I walked along the broke streets looking at the 'saved' world. How knew The School just wanted to get Itex out of the way to put their own plan into action. And I had helped the world crumble. I watched The Flock despairer, they left me, I was alone. After The School was done with me they had just tossed me aside, broken, crumbling, and lonely. The Flock had done the same to me, I don't know why I watch them from afar, making sure their safe and happy. Gazzy was the Jock and had all the girls after him. Angle was the straight A wonder, more beautiful every day. Nudge had hundreds of friends it seemed, and a boyfriend. Fang was still quiet, had a girlfriend, and was the lead guitarist in a band. Total and Iggy died a long time ago, and they didn't seem to care. And every last one of them displayed their wings proudly. Though they didn't seem to notice the destruction all around them, that the world was completely gray and lifeless, all they noticed were their own little worlds. Most of all they didn't notice me.
I am now a emotionless killer. Thats what I do I kill. I no longer feel guilt, I don't care if I feel physical pain. What I want to feel is an emotion of any kind, happiness or anger, but most of all I want to cry. Though tears, they never find me, I look for sadness, maybe if I'm close enough it will come to me. I want the tears to wash away the pain, thats what tears are for. They do not show weakness, they cleanse you. So, I look for them, because I know every thing will get a little better with each tear. Carrying away that ugly, emotionless shell that I'm hiding in. I just want cry.
A/U Do you want me to wright more? I just need one yes.