH YELLOW EYES
BADGERPAW- WHITE TOM WITH BLACK PATCHES AND BLUE EYES
DOVEPAW- CREAMY WHITE SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
HONEYPAW- CREAMY GOLDEN SHE-CAT WITH AMBER EYES
QUEENS
FEATHERSTEP- BLACK SHE-CAT WITH PALE GREAY/GREEN EYES
KITS: BREEZEKIT- BLACK TOM WITH GREEN EYES, DAWNKIT- TORTOISESHELL SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
ICE BERRY- PURE WHITE SHE-CAT WITH BLUE EYES
KITS: FROZENKIT- SMALL WHITE SHE-CAT WITH PALE BLUISH GRAY EYES, BLUEKIT- BLUEISH GRAY TOM WITH BLUE EYES, BLIZZARDKIT- FLUFFY WHITE SHE-CAT WITH LONGER FUR AND BLUE EYES
LAKEBREEZE- DARK GRAY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
KITS: TIGERKIT- BLACK TABBY TOM WITH WHITE PAWS, CHEST, AND UNDERBELLY, WILLOWKIT- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH LIGHT GRAY TABBY PATCHES
ELDERS
PARSLEYFUR- FADED TORTISHELL SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
HEATHERBREEZE-GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT
RIVERCLAN
LEADER- RIPPLESTAR: BULKY GRAY TABBY TOM
DEPUTY-TAWNEYFOOT: BROWN TABBY SHE-CAT WITH WHITE PAWS AND GREEN EYES
MEDICINE CAT-BUMBLEFLOWER: LIGHT GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT
APPRENTICE, LOUDPAW
WARRIORS
TOADSPRING- TAN TOM WITH DARK BROWN STRIPES
FEATHERLIGHT- LIGHT GRAY SHE-CAT
TROUTSPLASH- BROWN TABBY TOM WITH AMBER EYES
MINNOWPOOL- DARK GRAY SHE-CAT WITH LIGHT YELLOW EYES
SILVERFISH- SILVER TABBY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
PLUMCLOUD- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH INDIGOISH BLUE EYES
SUNDROP-YELLOWISH GINGER TOM WITH AMBER EYES
APPRENTICE, BRAMBLEPAW
REEDPELT- BROWN MOTTLED TOM WITH WHITE PAWS
APPRENTICE, SKYPAW
WHITEFEATHER- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH YELLOW EYES
APPRENTICE, CLOUDPAW
LIONTUFT- LIGHT GINGER TOM WITH LONGER FUR AROUND HIS EARS
SNOWCLAW- WHITE TOM WITH BLUE EYES
APPRENTICE, BEETLEPAW
THUNDERHEART- HUGE, KIND GINGER TABBY TOM WITH WHITE PAWS AND UNDERBELLY
APPRENTICE, BRINDLEPAW
LIGHTNINGSTRIKE- HANDSOM GINGER TOM, VERY AGGRESSIVE IN BATTLE
ASHTHROAT- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH A WHITE SPLOTCH ON HER THROAT
APPRNTICES
PEBBLEPAW- LIGHT GRAY SHE-CAT WITH DARKER STRIPES
MISTYPAW- LIGHT GRAY SHE-CAT
BEETLEPAW- TAN TOM WITH DARK BROWN STRIPES AND ONE WHITE PAW
SKYPAW- TORTISESHELL SHE-CAT WITH LIGHT BLUE EYES
LOUDPAW- TAN TOM WITH LIGHT TABBY STRIPES AND AMBER EYES
BRAMBLEPAW- GINGER SHE-CAT WITH DARK BROWNISH TABBY STRIPES
QUEENS
MEADOWBREEZE- LIGHT GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT
KITS: CLOUDKIT- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH BLUE EYES, BRINDLEKIT- GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT WITH WHITE PAWS AND CHEST
ELDERS
MOONSHADE- GRAY SHE-CAT
SWEETPOPPY- SMALL GRAY SHE-CAT WITH A GRAYING MUZZLE
WINDCLAN
LEADER: RUSSETSTAR- TAWNEY TOM WITH GREEN EYES
DEPUTY: GRAYHAWK- GRAY TOM
MEDICINE CAT: BRIGHTWING- BRIGHT GINGER SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
WARRIORS
LEOPARDNOSE- BLACK SHE-CAT WITH AMBER EYES
GRASSWHISKER- GRAY TABBY TOM WITH GREEEN EYES
GORSEFLOWER- GOLDEN SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES (EXPECTING….)
STORMWHISKER- GRAY TOM WITH WHITE PAWS
DARKCLAW- BLACK TOM WITH YELLOW
BRINDLEFUR- GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT WITH WHITE CHEST
BRIARNOSE- SMALL BROWN SHE-CAT
WHITEWHISKER- WHITE TOM
HEATHERSHINE- LIGHT GRAY SHE-CAT
EMBERBLAZE- REDDISH GINGER TOM WITH WHITE PAWS
APPRENTICES
STONEPAW- DARK GREY TOM WITH WHITE PAWS
FEATHERPAW- SILKY GRAY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
QUEENS
GOLDENPETAL- GOLDEN TABBY SHE-CAT
KIT: RAGGEDKIT- BROWNISH GINGER TOM WITH A RUFFLED, MESSY PELT AND BLUE EYES
FURZEHEART- BROWN TABBY SHE-CAT WITH BLUE EYES
BRAVEKIT- DARK BROWN TABBY TOM WITH A WHITE TAIL-TIP, HAREKIT- LIGHT BROWN MOTTLED TOM WITH AMBER EYES
GRAYFERN- GRAY TABBY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
KITS: SPOTTEDKIT- TORTOISESHELL SHE-CAT WITH WHITE PAWS, RUNNINGKIT-WHITE AND TORTISESHELL SHE-CAT WITH YELLOW EYES
ELDERS
SUNWING- LIGHT GINGER TABBY SHE-CAT WITH BLUE EYES
SHADOWCLAN
LEADER: FOXSTAR- LARGE REDDISH GINGER TOM WITH WHITE PAWS AND TAIL TIP
DEPUTY: SCORCHPELT- TORTISHELL SHE-CAT WITH AMBER EYES
MEDICINE CAT- MINTLEAF- SHORT HAIRED WHITE SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
WARRIORS
NIGHTWILLOW- BLACK TOM WITH A BROWNISH STRIPE DOWN HIS BACK
PINECLAW- BROWN TABBY TOM
HOLLOWBELLY- GINGER TOM WITH AMBER EYES AND WHITE PAWS
POUNCETAIL- WHITE TOM WITH BLACK PATCHES AND A BLACK TABBY STRIPED TAIL
SHADESTRIPE- DARK TABBY SHE-CAT WITH WHITE PAWS
APPRENTICE, SORRELPAW
SQUIRRELFANG- GINGER SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
MOLEWHISKER- GRAYISH BROWN TOM WITH AMBER EYES
OWLFUR- LIGHT BROWN TABBY TOM WITH WHITE PAWS AND CHEST
APPRENTICE, KRESTLEPAW
SNAKETOOTH- GRAY TABBY TOM WITH GREEN EYES
APPRENTICE, LARCHPAW
DARKSPOTS- BLACK TOM WITH BROWN SPOTS ON HIS FUR
SWALLOWNOSE- STUCK UP LIGHT GRAY SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
ANTPELT- GINGER TOM
CINDERDUST- GRAY SHE-CAT WITH AMBER EYES
APPRENITCES
HOLLYPAW- BROWN TABBY SHE-CAT WITH AMBER EYES
FROSTPAW- WHITE SHE-CAT WITH AMBER EYES
SILVERPAW- SILVER TABBY SHE-CAT WITH BLUE EYES
QUEENS
MOUSETAIL- MUSKY BROWN SHE-CAT WITH YELLOW EYES
KITS: LARCHKIT- BLACK TOM WITH AMBER EYES, HAILKIT- WHITE TOM WITH AMBER EYES
AMBERSPLASH- BRIGHT YELLOW SHE-CAT WITH GREEN EYES
KITS: SORRELKIT- BROWN TABBY SHE-CAT, KESTRELKIT- MOTTLED BROWN TOM WITH GREEN EYES
Prologue
Long, tough strands of grass hung over their small makeshift den. The smell of heather drifted in the air, but it was overpowered by the smell of warm milk.
Two tiny shapes lay at a small brown she-cat's belly. The smallest, a tiny brown she-cat, was curled up close to her mother's soft fur. The other, a lithe brown tom, almost identical to the she-cat, was suckling vigorously. They both looked just like her.
She looked over at the gray tom, and father of her kits, as he picked up the cold body of a tiny gray tabby tom, and watched as the tall grass swayed behind him. Her heart ached to see him take her kit away, but knew it would be no better off where the other two were going.
She hadn't told him yet. She didn't want to, since she still was regretting the decision that she had already made.
She waited for him to come back. It seemed like moons before his smell came in range of the den. She let out a sigh of relief as he pushed his way through the grass.
"Don't worry. I buried him deep so that any foxes won't be able to dig him up" he mewed, his voice drained. He padded over and sat above his small family. She looked deep into his eyes, wondering what he thought about their kits.
She had seen what the other fathers in the Clan had looked like when they saw their new-born kits. Pride glowed in their eyes, radiated off their pelts. They bounced around the clan, telling every cat in the forest about them. But her mate, the father of her kits, showed no expression now.
"Flint, aren't they just wonderful?", she asked, her voice cracking. She was worried what he would say. If he approved of them or not.
He nodded. His eyes seemed dull, almost bored. She wondered if her choice that she had made was the right one.
"What should we name them?" she asked. He shrugged his bulky shoulders. If he isn't going to put any thought into their names, then don't let him name them! Her sister's voice rang in her head. That's exactly what she would say, she thought to herself.
When she told Brindlefur that she was pregnant with a barn cat's kits, she was furious. She didn't know who Flint was, no one in the clan did. He was one of the cats who lived in the old barn outside of WindClan territory, one that was past some twoleg dens.
She had met him one day when she was hunting near the horseplace. He was visiting his sister Cream, who lived there with her mate Stripes. She saw him many times after that, but when he went back to his own barn, they had only met up once every moon.
Now she racked her mind for a good name for the little she-cat. "Kits are a gift from starclan", her mother used to say. "Omen" she blurted out. Flint's eyes flashed for a moment, as if surprised to hear her voice, but quickly returned to their dull state. "The she-cat's name is Omen." He didn't question her, only nodded.
"You name the tom" she urged him to be the tiniest bit enthusiastic. Fury surged through her when he didn't say anything. "Why don't you like Whitewhiskser? He was telling everyone at the gathering about how you saved Grasskit the other day from a hawk!" Brindlefur had said that to her when they were just made warriors. Later that spring, he had asked her to be his mate, but she had refused, since she was already seeing Flint.
Now she wished that he was her kit's father, and that she didn't have to make such a hard decision.
"Spider" she was startled at the sound of her mate's, no, ex-mate's, voice.
"You want to name him Spider?" she asked. He only nodded. "Okay. Spider it is." She looked down at him. He had long legs already, so the name suited him well.
"You wish that someone else was their mother" she blurted out, Frustratedly. It had been burning in the back of her mind, and she knew it was true.
For once, his eyes changed to another emotion. First it was shock, then guilt. Her mind flooded with memories of seeing him, their pelt's brushing together, spending several nights in the same makeshift den that they were in now. He looked at his paws.
"Oh, Briarnose, you know that I loved you . . . it's just that, when I first met you, I was in such a deep love. But then . . . we didn't see each other as much, and Mitzi, she was so kind, so sweet, and when she found out about your kits, she wasn't mad at all, but happy" he said quickly. "And that's when I realized that I loved her" he mumbled quietly.
She swallowed the cobnut stuck in the back of her throat. She was hurt, that was for sure, but she didn't know whether or not she was angry.
Now she knew that she had made the right decision.
She stood up, shook out her pelt, and moved over, away from her kits. "What are you doing" he asked her, looking up at the sound of rustling grass.
"I can't live with the memories of you suckling from me, Flint. I knew from the minute I found out about them that I wasn't going to keep them. Cats would find out, and I have dishonored the Warrior Code by having your kits. They would live a life of accusations and blame. Half-Clan cats are not welcome in WindClan, and we are too cold hearted to even think about being an impure clan." she ranted. Giving her chest a few licks, she fought the urge to take back her words and bring the kits back with her.
She knew that life as a barn cat was no pleasure, not the same as being a Clan cat, but that is what they were destined for. "Good bye Flint, take care of our kits" she mewed. She leaned down and licked them both on their soft pelts. "Good bye, loves" she whispered, and then started her way back home.
But before she made it past the wall of heather and grass, she turned back to her old mate. "I want Mitzi to raise them as her own, and have them think that she is their one and only mother" she mewed, and then turned tail and ran.
