I hate my king and yet...

Make the noises I had desired to hear so long, allowing my hands to roam your firm and scarred torso as I take everything in and shudders at your familiar scent.

'Hurry up, Lance…'

A ear of mine flickered to your pleading voice that made the adorable noises as my crimson eyes rose up to your face and the beautiful emeralds eyes that twisted and changed your expression as if you can't settle on it to show me how you felt.

Only if you knew how much I love you and yet, I hate you with all my heart.

Then you almost choked me, slamming your hungry lips against mine as I shuddered and groaned when you pried my lips apart then almost devoured me inside.

It always happened like this.

I would feel him up for a while then the king would take completely control over me and then…We were on the floor.

We didn't know how we came to this but we didn't care as we grind our bodies against each other and wrestled with our tongues, trying to win the battle as we rolled a bit and produced noises we never thought we could had made…

I truly hate my king.

Yet I was in love with the azure hedgehog….

Then he would pick me up, wrapping my legs around his waist with his hands impatiently and quick. I obeyed like an loyal knight his king as we moved slowly to get more comfortable on the bed and the desire to get even more intimate was stronger.

Just a few moments and he would whisper little love whispers to my ear that only I could hear and shall not repeat it….Then it was on as we groaned and gasped under the protective sheets that clung on our now damp bodies.

Then after few hours, it was done and we were tangled up into each other…I had been dreading the moment where Sonic, my king will tell me to leave and pretend this never happened. Like always…

There was no pillow talk or even exchange of words to make small talk.

The azure hedgehog looked at me with his chaos to be damned emeralds eyes and whispered quietly."You should go before it's morning." Then I got out of his embrace slowly, feeling cold inside now as I nodded to his order.

No matter how badly I wanted to stay with him, I had to obey my king and leave.

I truly hate him all with my heart as I felt his eyes on me when I began to put my knightly gear on and I refused to look at him but faced the wall with tears fighting to slide down.

But I refused to allow it.

I am the knight of my king.

I am Lancelot, the knight that never cried.

I then then slide the visor down to cover the emotions in my eyes and turned to face Sonic as if nothing had happened few hours ago then bowed deeply.

"Good night, my king. Sweet dreams."

There was no answer from the king that was already sleeping in the bed.

Then it ended our time together like always and I left the king all alone in the bed as I gritted my teeth and forced myself to be calm.

I truly hate my king.

All with my heart.