Bella's POV
I sit on the bed looking at the pregnancy stick in my hands as I break down crying. Not pregnant. Negative. No baby. As this information sinks in to my head I tighten my hold on the stick as disappointment and sadness sink in. Me and Edward, my husband have been trying to conceive a child for the past three months but have been unsuccessful. I don't know if I'm the problem or if it's Edward. But I'm going to find out. I pick up my cell phone and make a call to my OBGYN and schedule an appointment for next week.
Test after test comes back negative and ever test destroys a little part of me more and more. And I know that it hurts Edward too everytime the test comes back negative. And everytime Edward wraps his arms around me and comforts me saying that there's always next time and that we can keep trying.
I throw the pregnancy stick and box and instructions in the trash before I bag up the trash and take it out to the trash can outside so Edward won't be able to see it. I go into the bathroom and wash my face so that Edward won't be able to notice that I've been crying. I want to know what's going on with me before I talk to Edward about it.
Me and Edward have only been married for five months and yes it's a very short time but we love each other and have known each other for years before getting married. Me and Edward were friends up until after high school graduation when we went our separate ways and separate colleges. Edward went to Harvard and I went to Stanford then six years later we became friends all over again when we both came back home to settle down.
We both dated other people and were friends until five and a half months ago when we both admitted our feelings for each other and decided to start dating. A half a month later we decided that we wasted enough time and we loved each other and took the plunge. We were married in Las Vegas with Edward's parents and my parents and Edward's cousins, Alice, Emma, and Anthony were our witnesses. That was the happiest day of both of our lives and now I'm worried that I can't give Edward what we both want so bad, what would make our lives complete, a baby, our baby.