Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Law and Order SVU, but I do own Rebecca Turner and all the created characters.

Warning: There may be somewhat self-inflicted injuries and eating disorder material. Please read with caution.

Author's Note/Request: So this is the last book of the Rebecca Turner Series. I'm so excited! I think this might be the longest book of the series, but who knows.

So my request is for some help looking for an icon. It's a Casey icon from the episode "Game" when she's in the courtroom. I think it says something like "What? I'm sorry I can't hear you through the bullshit". I know it exists, and ever since i saw that episode I wanted it for my LJ default icon. The problem is that I've searching and haven't found it. If anyone has it or finds it on the internet, can you give me a link? I will name you the most amazing person ever and will credit you in my LJ. Thanks! :)

Read and Enjoy :)

-blueskies723

"Did you see Casey tear that girl apart in court today?" Rebecca asked her partner as they left the court house "The girl didn't want to say anything and yet Novak made her look guilty!"

"Isn't it obvious that she is guilty?"

"It is from our perspective, but what about the jury? They don't know anything, and Casey is making them think that she's guilty."

"She's usually very good at that..."

"Hey! Wait up!"

Fin and Rebecca turned around to see Munch running towards them.

"I see that you're getting your daily exercise."

"Your jokes aren't funny" Munch said "What do you think about the Verabin case?"

"Novak's going to make sure that the girl goes to jail for the rest of her life" Fin replied "We were just going to walk to the coffee place nearby. Do you want to come?"

"Sure, just don't say that my coffee tastes like dirt"

"We promise that we won't" Rebecca said with a smile on her face "Come on; let's go."

"I overheard that Alex Cabot might be taken out of the Witness Protection Program"

"What for?" Elliot asked. He was sitting at his desk while Olivia sat in hers.

"She's been abusing the power of the program by coming here too much."

"Isn't it obvious why?" Elliot asked.

Casey was nearby waiting for Rebecca to come back from talking to a suspect. She couldn't help but overhear the detective's conversation.

"It is obvious, but would Alex actually come back here to New York?" Olivia asked.

"It's possible. I'd love to have her back."

"Me too."

Hearing the conversation made Casey sick; how could they praise Alex even though she's not even in the state? She remembers when she first started here; no one liked her and it took awhile to gain everyone's trust and respect. She wondered if Alex had to do the same thing but before she could think, someone tapped Casey on the shoulder. She turned around and saw Rebecca.

"Hey, are you okay?"Rebecca asked as she walked by Casey, motioning her to follow. Casey followed Rebecca to her desk.

"I'm fine, why?"

"You looked like something was bothering you, that's all."

Casey watched Rebecca go through her desk to get her things. Both Casey and Rebecca were done for the day and their plans were to go shopping and have dinner. After a minute of searching for her cell phone, Rebecca grabbed it and shoved it in her pocket.

"All right, let's go."

Both woman were about to walk out of the squad room when Olivia got their attention.

"Hey, where are you two going?" she asked. Casey and Rebecca walked back over to Olivia and Elliot.

"We're done for the day and hanging out" Rebecca replied "I'd invite you to come along, but you still have work to do."

"Yeah, no kidding."

"Did you hear the news?" Elliot asked.

"What news?"

"Alex Cabot might be coming back"

"Elliot, you're an idiot! We heard a rumor that she might come back"

"That's interesting" Rebecca said as she nodded her head.

"I see that you're not a big fan" Elliot commented.

"She seems like a nice person, but she's a lousy ADA in my option" Rebecca said

"We should get going" Casey said quietly

"Casey's right. We're leaving! If you need me or Casey, just call my phone."

"We can do that" Olivia said "Have fun without me!"

Casey got home from hanging out with Rebecca. She had fun, but she was constantly frustrated at herself. She dropped the shopping bags on the bedroom floor and decided to change into some exercise clothes.

She walked out of the bedroom and went to the treadmill. She hasn't used it in awhile because of her busy schedule, but now Casey needed to make time for it. Casey got on the treadmill and started it a slow pace. She started to walk, but then she realized that the pace wasn't good enough so she went faster. She increased her speed by 5 miles per hour in 10 minutes and after an hour of running on the treadmill; Casey decided that it was enough.

But then when she saw her reflection in the full body mirror, she knew it wasn't enough. Just the sight of her body made her sick. Casey became angry and punched the mirror. What she didn't expect was when she punched through the glass, her hand started to bleed. She quickly ran into the bathroom and prayed that her hand didn't need any stitches.