What shall I write today journal? I know not what to write except I did the hardest thing a person like me should have to do. I left my true love. I told her I did want her and that I didn't love her anymore. But it was a lie. It was all a lie. She followed me but I out ran her. Hopefully the wolves will find her. She and Jacob will be happy together. I am no good for her. That's why I left. I didn't leave for the reasons I told her… I left to protect her… I left because I love her…

Edward wrote these words down hoping to ease the pain

"Maybe she will forget me." He said

"You know she won't" Alice told him.

"I know" he replied. "It was just a thought."

"She misses you… A LOT" she told him.

"I kinda figured that out." He said. "I miss her too."

"We all do." Esme said trying to comfort him.

"Maybe you will see her again." Emmet said.

"Yeah… he will see her again but she will be all happy with the mutts and her mutt kids!" Rosalie said.

"SHUT UP ROSE!" Jasper roared back.

Beep Beep. Beeep Beeep. BEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP. Alice's phone chimed

"Who is it?" they asked

"IT IS BELLA!" She replied

"How on earth could it be Bella?" Edward asked. "Its not like I told her where we were going I mean we are Alaska for God's sake! How could she find us?"

"I think this is how." Jasper picked a small piece of plastic of the floor.

"It's just a piece of plastic." Edward said.

"No it's not!" Jasper told him. "It's a GPS Locating device."

"So Bella has been tracking us the whole time?" Rose asked

"I don't think she has just been tracking us." Alice said as she hung up the phone. "She as been spying on us!"

"What do you mean spying on us?" Edward asked her.

"I mean she just called telling me that she has been spying on us for years. She said she was sorry for leading you on Edward but, she had to for her mission. She said she had to or they would kill her."

"They who?" he questioned.

"I am not sure." Alice said. "The line went dead before she told me. All I heard was Vol… CLICK."

"The Voltri?" Edward asked?

"Maybe." Alice said. "Before the line went dead she was working on a mission call "396-987-9685-987520 or FORBIDDEN FRUIT" "I am not sure what she meant by that but we need to help her. By her tone of vice she sounded like she was in trouble."

"Alice is right." Carlisle said. "Wherever Bella is she might be endanger and she might need our help."

"But we don't know where to look." Esme said.

"I have an idea." Alice said. I am pretty sure I heard Italian music in the back ground."

"So it's settled" Carlisle said. "We are going to Italy!