Disclaimer : I Do Not Own The Vampire Academy series Because richelle mead Does.

Authors notes: Hi I Am Brooke This Is My First Story SO Please Go Easy On Me. I Would Like To Dedicate This To Brandirandom21! She Got Me Into Writting Again!

I am an idiot! What was I thinking, Why Did I have to tell him? It would've just been easier to hide feelings. But O No I had to go and tell him.

"I love you," I said as we sat on my green bedspread. He Froze his emerald eyes looked at me in shock "I Can't I Just can't," he said standing up and leaving my room not once looking back at me. I let him go and when I realized he was gone I put my head in my hands and cried. I Cried Over A Boy,Again?

I sighed and wiped my eyes and decided to see what lissa was up to, I used the Bond and slipped in. I saw Christian lying on a couch stroking Lissa's hair. Lissa looked at him and sighed, Christian raised his eye brows at her. "What's wrong Liss?" he asked as he kissed her hand, "I... Well... I Love You" she mumbled burying her head into his chest. He laughed and she smacked him "It's Not funny" she whined." He sighed, "I Know I'm sorry but it's kinda cute when your nervous," he said with a smile. "Well Do You?" She asked sitting up looking at him. "Yes I Love You Too." She Smiled then kissed him, I felt nauseous, pulled out of her body and shook my head.

I Don't know how I ended up in the library, probably to find answers. I usually go to the church for that but considering Lissa and Christian were up there I didn't want to risk hearing them. I look down the isles "Nonfiction", "Fantasy," "Horror" Drama", I Go down one and pick up the book "Abel's Island" I sit down and flip threw it skimming the pages not really reading it. I hear the doors to the library open and look up but see no one, I shrug and continue reading hearing footsteps getting closer to me but I ignore them. "Can we talk?" I freeze Immediately, his voice was raspy and shaking.

I keep my eyes on the book and point to the chair next to me "Sure" I mumble, I hear him sit and I keep my eyes on the ground. "Please look at me?" he asked in a pleading voice that still cracked, the cracking broke my heart. I sighed, closed the book and looked at him. His emerald greens eyes pleading for forgivness, with tearstained cheeks,But Why would Adrian Ishkov the Rebel be crying? his brown shirt, jeans,and sneakers were soaked. I looked out the window and realized it was raining. So he came to the library in the rain to what, apologize? laugh at me? I was getting ahead of myself.

So I waited for him to speak one...two...three minutes later I tap my foot "WELL?" I accidentally yell at him and watch him flinch God I was a brat. He clears his throat and messes with his hands "I'm sorry," he whispers and I can barely hear him." What?" I ask not hearing him." I'm sorry... God I am SO Sorry... I'm sorry I left, I.. I'm sorry I did what I did I shouldn't have left you, I mean I know it must not have been easy to say that and I just left! I left you an-" I kissed him. Basically letting him know to be quiet. I pull away and put my forehead on his, he smiles "I love you " he whispers then kisses me when we pull away I smile "I know I love you too." I say pulling in for another kiss, this time it was like are lips were puzzles pieces that fit perfectly it was like nothing matter in that moment just me and him. When I finally pulled away he smiled "You're Amazing You know that?" "Yea I know" I say which makes him laugh and me smile. I close the book put it in one hand and grab Adrian's with the other and lead him to the cafeteria.

Please Please Please Review this Is my 1st story. I'm sorry it's short!