小龍女
I miss him. He's doing what's right but I still miss him.
He's a criminal. He's a condemned man. He's all that is wrong with the world.
Lies
He is a man. That much is plain. He makes mistakes. He loses control. He regrets and repents. He moves towards the future. He is brave. He is cowardly. He loves. He despises. He is perfect. He is imperfect. He is loved and he is hated.
She is queer. She is not accepted. She is odd. She is normal. She is alienated. She is rejected. She is accepted. She is adored. She is despised.
Words circle endlessly.
I don't know what to do!
I look around the room. The house is empty. Tenar is out. She's probably caring for the sheep.
The shadows are more prevalent. They've been growing dissatisfied lately. Perhaps it's simply my imagination. They feel otherworldly. I don't believe that I can ignore this. I'm not like Sparrowhawk though. I can't do anything if they aren't normal.
The years have passed slowly. This life hasn't changed. I wanted so badly for something to happen. Nothing has happened. Life is filled with boredom. Nothing has broken the dull monotony. I don't want to return to the time when Cob had reigned. I don't want to feel as though everything is slipping away from me. I don't want to feel worthless and useless. I just want something to happen.
Arren. I want Arren. He was something different. He brought the troubles to my home. That was just as much Sparrowhawk's doing though. At least Arren was interesting. I could bear his presence. He wasn't my enemy.
I haven't seen him since that day. He walked out of my life so easily. I wanted to speak with him. I waited patiently. He still hasn't come. I'm not upset. I just want something exciting.
Can I rewind time?
He wouldn't return. The distance in time was too great. What reason could he have for returning to such a queer little household?
Author's Note: This is experimental. I'll express my feelings now. My apologies to you all. I fear that this may simply be too confusing. I fear that I may also have included far too much vagueness. I cannot say that this will be edited though. I'm pleased with this. The perspective of the Little Dragon Girl is too intriguing for me! I'm so pleased. Thank you all for reading my work. I appreciate the time you spared to read my piece. I give my sincerest apologies to all of you who are not satisfied and did not understand.
Part of the Revival Collection.