This is my first songfic, as I mentioned in the summary! So yeah, Jason thinking over his failed relationship…with…someone…after the great war I suppose…
Disclaimer: All song rights go to Parachute, for their lovely song; The Mess I Made! And Jason and…this other character…belong to Rick!
Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
Jason slammed his fist against the table as he replayed one of his least favorite memories…
I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again
How could he? He should've known this was going to happen…he should've told her, but now it was too late. He should've tried to find her again…he should've done a lot of things he didn't do…But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
He just watched her…watched her walk out his villa's door. And the worst part was, he let her. Just watched, stared.Should've held my ground
I could've been redeemed
For every second chance
That changed its mind on me,
He should've told her not to go, grabbed her arm and tell her he still loved her, tell her they could start over again…they could try again…
I should've spoken up
I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my hearts mistakes
He should've told her it was all his fault, he should've told her he was careless, so careless. So blinded by a love, the love he thought was true, that he couldn't see the beauty right in front of him. His heart made so many mistakes, but really, it had been his clouded, misguided mind…But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
He had made the mistake…it really was his fault. His fault that she had left…
And it's, you...
And it's, you...
And it's, you...
And it's, you...
And it's falling down
As you walk away...
She had been the one…the only one. His world was starting to crumble…crumble and shatter, break and all he could do was watch. Frozen, like a statue…
And it's on me now
As you go...
His fault, all his fault…all his fault that she was leaving, that was all that was playing through his mind right now, like a broken record…But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made...
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
He just watched, hating himself right now. She was a heartbroken wreck…his fault…And it's falling down
As you walk away...
His world…he hadn't known it until it was to late. His world was walking away…
And it's on me now
As you go...
All his fault, everything was his fault…
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made...
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away.
He watched her leaving. Stared at her retreating form. Stared as he clutched that picture. That picture of him and her…happy, happy and content…but that was gone now…gone, he thought, as he let a single tear fall and splash on the photo, right over his heart…
K guys, how was it? Any guesses for who this heartbroken person is that Jason is talking about? I think it might be fairly obvious…sooo! Guess and guess some more!
Thank you ~~~ Pluto's fricking Pauldrons!