Its hard too stand still,

When your inside is on fire.

To be a mountain in the storm,

When it feels like a feather could knock me over.

I feel like running.

To run and never look back.

But I don't, I stand here and let you hurt me.

Everyday is a struggle to find my way.

Through the penetrating dark.

And every step I take, I stubble.

Still steps I take, because every step takes me closer,

To you.

I laugh when I feel like crying.

I live in fear.

What have you done too me?

I'll smile, to hide my tears.

Deep inside I'm dying.

I try hard to forget, to not give a dame.

But when you smile, I melt.

A/N a little short I know. But you like it you hate it? I want to know.

My first story here! Yeah to me! :D