The only thing I have left

Warning spoilers from season 2 episode three.

It was dark out, we had just escaped from carvers group.

But not everyone made it.

Alvin was dead, after being brutally beaten by carver and sacrificing him self to buy me some time so I could escape from his office after turning on the PA system. Carlos was shot through the neck and devoured by walkers as Sarah watched and screamed in horror as she ran off into the horde of walkers. and theirs sarita, she was bitten on her right arm, so I cut it off in an attempt to save her, but it didn't work.

She bled out before she could take two steps and she was consumed by walkers in an instant.

And the only thing I could do was run.

I was able to catch up to half of the group, only Kenny, Rebecca, Jane, Bonnie and mike.

So the only people we were missing were, Nick,Luke and sarah.

Kenny already knew Sarita was dead. He looked so empty and miserable, I wish I was one to take the blame for that radio and maybe kenny wouldn't have lost his eye to carver, he didn't deserve all of that, but if I did take the blame for the radio, then kenny wouldn't forgive him self, and I could have died, no telling what carver would have done to me.

Him and lee always had there differences, but lee was always there for him, and kenny was always there for me, even if he was mad at me, he would't show it.

Ever since I found that he was alive, I felt a little piece of my heart being put back.

I know he cares about me, he always tries to protect me, just like lee always did. He wasn't trying to take his place, the only thing he ever wanted to do was try to rebuild and some how have a family again.

I knew he wasn't stable, hell. he tries his best though.

If he didn't have me around, I don't think he would still be alive by now, even without sarita.

I still blamed my self for lee's death, but kenny told me he made a choice, just like everyone else did. but if I didn't go to look for my parent,then he would still be alive and handcuffed to a heater in the middle of savanna with a bullet in his head.

We were miles out of the horde of walkers, when we stopped to catch a breath I turned to kenny with tears in my eyes.

"This is my fault" I whispered.

Kenny looked down at me with his one good eye and said to me softly.

"None of this is you're fault darlin, you did what you though was right, hell I would have done the same thing too save her"

He pulled me into a hugged as he gently stroked my pigtails, and rubbing my back to comfort me, great now I'm acting like sarah, I'm so use to seeing everyone die around me, but today was just one of those days where everything goes straight to hell.

"I'm not gonna let nothing happen to you, I'll keep you safe" he said

"That was one of the last things lee said to me before.."

Kenny cut me off and hugged me again and whispered.

"You're the only thing I have left clem" he said with fear. "I'll give up my own life just to keep you safe".

For once in my life, after almost two years without lee or my parents, I felt loved.

He's been through alot, and like mike said, he was one tough bastard.

I know this is kinda stupid and corny, but I wanted to write this because I feel like kenny has nothing left but clementine in his life now, I mean we all know sarita is a goner and the only thing we can do is sit and wait to see what telltale has up there sleeve for episode four.