Warnings Needed: Attempted Suicide, Past Character Death Mention, and Abuse. That's it.. for now.
A/N: I was originally going to have this as a Future Chapter of Before The Falling too, but now I'm not so sure. So anyways, I've has this written for a weeks now, but tonight, with Leo Vs. Evil Fresh in my mind, I kinda figured this fanfic out along with other stories, the stories that have yet to be written and a re still in my mind at the moment, newly debugged anyways.
But yeah, onto the story and I love all of you lovely Readers/Fallen Angels.
And 2,018 words without the Author's Note.
Full Summary:
Breana Davenport. Even being the baby of the family, besides her Step- Brother, Leo, she had always been strong, being one of the bionics and having grown up with three brothers, but that all changed when she lost her older twin brother, Danny. Even his bionics couldn't save him from that car accident. Now, everything feels different. Too different, and her life is impossible without him. Marcus/Breana Angst/Romance/Hurt/Comfort. Attempted Suicide, Past Character Death, Abuse.
Chapter 1: Endings?: The Final Undoing
Breana started crying again as she looked at the picture of her, Danny, Adam, Bree, and Chase, her dad, Davenport, her mom, Amy, and Tasha and Leo on her dresser. It was all on them together, and missing Danny was too much for her. She's had enough of being without him, and she knew, this was her last night.
It was dark, late in the morning and Breana was the only one of them awake, everyone else had long gone to bed. She then went to her nightstand and pulled out the one thing she'd hidden: A razor blade, stolen from her dad a while back after Danny went away. Breana looked at it and knew what she was going to do. She pulled out a few pieces of paper after grabbing the bottle of pills she had, for her plan.
August 20th, 2012.
Dear mom, dad, Adam, Bree, Chase, Leo, and Tasha,
I'm so sorry to say this but, I can't live like this anymore. Not without Danny. My brother, I need him and it hurts too much to be without him. I'm miss you guys, but I promise I'll watch over you in Heaven with Danny. I know that's where he is, and given all, I'll be with him there as well.
Adam and Chase, you guys are my other brothers. I love you two so much it's unreal. But just, Danny not being here is something that won't change and I need to fix it. I love you, just remember that and it'll be ok.
Bree, oh my god, Bree. You're my one and only sister, and I love you so fucking much. You've helped me with boy problems, and also my bionics, like when I discovered my hidden ability. And we've helped each other. Even though we're not technically related, I so love you so much, you're my older sister.
Leo, you're my Step brother, and while I don't like that dad had to separate from mom, I'm glad to have a Step brother. You've made me laugh when I was sad, but now it's my time. I'll make sure to tell Danny a joke for you when I get up there.
Tasha, I love you, and you've become like a second mom to me in the last few months, and I'm grateful for that. Danny would have loved to be around you more, not just for those few months. And tell daddy it's not his fault when I'm gone.
Mommy, I love you so much and I.. I don't have anything else to say. You're my mother, and nothing, nothing this can change that. I'll tell Danny you love him and miss him, and I'll protect him for you like he used to for me.
Daddy, Like mom, I love you so much, and just, I'll miss you so much when I'm gone. But I'll watch over you, mom, Tasha, Leo and the rest. I promise. I've never let you down before and I'm so sorry for this.
Well, I need to go be with Danny and the angels now. I'm so sorry and I'll miss you all.
I never meant to hurt any of you, it's just my time.
Love,
Your dear sister and daughter,
Breana.
X
Breana was in absolute tears as she finished the note, and she knew, she needed to write notes for Kasie, Claire, Jesse, and Alison. And Marcus. Marcus, her one love. She wished she could stay for him, but she couldn't now. She was too far gone.
August 20th, 2012
Dear Kasie, Claire, Jesse, and Alison,
It's Breana, one of the new angels. I don't have anything to say now, I love you guys so much and you're four of the best friends I've ever, and will ever have.
I'm safe now, In the arms of Danny and the angels. Danny's my brother, and I need and miss him to much to stay.
Kasie, I'll talk to Danny for you, all of you four.
I have to go now, but I'll miss you all.
Love,
Your best friend forever and Always,
Breana
Xoxo
Breana cried even more and she got another piece of paper. It was almost time to do the deed.
August 20th, 2012
Dear Marcus,
I'm so, so sorry for this, but I have to let you know, I love you, really love you. I have sine I met you and I always will, even after I'm gone. I need to be an angel with Danny, but I'll watch over you.
It's my time, but remember that I do love you. Always. Always and Forever.
Love,
Your lovely angel,
Breana.
Xoxo my love.
Breana continued to cry as she finished that last note. She didn't' want to leave, but she had to, for Danny. Her one and only twin brother, who had to leave too soon for comfort.
She took three pills, and ran the razor blade across her wrists in multiple spots until till she was sure, and she began to fade as she felt her blood come out and drip onto the sheets.
Breana took more pills, and went to Danny's room, where she laid down on his floor, right next to his bed. His room was exactly how it was left after the accident. Tears ran down her face as she faded.
The finishing touch was, she had grabbed a rose from the vase in the hall, a red one. It laid across her chest in vain surrender, the thorns pricking her just enough.
"Danny! I'm coming for you, mon frère, mon seul et unique frère." She cried, as she took what would be her last breath. Her pulse weakened, and she went into what was going to be a long sleep. To never wake up again, so she could be an angel with Danny.
Breana cried as she fell into her sleep. "Danny, daddy, Chase… just let me go home with the Angels."
"Danny, je t'aime frère." Breana whispered, almost gone now.
Chase woke up to Breana's cries and went to her room, hoping he'd fine her there. He didn't just bloody sheets, a bloody razor and an overturned bottle of pills. He noticed the three notes lying by the bed, but he needed to fine Breana first.
He checked Danny's room, and there she was. Laying with bleeding wrists and a rose across her chest. Chase hated to see her like that, dying in vain.
He knew she missed Danny, but he'd never thought it would come to this. He gently took her in his arms, kissing her forehead and careful not to hurt her.
Chase ran down the hallway with Breana in his arms, shouting. She didn't even flinch or wake up, nothing. But Chase knew she was still with them for now. He heard the soft beating of her heat, and the weakened blaring of her pulse.
"Davenport, Tasha, someone, please wake up!" Chase shouted, banging on the doors of the various bedrooms.
"Chase, what's wrong?!" Davenport exclaimed as he ran out of his and Tasha's bedroom. Tasha had worked late, so she was on the couch in the living room.
"It'll Breana. She, S-he…" Chase stammered. Davenport let out a gasp in horror as he saw Breana's broken body settled in Chase's arm, unmoving.
"She did this?" Davenport asked quietly, taking his only biological daughter, his baby girl into his arms.
Chase nodded. "I heard her scream and after I woke up and checked her room. There was nothing there but blood on the sheets and a razor, and a bottle of pills with the lid screwed off. I finally found her in Danny's room like, this, on his floor next to the bed." Chase confessed, crying and frowning, starting to sob for his sister.
"What kind of pills were they?" Davenport asked, tears running down his face. "Oxycontin and Vicodin I believe, I was, and am too worried to think clearly." Chase explain ed.
"Oh, god…. Why?" Davenport trailed off. "Can you save her?" Chase asked softly.
"I can try." Davenport answered, walking down to the lab with Breana in his arms.
Meanwhile, Breana was gripping with unconsciousness and she saw a tunnel with light at the end of it. Danny came over to her, with wings and a partial, Halo, and Angel.
"Breana, why would you do this? You know I love you, but I'm still here even if you don't realize it." Danny confessed, kissing her forehead like he had always done.
"Because Danny, I miss you too much and I need you. You're my brother, older twin brother, and I much as I don't like to admit, I am your baby sister. You're the other half of me." Breana sobbed, looking into Danny's soft brown eyes. The same as their dads were.
"Look, it's ok, I promise. But you can't let go. Not now. Go back to mom, and dad, Adam, Bree, Chase, Leo, Tasha and our friends, let them know I'm okay, we're ok. It's ok, it's ok…" Danny repeated, speaking softly to Breana.
In reality, Breana faded from reality as Davenport place her on the hospital bed down in the lab. He stuck a breathing tube in her nose, an iv port in her right arm, and another iv port in her left arm. He injected several medications into her arms and neck. He hooked her up to a heart and pulse monitor, and oxygen, and things didn't look too well.
Chase watched somberly as Davenport hooked up a blood transfusion to the iv in her left arm, and a regular iv with medicine to the iv port in her right arm.
Davenport sighed as he finished, doing all her could and he banged all her cuts.
Chase cried on Davenport's shoulder. For himself, for the sister he was losing, for Danny, the brother he had already lost, and for their family. Davenport cried as well, holding Chase tightly. He was losing his daughter, and he had already lost his son, her twin. Neverless, he loved Chase like one of his own sons, but this, was something different and incomparable.
Chase walked over back to Breana's side, and thinking for a moment, he planted a kiss on her lips. He wasn't sure how much more than a brother he loved her, but he loved her and he hated seeing her how she was, broken, and without Danny by her side. She and Danny had been inseparable, and with him gone, it was something he couldn't place.
As Davenport looked over at Breana and Chase, he promised himself one thing. He would not let Breana die. He would do everything in his power to keep her alive now, even if it meant taking her to an actual hospital, something he dreaded as that could mean the bionics being exposed, and if that happened, Adam, Bree, Chase, and Breana as well, could be taken away form him. His four kiddos.
Breana. Davenport's only daughter, only biological daughter. Losing Danny hurt so much, and now, he couldn't bear the thought of loosing Breana as well.
Chase sat down on the bed next to Breana, and gently took her hand in his, squeezing it. "Breana… please wake up." He whispered, pleading.
"Hail Mary, forgive me…"
French Translations:
1. Danny! I'm coming for you, mon frère, mon seul et unique frère.- Danny, I'm coming for you, my brother, my one and only brother.
2. Danny, je t'aime frère.- Danny, I love you my brother.
