I usually write these poems really late at night (or rather, really early in the morning,) when I can't get Loki and Thor out of my head. Which (fortunately? unfortunately?) is a very common occurrence. And this is what tends to happen. Anyways, I hope you enjoy:)
See what I've become
broken and denied of love
dull eyes from trying to hide the pain
I think I might be going insane
discovered I'm the monster from my own nightmares
I'm slipping away but nobody cares
so vulnerable with my heart rubbed raw and bleeding
living in the shadows
but my eyes have adjusted to the darkness
I looked inside and realized
that I don't need your love
so this is goodbye
brother
but this is not the end
you'll be seeing me again
when I let go, did you cry?
I never mattered before you thought I'd died
I realized I could never be as good as you
but now I know what I can do
I've embraced my darkest side
I spent too long trying to hide
from myself but it never lasts
there's too many traumas in my past
I'm a monster
don't you understand?
I'm not your brother
I never was
don't you dare try and take my hand
you know the things I've done
I've found what I was looking for
now I'm having so much fun
come try and stop me
and I've already won
I let go and it set me free
I'm so much slier than you believe
got a thousand tricks up my sleeve