A/N: Hey. This is my new profile. I am SVUsister now going under this name. this is an old story I wrote but it had some much needed work, so I fixed it up a little bit. I need a beta reader any taker. Just message me please. I said I would update. It took a long time , but I still did it. J

Disclaimer: I own none of the characters of law&order SVU. Would I want to own them? Yes, but I can't so I made up my own people. Introducing-(Lou Mitchell, Derrick Sprangs, and Neaten Long).

" You have right to remain silent. Any thing you say or do can and will be held against you in the court of law. You-" I said reading Lou Mitchell's his Miranda right when he so boldly interrupted me, by mimicking my words.

" I have the right to an attorney," Lou said with a hint of amusement in his voice." I know my damn rights."

I cleared my throat picking up where he left off, " if you can not afford one. One will be a pointed to you. Do understand your rights? If you do not understand your rights I will have the arresting officer read you your rights."

"I told you that I know my Damn rights, but I got some rights for you, you have the right to suck my-"He was cut off by Elliot hitting his head on the car door.

"Ops.. watch your head." Elliot voiced with false concern for the perp of several rapes committed in the Manhattan area. The squad had gotten lucky, or so they thought, but the real reason they had finally caught Lou was because he wanted them too. Huang had said that this guy was twisted. Unlike most of the perps the team had caught, this one guy, he was different. He didn't try to hide his work he broadcasted his work for all the world to see. He wanted to get caught, he wanted the public to fear his name and to shiver when they saw his picture or read about him in the morning paper.

Elliot and I had waited for a while before we entered the interrogation room. This guy was sick , he raped and brutalized several women. I lost count at 6,7, or 8. God knows how many more women he has tortured. He would rape and beat his victims. Then after the worse part was over he would humiliate them by making them pose for pictures, so he could send them to the news company. He tell them that it was there fault that they asked for it. The clothing they would wear or the way they would look at him. He would say they wanted it just as much as he did. Huang said that it was because he wanted everyone to know of him and what he could do.

Elliot was the first to enter the room. I was a little hesitant because of what he did to me and those women, but worst of all no one knows what he did to me. Elliot's voice pulled me out of my on going thoughts. " Liv are you okay?" I looked at him with a puzzled stare in my eyes. I must have been there for a moment to make him so concern.

" ...Yea." I said acting as if I didn't just wonder off into lala land thinking of that night. He just stared at me. Unable to further interrogate me because we had to question the perp, we enter the room first him then I.

"Oh! How nice of you guys to join me! I was starting to get little lonely." He paused for a moment and looked directly at me. He had been in the interrogation room almost an hour. He hadn't made a request for a lawyer. He just simply said that he wouldn't speak to anyone but New York's finest detectives. He was messing with our heads.

"Olivia , I can call you Olivia right," The room fell quite as all the attention faced to me. I must have got caught up in my thoughts and took to long to answer cause he just continued what he was saying. " Anyways, Olivia how are you feeling?"

" Screw you." was all I could say, because I knew what he was referring to. Flash backs were beginning to creep into my head once again. His voice brought me out of my train of thought.

"No problem detective." he said with a smug grin while looking me up and down. I hate that he got under my skin. I had to gain control before I lost my temper. He made me angry , he made me scared , he took something from me, and for that I hated him. I wanted him to rot in jail and burn. I had a crazy look in my eyes I was loosing control and about to snap when Elliot's voice returned my authority and my sense of reality.

" Cut the bullshit, and tell us everything Lou." Elliot said. He leaned on the table next to Lou to show power. I thanked him for that because it made it easier for me to do my job.

" Why should I Elliot?" He said laughing at the sound of his name. " I have my own questions to ask? Let's start with-" he was cut off by Elliot slamming his fist into the table.

" Stop screwing around Lou! Look, either way we caught you, so your going to jail. Evidence proves it was you. As soon as the DNA comes back positive I will personally take you to prison. So either tell me something that is of use or me and my partner are going to walk out of here." Elliot was being to become very annoyed. He didn't like for the perps to play around as if this were some game. " Face it we got everything you've ever done."

" Not every thing. . . ." Lou said looking up from the floor. I knew what he was talking about and that everything was about to get out of control right in front of me.

"What does that mean you little prick?" Elliot said with an annoyed look on his face.

" Well I guess you will just have to find that out, now want you?" Lou said with a sly grin.

" If you think that this is going to delay your sentence, well think again?" Elliot said returning the grin that Lou gave him, which pissed Lou off.

" If you want to know then ask Olivia...she knows what I'm talking about." As of that moment I felt all the attention in the room and on the other side of the window turned to me.

" Liv. . .what is he talking about?" Elliot said in almost a whisper. I could see the anger and concern in his eyes. I couldn't hold back the tears. I had to tell someone but not like this. In that very moment, Captain Creagen opened the door with a officer.

" Get him out of here..." Creagen said, Looking at me the whole time. He looked sad, confused, and mad. He had a mask of emotions on his face.

" Yes Sir Captain." With that the officer cuffed Lou. He got up laughing at the situation he just caused. He called back to Elliot, "Do you think this will delay my sentencing a little while longer?" Elliot completely ignored him.

" Okay, Olivia what is going on?" Creagen asked not knowing if he wanted to know the answer or not.

" I...I am so...sorry" I said between the tears. I knew I couldn't keep this to myself anymore. I had to tell them. All of them.

El's POV

Elliot walked over to Creagen and whispered " I think I should talk to her..." Creagen nodded and walked out of the room. " Olivia what happened?" I said in a painful whisper. Tears forming in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall I had to be strong. Strong for Olivia, she needed me right now. She needed all of us.

" I don't know where to start. . ." She had tears in her eyes.

" From the beginning." I simply said.

"Okay." she replies looking at the ground.

A/N: Okayyy!!! What do you guys think.. Are you liking this story or is it not going to work.. I do have another chapter that needs to be posted, but I got school tomorrow and here it is going on 12 o'clock.. So im going to head to bed.. J