Warning: This is yaoi and has mpreg don't like don't read main pairings are Sephiroth and Cloud.

Disclaimer: I don't own Ff7 or its people but any characters I so add is mine.

Summary: What if world of many factors but will somewhat stay true to the game line and will progress. Also I revamp this chapter and I will do it to the other 5 to let you know.

July 23, 2555

Dear Diary yes Diary men can own one too not just women and if people thought that I would say they were sexist…but that's not what I'm writing about its been a few months since I was brought into the lab and used for horrible experiments as well as…well I should start from the beginning right?

January 23, 2555

Cloud Strife at the age of 13 was leaving his home town of Nibelheim and he couldn't be happier despite his mother's love and care the villagers had no love for Cloud always being picked on because he was either girly or some brat his father didn't want since it was only him and his mother living in the village.

Cloud had had a very childhood ever since he was 5 he tried to play nice with the other kids but despite being fatherless and looking like a girl he was also considered a freak since not many had hair as golden as his or as gravity defiant as his happens to be.

For the rest of his 8 years there it has been hell he has been pushed, beaten up, bullied, verbally abused, and for all intended purposes an outcast that no one wanted to be around.

Scowling at the dark memories of his short lived life here he looked out the window to smile at the sun knowing now that he was old enough he can enlist in the Shin-Ra military program and hopefully become a SOLDIER like his idol the Hero of Wutai General Sephiroth 1st class SOLDIER.

Looking around his room one more time he bends down to pick up his duffle bag packed with his belongings before heading downstairs to hug his mother and say goodbye before he takes a truck to Rocket town to take the transit to Midgar where Shin-Ra is located at.

Having reached the bottom of the stairs he heads into the living area to see his mother sitting on one of the reclines they had her hands clamped together as she turns her head up to look at Cloud and giving him a sad smile.

Cloud winces at that his mother loved him dearly and being all alone it will be hard on her to have him go so far away and be in possible life threatening danger when he sent on missions and what not for the glory of Shin-Ra.

"Mom…" he murmured before setting his duffle bag down to go to her so that way he can hug her as Mrs. Strife gets up to meet her son half way "Oh Cloud" her voice quivering as she hugged her son which will be for the last time till years later when her son comes to visit her as SOLDIER.

Cloud nuzzles his mother hugging her tightly wanting to remember the warmth, smell, and the appearance of his mother because he will be away for a very long time.

After the tender mother/son moment he pulls back to give her a small sincere smile "Ma…I'll be fine there is nothing to worry about besides I'll be back before you noticed I gone" he told her putting up brave front for her so she will feel more at ease.

"Oh Cloud! I know but still you'll be gone for such a long time…my baby boy going off to fight battles putting his life in danger and…" she trailed off trying to hold back tears of sadness at what could happen to her baby boy out there in the big wide world they lived in.

Cloud smiles a little wider at her "I said I'll be fine and I will ma you got to trust me I'll come back in one piece" he promised to her as he looked at the clock then back to her "I got to go now ma wish me luck" he told her kissing her on the cheek before grabbing his duffle bag on the way out the door to the gates of the village so he can enter the waiting truck.

Once he made it the truck he threw his duffle bag in the back as he climbed in soon after putting his bag in the back of the truck.

The grunt behind the wheel gave Cloud a nod from the rear view mirror before putting the truck into drive to make the long journey to Rocket Town.

Once they reached Rocket town there is a military truck set up to herd all the recruits in so they can haul them all to Midgar in it.

Cloud thanks the driver before hopping out of the truck he retrieved his duffle bag on his way to the military truck waiting by the gate exit of Rocket Town.

Cloud really wanted to look around some since all he known was Nibelheim but since he was pressed for time he instead jogged some to the truck stopping by the commanding officer he assumed a SOLDIER 6th class was stationed at for the moment he would have to hand his paper work to him.

Reaching the SOLDIER he hands him his papers "Cloud Strife reporting for duty sir" he saluted as he waited for the man to salute back or tell him to get onto the truck.

The SOLDIER 6TH eyes him for a moment before skimming threw the papers "it all looks good from here get into the truck cadet" he grunted at him before moving away to attend to other matters that required his attention.

Cloud not having to be told twice gets into the back truck with his duffle bag and he didn't have to wait long till the 6th called out the all green for them to head to Midgar as the truck rumbled to life as it started to heads to the city.

Once they made it to Midgar the truck came to a stop by the large gates leading to the city behind it as he showed an ID to a guard stationed there once the guard confirmed the ID he went to a booth and pressed a button so the gate opens to them.

Once the gate was opened the truck continues on its way to its destination as Cloud peeked out from the flap covering the back area of the truck to take in the site of the bustling city called Midgar.

Cloud needless to say is in awe being from a back water middle of nowhere village like him this was defiantly something to Cloud as the truck pulls up in front of the Shin-Ra building a few minutes later and the 6th that was in Rocket Town with them hoped out to order them all to exit the truck and walk single file into the building.

Cloud with the rest of the boys lined up single file and were lead inside the building taking the stairs to the floor where the recruits for the regulation army and the SOLDIER prep program is held.

Once they were all on the floor and assembled they were lined up against the wall where the 6th did roll call and told them the basics of what are expected of them before he directs them to the assembly hall.

Sephiroth's Office

Angeal is sitting on the chair opposite side of the General's desk as the silver haired general is pacing he leans back in a relaxed position finding this really amusing as he observed Sephiroth moving his head back and forth at his pacing arms clasped behind his back while pacing too.

Chuckling at that a smile still on his lips after the chuckles died down "now Sephiroth I know you hate this and it always put you on edge but it has to be done" he started arms crossed amusement in his voice.

"I know that!" he snapped at his friend as he whirled around to face him his glowing green eyes narrowing "it's just that its annoying and time consuming why do I have to go down to pep talk a bunch of cadets?" he asked sitting down at his chair finally hand fiddling with his Masamune.

Angel sighs "I know but you ARE the poster boy of SOLDIER every cadet wants to be like you" he answered his friend's question.

Sephiroth's brow twitched at that "I know but all the ogling is annoying let's not forget most of them are too busy stripping me naked with their eyes to pay attention to a word I am saying" he grumbled quietly as he moved his hand to drum his fingers on his desk.

Angel smiled at that "regardless you best get going or they will announce over the PA system and I know how much you hate when that happen" he chuckled at that as his friend sighs and gets up turning to walk out of his office after opening the door leave Angeal all by his lone some in his office.

As Sephiroth made his way to the assembly hall his boots clicked against the linoleum floor as it echoed off the walls as he gets ever closer to the moment he dreads every month.

Making it to the door he stops and takes some deep breaths before exhaling slowly working himself up mentally for the ogling and other lewd stares he is about to receive.

Opening the door the petty officer in charge called them all to attention as Sephiroth makes his way up to the podium as he then stops at his destination a mike in front of him he begins to address the cadets.

Clearing his throat he begins "New recruits welcome to Shin-ra and the SOLDIER program as you know is a very demanding program which will require you to dig deep into yourselves to find the drive and determination to survive this 4 month process" he pauses to look at each of the cadets in the eyes to show them how important those traits were to succeed.

After he looked at all of them pausing a second longer to notice a young blond with gravity defiant golden hair added with his feminine looking face his frame as well he goes back to addressing the recruits.

Cloud while listening with rapped attention like all the other boys in the hall or so he thought he didn't fail to notice his silver idol had stop to stare at him a bit longer then with the other recruited with him and he wouldn't have noticed if he wasn't focused on the general.

After the speech petty officer in charge of the SOLDIER's training program had grunts hand out sheets of paper with which the barracks they will be in for the duration of their stay in the program.

Cloud having received his paper with the information as well as class schedule and training courses on it picked up his duffle bag to turn around and walk with the rest of the boys heading to his barrack he was assigned not aware that there was a camera in the room watching the cadets as they listened to the general and petty officer's speech.

A Dark Room

In the dark room the only light in it is the illumination of the many monitors and a figure cloaked in shadows sitting in a chair with round glasses illuminated as well as he watched from the monitors the cadets he paused and rewind to see the blond that had just left.

Taking a closer look at the freeze frame picture he begins to cackle which is a really creepy cackle at that as he finally found the perfect subject for his newest experiment he had been cooking up in his head.

Getting up the figure leaves the room going about plans to make plans to obtain the test subject for he wants to experiment on him as soon as possible.

Barracks

Cloud entered the barracks looking around at all the boys he'll be bunking with before heading to an open bunk that he will claim as his own.

He makes his way to the bunk bed as he takes note of the room small food lockers by the bunk beds white walls and plain looking grey painted bunk bed frames with white uncomfortable mattress on it well Shin-Ra is known for skimping on some luxuries since cadets are nothing to them until they make it to becoming SOLDIER's for their glorious military force.

Cloud upon making it to his bunk noticed a red-haired teen was lounging on the top bunk throwing a small rubber ball against the ceiling to have it fall back into his waiting hand just to repeat the process again and again.

Cloud sets his duffle bag down then looks up at the red-head lounging on his bed and not taking noticed of the blond as he focuses on the ball meeting the ceiling to come back to him the blond thinks I'm not going to be shy I was bullied for my looks and missing father I will not be friendless and bullied here I will try and take a chance with this red-haired boy who happens to be my bunk mate.

Cloud nods to himself his decision made then bracing himself he mentally prepared himself before starting "Hello I'm Cloud Strife and I will be your bunkmate for the next 4 months in this program so what is your name?" Cloud ask hoping he didn't sound like a dork or too stiff considering he never really associated with anyone besides his mother which was sad.

The Red-Head glanced down at him then smirks "I'm Reno just Reno from the slums of Midgar nice to meet cha yo" he said cheerfully.

Cloud smiled a small smile at that happy to break the ice to a potential first friend to make here "so, what do you hope to accomplish in the SOLDIER program?" he asked shyly curious as to what his hopefully new friend wishes to accomplish in the program.

Reno pauses for a few seconds thinking about that before responding "I guess I don't really want to be a SOLDIER as much as I want to be a Turk they are all over Midgar and get to do a lot of things plus they get these cool looking blue suits yo!" he exclaimed excited to be a Turk "but the only time you can get into the Turks is to be scouted from the SOLDIER program which has cadets that excel then they talked to some people and bam the person scouted will be made a Turk" he explained to the blond below him.

Cloud frowned at that "Turks? I never heard of them I come from a mountain village called Nibelhime so we don't have much save the reactor they put up there and the creepy Shin-Ra mansion" he informed the red-head hoping for a more detailed explanation on the Turks his friend want to be a part of.

Reno gapes at Cloud "you come from a backwater town like that jeez you must be starving for knowledge then I'll explain yo so listen up the Turks are an elite force that works directly under president Shin-ra to do spy/shady activities all in the name of making sure Shin-ra remains a glorious pure company in the eyes of the people yo" he answered to his blond friend.

Cloud ponders that before nodding "I see well I don't think I want to be a Turk then I joined mainly to be like General Sephiroth he is the best SOLDIER Shin-ra has to offer" he told Reno stars in his eyes at the mention of his hopes and dreams to be the number one SOLDIER around.

Reno rolled his eyes at that "that is like every other boy in this whole program goal is to be like the silver general" he sighed in exasperation at that.

Cloud frowned at that "sorry I sound corny but that is my dream and I will achieve that goal mark my words I'll be the best SOLDIER the planet ever seen!" he proclaimed to the red-head miffed his dream was mocked by his new friend.

Reno blinks at that then ruffles his hair for some unknown reason since he look so young and childish he couldn't resist it "look yo I didn't mean any disrespect by it but, you know it's like a dime a dozen you understand?" he answered hoping that would be enough for the blond

Cloud sighs "I guess but since we got to know a little bit about each other want to be friends?" he ask holding out a hand up to him to seal the deal.

Reno looks at him then his hand for a minute before reaching out his own and taking Cloud's shaking it "Ok I don't mind besides we're neighbors yo! We gotta stick together man ya?" he smiles taking his hand away from Cloud

Cloud smiles at that before then heard the noise in the barracks died down wondering what caused it he looks to the door to see a tall Black-haired SOLDIER 1st class standing there with pretty glowing blue eyes giving all the cadets a long look hands on his hips which makes the other cadets nervous before his face breaks out into a wide smile.

Throwing the cadets off they smile awkwardly back at the SOLDIER 1st class before the 1st starts laughing at this after his laughter dies away he smiles normally at the cadets "good evening boys my name is Zack Fair and I will be in charge of this particular barrack so let's get along ya?" he told them as he walked a little more into the room towards the cadets.

Zack clapping his hands once together looks at the cadets "ok here is how this is going to work you will be taught in classes by instructors for the academic part of the program then you'll be taught by petty officer for the physical aspect of the program I will be over seeing your progress and should you get into trouble or what not I be paying you a visit and that won't be pretty as well as I have an open door policy if I'm not busy feel free to come to me with any problems since this program can be really stressful" he smiled at them after his long winded explanations.

Cloud and Reno with the rest of the boys listened to his explanation as they looked at each other before look back at Zack again waiting for what will happen next which they didn't have to wait long.

Zack swinging his arm at the silence clears his throat "So any Concerns? Questions Troubles you need off your chest? If not you should all get unloaded and ready because it's almost dinner time and you all are required to attend don't want people passing out during training because they skipped meals well with that out of the way later cadets" he told them with a smile and wave before leaving the boys in the barracks to get settled and resume talking on their own.

After Zack left Cloud starts to unpacking his stuff with Reno helping him "hey thanks Reno for helping me unpack" he smiles gratefully to the red-head who nodded at Cloud "no problem yo what are friends for yo?" he answered putting Cloud's socks away.

After putting all of Cloud's things away Reno and Cloud head down the hallway leading to the mess hall to grab some food or what could possibly if you squint be consider food to them.

Making it to the mess hall they entered the place heading to the long line as they grabbed plates as they moved along down the line getting slop plopped on their trays they grab a fruit and a glass of water before making it to an empty spot on the mess hall to sit down to eat.

After they eaten they dump their trays off at the dishwashing station before head out to their barrack when Cloud looked at Reno to ask "Hey this has been bothering me for a bit but why do you always say yo?" he question his friend on that.

Reno glances at his blond friend "well I don't know yo I think it's a habit I developed awhile go but I can't remember where I been using it so long its habit ya know?" he grinned at Cloud as they made it to their barracks.

After they made it their they grab their bathing stuff to head to the showers which was a long line of stalls with thin walls as well as curtains to give them some "privacy" which is crap considering they can see everything and the walls between the stalls weren't high either let's not forget that the piping screwy to so you get various temperatures of water making it a very unpleasant experience for them.

After they showered they dried off and gotten dress to head to their bunks since it was almost lights out they get into their bed to go to sleep to get ready for a long day tomorrow ahead of them.

When the lights went out Cloud knowing he is weak looking with little muscle mass he decides to wait till everyone is asleep before starting to push-up and sit-ups on his own hoping the preparations pays off and he actually put on some muscles.

Lab

Hojou is currently cooking up various plans to get the blond when he finally settles down on the examination finals to nab the blond to do experiments on him since they are taken to a woodland environment outside Midgar which means people being MIA isn't too uncommon when the examinations take place.

Having settled on that plan he goes about getting everything prepared to execute the plan cackling madly as he does so spooking the assistants in the lab with him at the time of his planning.

Sora: that's a really long first chapter I am pleased with myself of course this is un beta and stab at making a successful story so I would like lots of reviews please and thank you!