Reincarnation
There are religions that believe in reincarnation
None tell you what it really feels like
I can
To become a demon, you have to die
Your body must wither away into nothingness as a newer, stronger one takes its place
It hurts
To feel yourself die
Then, to be forced to stay in it
Until it has decayed completely
Still feeling everything that happens to it, but unable to do anything
It is intense pain
All of that which would normal take months
All crammed into the space of one moment
But none of this hurt
Nearly as bad
As when Sebastian
The only one I ever trusted
Tried to stop it
Only causing it to happen
Again