Hello everyone! This be Talcen. So just so you all know this is my first fanfic, so please try to be nice when you review. Well I hope you enjoy it! Bye for now.

I always hated it here. The sound of little children screaming, the horrid teachers, and worst of all the damned headmaster Rodger. There was only one good thing about the Wammy house. His name is L. He has short black, untidy hair and beautiful grey eyes. He looks and sounds like an angel. I know that I shouldn't have these thoughts of him, but I can't help it. He's just too beautiful, and one of these days he will be mine.

*five years later*

I hide in his closet, waiting for him. I know this wrong, but just don't want him anymore. I need him now. He's all that I can think about. He's driving me insane. I'm going to do the same thing to him. I hear footsteps outside his bedroom door, and the sound of the door being pulled open. I have to bite my lip to contain myself, so that I don't make a foolish mistake. One that would cost me. I hear the door close, and L walk towards his bed. I hear the bed creak and I know that he has laid down. I peak around the corner of the closet door carefully and I see him laying peacefully, staring up at the ceiling. He suddenly gets up and locks his door, then turns out the light, and finally lays back down. Perfect.

I wait until I hear the steady deep breathes that indicate sleep before I come out of the closet. I walk over to his bed silently, and sit next to him. I begin to reach for his unmentionables, but stop. I can't do it. I just can't do this to him; he's just too innocent, too angelic for me to violate him. I start to get up to leave, but I feel his hand wrap around my wrist.
"Don't leave." he whispers. I turn and look at him. His eyes are open and he is staring straight at me. He pulls me closer to himself, then wraps his arms around me. He kisses me, and I feel myself losing my grip on what little bit of sanity I have left.
I kiss him back and wrap myself around him. He licks my lips and I let out a gasp, he takes advantage of this and slips his tongue into my mouth. I can feel his tongue exploring the inner reaches of my mouth, and I let him. I do not resist for this is what I want. For him to lose his sanity over me, for him to want me, to need me. I also explore his mouth with my own tongue. I feel him slide his hand under my shirt and remove it. I remove his and press my body against his.

I can't remember much of what happens next, but I'll tell you what I do remember. I remember the sound of zippers being unzipped, and of feeling something hard and moist and sticky pressed against me. I remember a horrible, yet wonderful pain, and the feeling of L's warm moist lips pressed against my skin. I remember moaning, both from me and him. What I remember most of all though is what he said to me. The words "I love you". I will never forget them. Even now as I sit here in this empty prison cell all alone. I still can hear him say those words in my mind. I just wish I could hear him say them again aloud, but he can't. Not any more all thanks to Raito Yagami, who took L away from me, and took away my dignity. Because of Yagami I have lost what little was left of my mind. Because of Yagami, L is dead, and so am I.